x-.]] i wwishh uupon a lil' starr.. wwhichh wwill nvrr cumm truee~~ [[.x-

bar order pad

2012-01-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

darn. my bar order pad left onboard! :(
silly me, kept talking and talking that i totally forgot about my file till i take a taxi!
too late! hurhur.
got to re-do everything again. stupid me.

*

so happy to be in Paris with my gfs! ;)
adventure to disney paris! loving it.

happy birthday

2011-12-07T02:00:00.002+08:00

happy birthday to myself.
:)

peaceful birthday i sought for this year.
probably age is catching up.
the ultimate plan for myself is.. ..
no plan!

scorching hot; abu dhabi

2011-11-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

back from abu dhabi.
hot and scorching over there.
almost been camping in room for the entire stay.
if they hadnt been calling me out for meals,
i guess i would have camped in all the way.
but too paiseh to not turn up for any meal,
so i went for a meal; lunch.

ibrahimi if i didn't spell it wrongly, is the restaurant name.
as usual the curry, naan and briyani.
i didnt had them like for a pretty long time.
'how long have i not been to middle east?'
that is the duration of time i didn't eat their style of food.
yummy! prolly cos i hadn't eat it for a long time.
if you are a lamb chop lover, you still head here for LAMB Chop!
they say is good! *ps* i don't take lamb, so i have no idea.
i ate too full that i felt my tummy exploding!
and that is my one meal for the whole day.
couldn't eat any further.

back to home base on time. and couldn't wait to get home to wash up
and head back to my parents place. :) missing my bed so much.
and yes, wished my housemate "happy birthday! :)"
before i left the house.
and here i am, at my parents place blogging. hehe.

***

certain time of the day. certain words people speak of.
reminds me the bits and pieces of past i spent with you.

camping in auckland

2011-08-18T22:38:00.004+08:00

camping in internet cafe
my favourite spot in auckland
internet in hotel are so costly. :(
and not worth it.
become a regular here.
do a lot of auckland recently. :(

brr.. weather very cold..
6degree with cold is killer. :)
if only i can steal your heat. ;p
little memories.

missing you.

i am nothing

2011-06-02T05:28:00.002+08:00

what am i to you.
nothing.

the baby whom loved me so much.
whom adored me like a little princess.
has passed away.

in loving memory of my baby.
i love you so much.
more than what i could imagine.

like i say,
you have beautified my life and left scars in them.
but still, i love you.

how much do i mean to you
that you would treasure me,
instead of taking me for granted.
nothing.

nothing or everything

2011-05-26T17:12:00.003+08:00

it is either me and nothing else; or everything else but me.
simple logic, do you comprehend that?

cherish

2011-05-25T05:29:00.000+08:00

the amount of hurt, pain is no one able to understand
even if they've been thru the similar process.

cherish.
dont wait till it's too late.

2011-05-24T23:03:00.000+08:00

in loving memory
of the best thing that's ever been mine.

2011-05-21T04:34:00.000+08:00

i am no longer the center of attention.
probably will never be anymore.

you may dread talking to me on the phone
cos of all the attitude i'll show to you.
u may dread it so much that you would rather not talk to me over the phone.
but have you thought of how and why i am reacting in this way

before the issue been solved,
if i could be nice to you on the phone, maybe it is the day where i feel no more.
or probably would not even call you or ask you to call me in the first place.

when no one understands how you feel, or at least the person whom you are most concerned bout doesnt understand how you feel, it seems pointless.
it seems tough to live on.
but i have to, dont i?

i will get used to it. get numb to the pain. get emotionless.
eventually.
either you're ready first or;
i will feel no more first.

would you

2011-05-19T02:45:00.001+08:00

would you bring me to wherever i wan to eat or go?
would you send or pick me up from my work whenever possible?
would you call me whenever i feel like hearing your voice?
would you text me in everything that you do regardless if i reply or am on flight?
would you change your off days to fit my schedule even if you got no kaki on duty with you?
would you tell me your off days way in advance so that I can plan my days w/o you?
would you be willing to spend your time with me even if you're tired?
would you be able to understand how i feel or know how i think when i hint?

hais ='(

=(

2011-02-16T03:28:00.000+08:00

personal space.
time.

dislike being a grown-up.

Fukuoka

2010-09-10T02:35:00.002+08:00

what's the most memorable experience you have of Fukuoka?

my answer is ... ...

the most IMPRESSIVE toilet! :)

it has a squarish bathtub.
a separate area for shower (2 shower head, one fixed and one with coil).
transparent glass for the basin and table.
huge mirror across the toilet.
an LCD TV screen with remote.

and the toilet area is a huge! i basically LOVE it! :)
and i would like my future toilet be like that.
ideal toilet! haha!

in addition, it is also the BEST hotel room in JAPAN!
:)

Proposed Itinerary for HKG (edited 1.0)

2010-09-05T01:01:00.002+08:00

proposed itinerary (edited version 1)

22Sep(wed) DAY 1
SIN-HKG TR2962 (0650-1035hrs)

1130hrs
1) out of customs
2) buy octopus card (ex-link card) : HKD$150
** Ask around where to buy in airport
** the unused value in the octopus card is refundable. :)
3) buy Ocean Park Ticket
** Terminal 1, Exit to your left and right up ahead will see the counter, "China Travel Agency" Red Signage. Ocean Park Ticket @ HKD$215 (Normal HKD$250)
** print out photo of the signage

4) Take Airport Bus A21 (bus fare: HKD$33) CONFIRMED
** Frequency 10-15mins
** Approx. Travel Time to hotel 30-35mins
** Alight at Station #07 (Bank Centre) and walk backward for one minute to reach Hotel
*** Print map from Railei Hotel webby

1245hrs
1) Reach Railei Hotel
** Check-in/out time: 1200hrs
** Upon check-in: Pay the remaining 4nights + HKD$100/room as Damage Deposit
** FYI: Free internet access in the room, Broadband access
** webby: http://www.raileihotel.com.hk/index_en.htm
2) bathe and relax awhile before heading out

1400hrs
1) Leave Railei Hotel
2) Have lunch @ Dao Xiang or any cafe
3) Shopping @ Argyle Center (1200-2300hrs)
4) Shopping @ H&M Langham Place (1100-2300hrs)
5) Buy Mooncake and eat mooncake

2000hrs
1) Proceed to Tsim Sha Tsui MTR station
2) Watch Symphony of Lights
** Timing: 2000 - 2020hrs
** Best view: Tsim Sha Tsui Waterfront between the Avenue of Stars and Hongkong Cultural Centre

3) Walk along Avenue of Stars
4) Have steamboat dinner @ Tai feng Geng Jiu Jia
**refer to this table, Day 2- 1900hrs.
http://i283.photobucket.com/albums/kk289/filan_1988/timetable-1.jpg?1282199101

5) Eat Xu Liu Shan Mango Dessert
6) Continue shopping around till tired and go back hotel to rest

NOTE: AS 23 SEP IS A PUBLIC HOLIDAY(FOR MOONCAKE FEST), WE SHALL GO MACAU INSTEAD. N 24 SEP GO OCEAN PARK.

23 SEP (Thurday) DAY 2

- Macau (by beeyan!)

First stop: Largo Senado and Sao Paulo

2nd stop: AFternoon Snack

3rd stop: Hac Sa Beach

Evening: Casinos

FIsherman's Wharf: eat n relax

After this, can go back hk. ferry pier is 10mins away

24 Sep (Friday) DAY 3

0900hrs
1) rise and shine
2) have breakfast

1030hrs
1) take MTR to Admiralty MTR take bus 629 to Ocean Park
2) Ocean Park madness! :)

1900hrs
1) Leave Ocean Park, take transport to Central MTR
2) Dinner @ Yung Kee Restaurant (Roast Goose)

2030hrs
1) The PEAK (Anyone keen to see the view?)
2) H&M Central (3-4 storeys high)
3) Lan Kwai Fong Clubbing
** Proper Attire

25 SEP (Saturday) DAY 4

1000hrs
1) Breakfast @ Australian Diary Company
** Like a HK Cafe

1100hrs
1) Head to Citygates Outlets @ Tung Chung MTR
** Branded goods like Gucci and sport brands like Nike at cheap prices
** better to check out the price in SG first, b4 going there and buy

1300hrs
1) Lunch at CityGates
* Continue to shop....

1600hrs
1) Head to Granville Street for shopping

1800hrs
1) Dinner @ Mido Cafe

1900hrs
1) Head to Fa yuen Street for shopping

26 SEP (Sunday) DAY 5

-1) breakfast @ Lin Heung Teahouse, Central
** Comments by others: The dimsum there was really good and reasonably priced plus you get to soak in the atmosphere of a traditional tea house because many locals still frequent the area.

1) Wong Tai Sin Temple

2) King Wah Shopping Centre @ Mongkok MTR
Golden Shopping Arcade @ Mongkok MTR - sk fren recommend
3) Trendy Zone
4) Allied Plaza @ Prince Edward MTR

5) Sing KTV! :)

27 SEP (Monday) DAY 6

- Buy lao po bing (Wife Biscuits)
- Shop the malls we yet to complete. LOL.

1750hrs
- Take Taxi to Airport for our flight back to SINGAPORE
(Fare: approx. HKD$250 per cab)
( kenneth leung 94000382, kk chong 66777761) - sk fren recommend

Check-in: 1850hrs
STD: 2050hrs

cockroaches, hkg turn

2010-09-03T00:17:00.002+08:00

one fine day, when the lift reaches 1st floor.
i stepped out and got a shock of my life.
dead and dying cockroaches are lying all around.
omg. it is so digusting to begin a day like that!

to make it worse,
after one whole day being outside,
i headed back home,
to be received by the same numbers of dead cockroaches.
(except the dying ones in the noon, were dead by then).

-.-" i learned from my mum that they spray something at the chutes or what so.
thats why all the cockroach landed everything in the void deck, trying to crawl for fresh air.
come on. i know it makes the housing estate more clean by killing them,
but please do a proper job by cleaning up the mess thereafter!

oh wells. at least by the next day, the unsightly image is gone! :)

***

what can makes a demanding f***** worse is... ...
someone who don't work PLUS someone who dunno his/her work
end up, people who work and know his/her work has to cover up
for all the missing gaps! and duties not done.

i dunno how we did it, and we did it.
we survived with sore legs and totally drained out.
i wanna massage!

MovieWorld

2010-08-26T13:59:00.002+08:00

extreme fun in MovieWorld.
thanks to great company, Ms Sheryl Tang!
hehe.

i love the Superman Escape the best!
Once the roller coaster set off, in a slow mode. and comes to a halt.
it it goes, "Superman Fast!" voom!!!!
the carrier we are in, took off in a fast speed, so fast that I couldnt even think of anything!
and in no time I'm falling off the tip of the track!

down it goes... ... i'm enjoying it!
hahahaha :)

Next in line, Scooby Doo Indoor Roller Coaster..
it is our very 1st ride of the day. Cos we heard that it always got the longest queue.
Everything was pitch dark. with Scooby Doo voice.
it was moderate scary in the first place...

till it, open the door behind us (which we dunno).
and drop us down the slope!
though it was a low slope, it caught us off guard!
and make it more fun!

3rd best is Batwing Spaceshot! :)
I've a fear in vertical fall, cos i dont like the feeling of seeing everything, and having myself to fall off from nowhere.
having my butt off the seat.
still remember when I played Genting Spaceshot with Beeyan n Shirley
my gosh. my string of vulgar hokkien words came out like no one business!
my dear friends who were initially afraid, had their fear go away the moment I spout those words. they broke in laughter!

Alrights, back to Batwing Spaceshot.
I decided to challenge myself, and take the ride.
Woohoo! it's fun and it does not seems as scary as the Genting one.
YEAH! :)

and there's many more other fun rides! but lazy to blog bout it. hehe.
went back Brisbane City and took a short rest before preparing for flight. :)
and now, back in SIN! 2 off days! weet.

brisbane. gold coast.

2010-08-23T18:17:00.002+08:00

'You have one new message.'
activation! i quickly pick up my token and check.
Brisbane! woohoo! my first time there.
Money is better, off days better too!

but I miss Male, Maldives.
and, gotta miss my outing with my girls. :(
have not met them for awhile.
it's okay. there's always a next time. :)

And, to add on the happiness,
I'm heading off to Gold Coast Themepark 'MovieWorld' tomorrow!
my gosh. I'm so lucky to get a kaki to go with me!
Weet! I'm so excited!!! :)

bless me with good weather tomorrow!
grins*

standby/ choices

2010-08-21T23:06:00.004+08:00

been awaiting for my phone to ring today.
why is that so?
cos i was on standby duty.
usually i will get called up/ self activate my duty a day before.
but this time round, no.
since my standby is from 0000hrs to 2359hrs.
they might call me anytime to go for duty.

my gosh. been unable to rest properly.
as i worried that i would not be able to hear my phone ring
when they call.
and been calling back every one hour to check if there's any updates,
but no news.
omg. i shall conclude i really dislike standby duty.

it's like awaiting for death or what not.
-.-"" and i cant go out, in case it is a emergency/ urgent activation.
so i have been rotting the entire day on bed.
yawns.

***

everyone have a choice.
dont you agree?
in almost all situations, one have a choice to say yes or no. or even want or dont want.
even when you're met in unfortunate event,
whereby you are being held as a hostage.
you have a choice to agree to what the bad guy do. or go against him and risk death.

so how often do one do not have a choice in life?
1. when he/she is borned.
2. when he/she is met with an fatal accident that causes his/her life.

what other times do one do not have a choice?
i wonder.

but definitely, humans do have many tough choices to make in life.
not a NO choice. :))

random

2010-08-20T02:14:00.001+08:00

having great people working with you,
no matter how's worst the situation can be,
i will still be happy! :)

human relations plays an important role.
it affects you and the people revolving around you.
mutual respect and trust is part of the potion.
happy working environment makes it comfortable
for one to work in.

***

good night. :)

Proposed Itinerary for HKG

2010-07-30T19:38:00.004+08:00

proposed itinerary

22sep(wed) DAY 1
sin-hkg TR2962 (0650-1035hrs)

1130hrs
- out of customs
- buy octopus card (ex-link card) : HKD$150
** Ask around where to buy in airport
** the unused value in the octopus card is refundable. :)
- buy Ocean Park Ticket
** Terminal 1, Exit to your left and right up ahead will see the counter, "China Travel Agency" Red Signage. Ocean Park Ticket @ HKD$215 (Normal HKD$250)

- Take Airport Bus A21 (bus fare: HKD$33)
** Frequency 10-15mins
** Approx. Travel Time to hotel 30-35mins
** Alight at Station #07 (Bank Centre) and walk backward for one minute to reach Hotel
*** Print map from Railei Hotel webby

OR

- Take Taxi (Fare: approx. HKD$250 per cab)

1245hrs
- Reach Railei Hotel
** Check-in/out time: 1200hrs
** Upon check-in: Pay the remaining 4nights + HKD$100/room as Damage Deposit
** FYI: Free internet access in the room, Broadband access
** webby: http://www.raileihotel.com.hk/index_en.htm
- bathe and relax awhile before heading out

1400hrs
- Leave Railei Hotel
- Have lunch @ Dao Xiang or any cafe
- Shopping @ Argyle Center (1200-2300hrs)
- Shopping @ H&M Langham Place (1100-2300hrs)
- Buy Mooncake and eat mooncake

2000hrs
- Proceed to Tsim Sha Tsui MTR station
- Watch Symphony of Lights
** Timing: 2000 - 2020hrs
** Best view: Tsim Sha Tsui Waterfront between the Avenue of Stars and Hongkong Cultural Centre

- Walk along Avenue of Stars
- Have dinner at one of the restaurants
- Eat Xu Liu Shan Mango Dessert
- Continue shopping around till tired and go back hotel to rest

23 Sep (thursday) DAY 2

0900hrs
- rise and shine
- have breakfast

1030hrs
- take MTR to Admiralty MTR take bus 629 to Ocean Park
- Ocean Park madness! :)

1900hrs
- Leave Ocean Park, take transport to Central MTR
- Dinner @ Yung Kee Restaurant (Roast Goose)

2030hrs
- The PEAK (Anyone keen to see the view?)
- H&M Central (3-4 storeys high)
- Lan Kwai Fong Clubbing
** Proper Attire

24 SEP (Friday) DAY 3

- Macau
(Information yet to find out.)

25 SEP (Saturday) DAY 4

1000hrs
- Breakfast @ Australian Diary Company
** Like a HK Cafe

1100hrs
- Head to Citygates Outlets @ Tung Chung MTR
** Branded goods like Gucci and sport brands like Nike at cheap prices
** better to check out the price in SG first, b4 going there and buy

1300hrs
- Lunch at CityGates
- Continue to shop....

1600hrs
- Head to Granville Street for shopping

1800hrs
- Dinner @ Mido Cafe

1900hrs
- Head to Fa yuen Street for shopping

26 SEP (Sunday) DAY 5

- King Wah Shopping Centre @ Mongkok MTR
- Trendy Zone
- Allied Plaza @ Prince Edward MTR

- Sing KTV! :)

27 SEP (Monday) DAY 6

- Buy lao po bing (Wife Biscuits)
- Shop the malls we yet to complete. LOL.

- Take Taxi to Airport for our flight back to SINGAPORE

Q: Are u guys keen in Wong Tai Sin Temple?

important website to view

Hongkong Guide
http://www.scribd.com/doc/33782054/Hong-Kong-Guide?secret_password=&autodown=pdf

Major shopping outlets in HK
http://www.hongkongextras.com/_outlet_shops.html

caged bird

2010-04-29T04:29:00.001+08:00

caged bird

yearns for freedom

unchange

2010-04-26T01:14:00.000+08:00

a leopard can never change its spots.

fcuked up.

happiness?

2010-04-09T15:14:00.000+08:00

what's deem as happiness?

Irritating Financial Advisor/ Arena Encounter/ Birthday Bomb

2009-11-07T06:28:00.003+08:00

Everywhere u go or work in, there's definitely black sheeps around.
And, i met one in Bugis Junction the other day.
How unfortunate of me and my friends.

this financial advisor (i suppose) ask, "are u schooling now?"
I nicely replied, "no." He continued asking, "so u are working? where u are working?"
As we have no time to entertain him, i tell him so.
He followed us till a point then he finally gave up.

As we girls need to get to Bugis Street, we happen to cross his path again.
-.-" I thought that he'll leave us alone. But not the case! he asked me, " do you drink ice mountain?"
Puzzled by the odd question, " I replied hastily, "no." Guess what he says next?

"cos u girls like BING SHAN (translate into english: ice mountain)." OMG. i was freaking angry! Come on la. I'm not obliged to talk to you can! And, that's like personal insult can? GRRHHH!
u will get your deserved retribution lo! don't let me see u again, fat ugly flabby man.

*************

In celebration for shan's birthday, the birthday girl requested to go to Arena. A Club with live band. :) A ugly scene was encountered when I went to the Ladies. A drunk girl was literally sleeping in the toilet cubicle, with her face lying on the floor. My Gosh! I couldnt imagine how many times she has to wash her face, in order to get rid of the germs. >.<

As her head was at the door area, the door cannot open w/o hitting her head. Hence, one brave girl(i wonder if she's her friend) climb over the toilet cubicle get to hold her up so that the door can be open. wad a scene. I wonder how's she going to get home for the night.

And, if she's going to be safe nots. or any other guy is going to bring the dead drunk girl home.

*************

My birthday is coming up! Weet! :) I'm going to be 21 years old. Happy that I officially obtain freedom, though I think I have quite alot of freedom now. Sian that time is going to pass much faster now. (there's a saying that once after 21, your years pass by very quickly).

Well, I cant choose my age, can I? can i stop myself for growing? emm.. Anyway, I've spend quite a bomb for my birthday! >.< SOBS. All my hard-earned money.

Reopening of XIAOTOOT blog :)

2009-10-24T02:39:00.004+08:00

A sudden urge of start blogging again.
Which results me being BACK! :)

Recent Adventure to Zurich:

One local asked, "where are you from?"
"Singapore" I replied.
Guess what he says next?

"Singapore's dangerous"
...
...
...
"Once the cigarette drop, FINE!"

I'm pretty amazed by what he said. Normally, tourists' impression of Singapore is bout the beautiful green city. Nice weather. And, so on.. However, this man's view of Singapore is 'dangerous'.

After he has mentioned it, I recalled of an incidence.

R was smoking outside the MRT station. Halfway through, a friend of R came out of the MRT station and hit R on the back. As R was not holding the cigarette tightly, the cigarette fell into the drain below him.

A officer was dressed in home clothes standing near the area. He then came over to R to charge/ fine him of littering cigarette. It is fair for R?

R didnt litter on purpose. And, if the cigarette has drop on the floor, he would have picked it up. R was unable to retrieve the cigarette from the drain, unless he pry open the drain. And even so, by then the cigarette would have been wash down by the drain water.

In this case, it is fair for R to be fined? Do the officer have to fine R under such circumstances? Put it in this way, if the officer is the one in R's shoes. Is the officer going to pry open the drain and retrieve the cigarette?

I wonder.

happy valentines day!

2009-02-14T03:08:00.002+08:00

first of all,
happy valentines day!
xiaoTOOT would like to wish
everyone
to be happy and feel loved! :)

days passed so quickly
that i couldnt catch up with it.
to think that i have less than 2weeks
before my 1st sny flight.

having mixed feelings.
xcited and yet not.
happy that i'm gg to be onboard so soon!
that i'm finally embarking into a new lifestyle

not xcited reason being
training gg to end soon.
i'll miss my batchmates.
i'm already in my comfort zone
with my friends' and loved ones' company.

but still, going to face it.
i shld think more positively yah! :)
happy happy things!
yeah!

past few days was doing my First Aid
oh dear! i never knew doing cpr
is sooooo TIRING!
that 2mins almost drain me out.
imagine continue doing it for another 2 rounds.
i'll barely able to do it properly
nevertheless, PASSED it!
:)

just a saturday.
went club with my lovely batchmates
my girls said its ZIRCA REBEL.
it is a replacement of a room of M.O.S.
i had fun. and amused with
one of them, who's a 1st time clubber.

aizai! she dance not bad wor!
like a frequent clubber! so cute!!! lols.
out of a sudden, she reminds me of the past me.
when i 1st went club with shirley.
same reaction. haha!

dunno why.
each time i went clubbing.
it will reminds me of you.
missed the times when we went together.
and even crazy to jus go club when its only the 2 of us.

to go club a day before our exam,
reason: TOO STRESS! haha!
to go club when i'm down,
reason: to vent out all troubles!
to go club whenever we ffeel like it,
reason: stated above. (whenever we feel like it!) haha!

but the days will never seems to come back.
or even go thru it.
after all the nonsense.
even if we did go club with our friends,
it is a different feeling altogether.

but still, i'm glad that it happened.
that you have let me experienced the best clubbing experience.
something that lingers in my mind
and that i wont forget.
in fact, be reminded each time i go club.

i love you, my dear friend.
happy valentines.
may mind be peace, life filled with joy
and each day is a happier day for you! :)
you're a special friend.
thou' we're no longer as close,
but u still holds a special place in
my heart
my life. :)

New year POST

2009-01-25T02:41:00.002+08:00

i feel loved.
by everyone. :)

be it, my baby
my clique
my batchmates
my lovely friends
my family. :)

thou' at times,
i have lotsa rants.
bad time management.
resulting in unable to meet people whom i loved.

after a month plus in training.
i realised i can be homesick.
really miss my mama, papa and korkor.

and realise i had little time
for my clique.
miss their company, fun and laughter.
miss being close with them.

and i miss spending more time
with my baby.
though am staying at baby's place
most of the time,
but always its jus dinner and home.
lesser outing.

and so on... ...

even after all these rants,
i still love my time spent in training.
the lovely batchmates i have
always make my day.

time is never enough for
greedy people like me!

*******

happy cny.
long break of 4 days.
sat, sun, mon and tues.
wed back to training.

may people around me
loves and be loved.
be happy and less worries.

muacks*
xiaoTOOT

reflections

2008-11-06T15:34:00.002+08:00

been lazy to blog
so yah.
anyway, for pictures for sweets shirley bday
can refer to victoria's blog
which is under my friends link.
: )

am alone now.
seen picture that results me
in reflecting the past.

looking back,
it seems like we dont love each other as much.
not as loving.
many things changes.

it seems that we have stop
at our most memorable moment
in taiwan.

tears flow.
feeling sad and emo.
but things cant be changed.
things are different
it is a fact.

all the photos we taken
all the smiles
and wildness
fun-ness.
have stopped since taiwan honeymoon.

indeed, honeymoon period in a r/s
has a limit.
and seems like it.
jus that i've a longer honeymoon.
honeymoon that close to a year.

where's the innocent us.
where's the loving us.
where have we been.
='(

She's Like A Star Lyrics

2008-10-27T17:03:00.002+08:00

My favourite song now! Cheers! Sobs! Stupid baby no send me this song before! Hurhur.

By: Taio Cruz
Title: She's Like A Star

Like a star star star star [x6]

[Verse 1:]
She's my everything, like a morning girl
She's my angel, up above my world
She's the only one, who understands me
That's why I called her, my new fan league

[Hook:]
She's the only one that I want by my side
She's the only one that I believe can save my life
She makes me wanna be a better man ohh why,
She's higher then the sky, the suns and the moon

[Chorus:]
She's like a star, like a star, like a star, (ohh baby) [x4]

[Verse 2:]
First let me say, she's the best of me
Is it cliche, to say she's destiny
It's no one else but her, well at least for me
That's exactly why, I must now repeat

[Hook:]
She's the only one that I want by my side
She's the only one that I believe can save my life
She makes me wanna be a better man ohh why,
She's higher then the sky, the suns and the moon

[Chorus:]
She's like a star, like a star, like a star, (ohh baby) [x4]

[Verse 3:]
She's my star, my light, starry night, aviator shades, cause she shine so bright
Beats on the G5, songs I write, just so I can take her on a G5 flights
Ya she my type, just my height, she's my fan, she's just right
She's like, “I think we might, go far”, I'm like, “you right”,
She could be my angel wings, her voice sounds like an angel sings
Ya I'll be back with the trade mark strings
Just try to compliment the sounds she brings
She's like, “We could go far”, I'm like, “you you you are”. I'm like, “you you you are”
You are, my guiding star

[Chorus:]
She's like a star, like a star, like a star, (ohh baby) [x4]

photos!

2008-10-17T01:30:00.000+08:00

BABY birthday was on 11oct'08!

and my dearest BAOBEI SWEETS birthday was on 10oct'08!

these two dates almost killed me!
suffocated me till....
i cant take it. and cry!

well, it is more on BABY birthday that stress me out!
i hate her birthday! =X

anyway, baobei sweets birthday is her 21ST!
omg! time surely flies
hope she had a joyful birthday.
thou' the planning part was pretty
errr.... stress and pekchek-ness
BUT everything is OVER!
and it went SMOOTHLY~

hahaa! no pictures for that. waiting pictures from her and victoria.
i no CAMERA mahs!
anyway, we shared a big prezzie for her!

*** PANASONIC LUMIX DMC-FX38 (PINK) ***

it is super NICE!
and has wide angle lens
and intelligent auto! function
SUPER user friendly! :)
oops. machiam like doing promotion
for Panasonic. haha

TADA! picture shown as follow:

Pretty right? the colour so sweet! :)

anyway, we celebrated her birthday at Essential Brewz @ Holland Village.
big party with her family members as well.
OF COS mahs. her 21ST big birthday eh.

and JESLYN came! i havent seen her for like a year plus?!
omg! she look so DIFFERENT!
pretty le,of cos. haha!

took many photos and afterwhich,
a few of us went to SHE BANGS! pub at Boat Quay.
stupid us went past the pub and didnt realise it is SHE BANGS!
lols. Jeslyn booked a table for us,
but had to go somewhere else for another birthday party.

and Baobei Sweets accidentally drank coke mixed with martell.
we are both NO-NO to coke
but unfortunately she drank it.
and made her super duper uncomfortable
and began puking!

sent her home soon after.
accompanied her till she wash up
and i left when she's ready for bed!
lol. sleep i mean. HAHA!

then went home and prepared a muffin/cake for my BABY!
Photos will show it all, hee :

Nice? Hee! Baby love it thou! : )
i was happy that it turns out the way i wanted it to be
BUT... if only the muffin could turn out better!

Nevermind. Since baby love it,
i am HAPPY with it as well! : )

baby's first prezzie~ opening the newspaper wrap. HAH!
TADAH! her favourite food! CHERRY! cannot be found in all commercial stores.

To be continued... ...

Hidden Meaning?

2008-10-17T01:24:00.001+08:00

What Lee Jeanie Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

2008-10-07T02:37:00.002+08:00

havent blog for a long while.
hais. plan FAILED!

haiya. so sad.
but i jus got to get used to the feeling.
i've to portray my confidence.
have to be confident!

AH TOOT! why so lousy
no confidence de!
hais. so SADED.

but what to do.
anyway, high chance going back to school lerh.
OMG.
books again. what to do.
for a piece of cert.

anyway, am feeling emotional
up and down feelings
for the past few days.
was happy and was sad.
but have to learn to take things easy

HAIYA. wad to do.
life sucks.
hopefully my dream will come true!
: ) XiaoToot dreamy dreamy

and and!!! i'm playing maple now.
hahaa! out of boredom and started it
didnt wan to start it long time ago.
but now yah...
PLAYING it. with my baby of cos.
: )

lies again

2008-09-23T11:15:00.002+08:00

i'm very fed up with u.
this is your weakest point.
and guess should we break up,
this is the cause of it.

one day i will really leave you
for this.
for once, you can never learn your lesson
it happens before
and who knows it will happen again.

till the day u learn to reject people.
i can chop off my head.
you are one selfish brat
one hand can say that you dont like the person
the other can tell the person, 'no lah. it is not the right time.'

what the fcuk.
why cant you just tell her the way u tell us?
jus say that u merely treat her like a lil' sister.
nothing else more than that.
just friends. there's no hope for now and forever.
and you also know that ur buddy/ her cousin strongly object
to you two de r/s if ever it happens.

why do u have to give her false hope
that it is not the right time?
come on.
obviously, u are leading people on
and u can tell me, u are not
what nonsense.

moreover, she has already text you
saying that as long as u say how u feel
and all.
she will know what to do.
and thats wad u told her.
making her to wait.

you tell me,
how not to angry.
you are fcuking contradicting.
and i hate you for that.
dont criticise people when you doing the same.

i'm boiling. serious.
and for that she says, for now i'll meet u like friends ya.
what nonsense.
to you, you will treat it like friends.
to her, i bet not. she'll text u, meet you as often
and knowing her u treat her as friends(for now)
but knowing that there's might be a chance.

u say u are not at fault.
trouble come to you.
not u go find trouble.
yes, i dont deny that fact.
but you are at fault for not rejecting
the trouble. for not pushing the trouble away.

it is the same case
if a guy try to hug or kiss me.
it is my duty to push him away.
in respect for you.
and not let him just do it.

by not pushing it away.
u are leaving your trouble with you.

forget it.
u dont understand.
right now, there's lies.
and u know i hate it.

i'm at work

2008-09-17T13:22:00.002+08:00

great. i'm at work.
and am too bored that i'm here.

anyway, i'll be at the Formula One Race!
for FREE!
why free? of course, there's an exchange to it.
work nor.
will be at SingTel VIP Area. :)

In addition, am invited to
SingTel F1 Party on 24th Sep night.
SingTel Grid Girls should be around.
I wonder if the F1 Racers will be there too.
I hope it will be a fun night.
For sure, it'll be a memorable experience.
Looking forward to it. :)

i cant wait for time to pass.
feeling excited and nervous.
tomorrow is the day.
which will determine my fate.
*hopefully my wish will come true
this weekend.

meanwhile, i wanna smile
be happie.
and be blissed. :)

first entry

2008-09-17T00:50:00.002+08:00

my first ranting.

sometimes luck just come and go.
i wonder if this is a good opportunity.
but no wonder what, i'm gonna seize the chance.
hopefully, it will not be false hopes.
keep my fingers crossed*
pray for my desire. my dream.

perfect complexion, i've yet to achieve
i want. i need it desperately.
i miss my clean face and back.
please come back to me, will u?
and pimples please go away.

i'm trying to rest early.
right now, i'm planning to sleep.
wanted to rest earlier,
but my hair is wet still.

debtors. creditors.
i have lots of issue on these two.
hopefully everything will clear up by this month.
best as soon as possible.
:)

and as shan pointed out.
yes, i do have spending problem.
as in, i fails to plan well for my salary.
money can be used up so fast!
i seriously needs to learn to control.
and spend money more wisely.

the line goes this way.
if you fail to plan, you plan to fail.
yes, that's what happen to my MONEY!
i need to save!
rainy days, i know you need me. >.<

for my wishlist, the item; lv mini monogram
dont be mistaken.
i'm not a brand conscious person
i just like the print.
i think it is gorgeous.
but it's so expensive. >.<

alrights, i'm really resting le.
nights, my bloggie.

muacks*
my love, my baby

revive my blog

2008-09-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

am getting bored with life.
decides to revive my blog.
:)

love this blogskin's vibrant colour.
beautiful isnt it?

this entry is to test test.
*muacks

my last post, public

2007-11-13T23:13:00.000+08:00

This is my 311th post, i realised.

over all the posts that i have created, i was happy sad and everything. with all descriptions of my activities each day. of people that i have met that make or spoil my day. happily sharing all my info, my feelings and my life. i love my blog and those who care.

but sorry, guess wouldnt be blogging again bah. if there any, it would be private.

exclusively to myself.

*with love,
my last post.

my life, my misery.

2007-11-06T23:39:00.000+08:00

we lost the happiness in us.
all that we did, we tried is futile.
its no longer the same.
instead, fear builds up at the sight of u.
i cant help but to turn around and run
to escape
to not face you and reality..

any mention of you,
my mind will seems to weight alot.
so heavy that i begin to have headache
that my eyes started tearing.
helpless, i am.
weak, i am..

glad that i have friends
to hear my complains and whining.
they have made my day better
by removing you out of my brain.
sometimes i prefer to have
no memory of you and all that happened.

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got back in contact with a few of my friends
i wanted to go out with all of you.
i mish those days.
=)) those supper days.
* tp 0607 otc pple / freshies
* timberland mates

met some of my freshies at zouk!
their first time there. omg.
so much of a co-incidence!

met up with tbl pple.
loves to hear stories from them.
surprisingly, i'm a listener there.
which i seldom be one.

------------------------------------------------------

i'm getting my sushi tei soon!
*hint hint*
so happie. so lucky.
to have baby you.
=p

my life. my dad. shirley. my ambition. and intern.

2007-10-28T14:15:00.000+08:00

always been lazy to blog.
or there's too much for me to say,
but cldnt express them in words.
the urge to write them in blog
is just in a moment.
but gone when i had the chance to enter blogger.

*****************************************

seeing ur loved one being in torture
pain and helpless..
and cried over the fact that
he thinks he's a burden to us.

at this point, somehow
i feel that why not he just go
to free him from the sufferings
and guilt..
thou' it may be sad for us
but rather not to see him in such a state.

i pray for your recovery.
if miracle could happen to u..
i dont mind giving up few years of my life
just for you.

***************************************

somethings are easier said than done
verbally yarh, but actions wise
i tried, i believe we tried
but it is not as successful as you thot it to be.

things change.
its difficult for us to be wad we used to.
thou' the misunderstandings are clear overnight
but the awdwardness remains.
and it nvr seems to go away.

pretending, i cant master this skill
i cant be natural
yes, we tried maintaining the status.
but it turns out the different way we wanted it to.

i'm not jealous, or angry
or disappointed..
perhaps just sad for everything happened
between us.
i dont want to be the third party
thou' you two dont think it that way.

no matter how hard you try to balance it
it can nvr balance like it used to.
just like that day.
in kbox, songs that we always sing tgt
it will nvr the song for the both of us.
but the song for u and her.

kbox has only two mic.
just for two persons.
and the person with you will nvr be me again.
and i dont wish to take the mic too.
rather be an audience and enjoy the beautiful memory of each song.

another thing would be
it used to be i being the first person to know abt things.
but now, its no longer me
maybe u think that i am not interested
cos i didnt ask..
but all along you know me
that i dont ask.. if you wanna tell me things
u would. i need not question u.

rmb you saying these to me..
bout u being the first to know things.
and things change due to her.
but if u realise, those things that i didnt let you know first
were things about her.
i werent be stupid enuff
to say things abt her that will upset you.
or make u even have a worser impression of her..

but now the story has change.
its abt i'm not the first to know.
to know abt your life and pple revolve ard u.
perhaps one day someone can just ask me
"ohh.. so who is the friends she hanging out with these days.. "
i bet i couldnt answer. or i only have a answer.
"err.. i not abt the rest, but i know vic is"

like when u left for dubai
i rmb u telling me once that you leaving this week
but exact date i cldnt rmb
but did you remind me days before?
nope. all u did was a plain msg when u are in the plane,
when i'm asleep.
and u didnt state when u will be back..

perhaps i need not know anyway.
till today, there's no much communication..
bet you wouldnt know much of my life
and i wouldnt know much of yours too.
unless we frequent blog.

a question that i been pondering
are you just a passerby in my life?
make a few footsteps and has to make a move..
true enough.. till today, i still cant prove
the word, 'forever'.

the word we nvr believe in.
the word we dont like to say..
is still not in our dictionary.

******************************************

internship life been good.
thou' there's bad in it.
but having my own clique mate to pei me
being in the same company.
is not that bad.

we are able to tell our woes
and complaints to each other.
everyday. almost. haha!

site inspections at hotels are great!
free food in the restaurant
but embarrassing at times
for i'm picky over food.

my fellow colleagues, interns and superiors
and even hoteliers
know that i almost dont like to
eat alot alot of things. =x

stress at work, abit i feel.
for i nvr able to help my colleague to clear the emails
am i too slow. i wonder.
politics i hope i will not be in.
but eventually i know i have to.

not in intern company.
but in my dream job.
air stewardess, i aims to be.
i wanna try. thou' i might not make it.
but i really hope to get in.

to be able to fly to different countries.
the benefit, aww... *flying*
haha! i cant wait to get to fly. =)

line of poem

2007-09-21T00:49:00.000+08:00

Assumption, i dislike you to have.
Constant, your assumption it is.
Reality, i'll make ur assumption come true.

warnings has been signalled

yet actions are repeated

sad to say

i think there's nothing i could

say anymore on.

questions i shall not ask

reminders i need not give

futile everything seems to be

stagnant it will be.

why exams? argh.

2007-08-25T19:24:00.000+08:00

had been lazy to blog, unless situation calls for it.
thus, has been neglecting bloggie for some time.
okay, shall write something today.

this semester's exam, i have 2 paper.
down with one, and yah.. still have one more on monday
and i have yet to start.
omg. lazy me, better study! =))

starting my SIP, also known as internship, on 12sept.
had my holiday from 28aug to 12sept.
how short?
but still manage to squeeze time
for an overseas trip. =))
otherwise, couldnt go overseas for the next 5months, due to internship.

i'm attached to Holiday Tours for my internship.
it's in Orchard. so convenient to shop! hahs!
and yah, for my overseas trip.
will be going to Thailand, Bangkok from 6sept to 9sept.
so excited over it.
its a threesome trip, me jasmine and sengkwang.
HAHS! =))

shulay leaving us soon. on 10sept. for her overseas internship in beijing.
will miss her de.
even for those not gg overseas internship
will also miss de.
cos we will not see each other as often.
due to our own busy life in internship.
my clique*

back for more updates..
couldnt think of anything to write for now..
mind full with campus superstar.
oops. =x

i cried.

2007-07-31T01:17:00.000+08:00

been emo and emotionless for the past few hours
dunno what is going on
everything seems to be a blank to me
oh.. what has happen?

raining. the sky has been.
so am i.
incontrollable, we are.
how to stop it?
i dunno, it jus doesnt listen to me
it wouldnt stop.
how?

trust. is what i face
in anything and everything.
and i cldnt handle it well
what a loser

forever? eternity?
two words that always make a beautiful lie
smthg everyone wish to achieve
but difficult to obtain.
easier said than done
is the best sentence to describe
this two words.

fairytale, will always be one.
becoming reality?
what a joke*

thanks beeyan for being there.
muacks*

beautiful girls- sean kingston

2007-07-21T23:55:00.000+08:00

life been boring.
projects. school. individual assignments.
many many more..

and what's worse?
i'm not productive till last min.
alamak! my dark eyes rings.

bought a new facial cream.
60bucks.
but guaranteed results.
hopefully it will work.
-o2 skin's product.

addicted to this song.
omg. i'm loving this
soo sooo much. =))
-beautiful girls by Sean Kingston

Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston

JR! Sean Kingston!

[Chorus:]
You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal
When you say it's over
Damn all these beautiful girls
They only wanna do your dirt
They'll have you suicidal, suicidal
When they say it's over

[Verse 1:]
See it started at the park
Used to chill after dark
Oh when you took my heart
That's when we fell apart
Cause we both thought
That love lasts forever (lasts forever)
They say we're too young
To get ourselves sprung
Oh we didn't care
We made it very clear
And they also said
That we couldn't last together (last together)

[Bridge:]
See it's very divine,you're one of a kind
But you mash up my mind
You have to get declined
Oh Lord...
My baby is driving me crazy

[Repeat Chorus]

[Verse 2:]
It was back in '99
Watchin' movies all the time
Oh when I went away
For doin' my first crime
And I never thought
That we was gonna see each other (see each other)
And then I came out
Mami moved me down South
Oh I'm with my girl
Who I thought was my world
It came out to be
That she wasn't the girl for me (girl for me)

[Repeat Bridge and Chorus]

[Verse 3:]
Now we're fussin'
And now we're fightin'
Please tell me why
I'm feelin' slighted
And I don't know
How to make it better (make it better)
You're datin' other guys
You're tellin' me lies
Oh I can't believe
What I'm seein' with my eyes
I'm losin' my mind
And I don't think it's clever (think it's clever)

You're way too beautiful girl
That's why it'll never work
You'll have me suicidal, suicidal, suicidal...

tears

2007-07-07T11:31:00.000+08:00

nvr realise i could break my record
that it would for hours, break
and start again minutes later
sensor, i named it.
my tears*

the best weapon to execute if i couldnt sleep
i seems to use it often
that it doesnt work as well as
compared to first usage.
please work!
my tears*

very much i dont want to think
but it's existing
i cant run nor hide
its hurting
can crying cure it?
i hope so

i realise that i dont understand you a single bit
what's ur thoughts, i wonder if they are true
i failed to comprehend you.
i start to think back, on words that you say
how many % of it is true..
i wonder.

ashes to ashes,
dust to dust.
what remains?
just broken trust.
*and no longer us.

neither side

2007-06-30T03:31:00.000+08:00

sometimes somehow i could sense
the sacarsm in your words
that slowly changes the view
i had for you
perhaps u meant it or u dont
or u dont even realise it
was i too sensitive?
i hope so

yah. its my fault
everything i do
seems so wrong
nothing seems to please you
there's always smthg for you to say me
i know, i'm imperfect
bad at balancing as well

was it a balance issue
or smthg else
blame me
for all that happen
if this could resolve things

changes is wad i fear
for anything
everything..
but sad to say,
constantly things are changing.
so am i.
being more and more
piggy each day.

hahas! if i could
smile and laugh
freely..
laugh off all unhappiness
sleep off all tears

stoning for i dunno what cld i do..
lost again-*

dilemma, i am in

2007-06-18T02:03:00.000+08:00

blog ah blog.
a place to say my thoughts.
well, not entirely aso.
cos it will still be view by public.

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i dont mind having two grp of frens
but when they meet tgt
and sort of not very pleased with each other
or so
or just well, not gam.. cant communicate
disaster strikes

dislike such situation
when i am stuck,
neither here nor there
i cld only stand at the fence
helplessly
war seems inevitable
and i cldnt do anything
to resolve the dislike or misunderstanding
awdwardness is there.
wad i can do, is to take
neither sides
and leave.

sometimes how i wish
they didnt meet
or they dunno of each other existence
then i need not
be sandwiched.
if only.... ....
they could click.

dream on i guessed
i could only be one party
at a time
leaving the other out.
thats wad pple mean by
"you cannot have the best
of both worlds. "
how i hate to believe that its true
but it is.
and i had to.
dilemma i am in

i dont wish to do anything
any move i choose
seems to wrong
its better that i have
nothing.
then at least
i wouldnt be trapped
like this.

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butch hunt was emm..
disappointing?
no pretty girls!
but well,
i met my friends

=)) hee.
saw jari there too.
wonders if devon was there as well
but i didnt even approach jari
maybe she will be kinda
suprised if she realise i went
hah!

muwahhaa!
spotted vanessa twice.
and she didnt see me
even once. =p
caught her smoking aso!
lols

couples were dancing around us.
interesting to see show
see them muack muack!
hahah! free show.

DXO

2007-06-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

1st june
first time going to DXO to club.
bringing sengkwang go.
his virgin club~ LOL.
who were present?
me, baobei, jasmine, janice, ron and sk.

as it is a friday
its ladies night there.
the ladies had 2 glasses each of the free flow.
wad a list of free flow they had.
gin and jim beam bourbon.
mixer: coke, tonic
-.-"" leaving with no choice
most of us had gin coke.
WTH.
damn gasy leh!

then the four of us, the girls
shared a jug of whisky green tea
of 42 bucks
still cant feel the kick,
not even high enuff.
we went the dance floor for a while.
ron and sk, were like
too shy to dance.
they keep stand one side,
watch the four of us.
-.-""

then me, jasmine, baobei and sk
bought a bottle of chivas to share
promo rate: 150bucks
kept drinking.
janice and ron went home after that.

then cos the bartender
caught me and baobei kissing
and dancing
then he dared us to
to dirty dance to let him see
and he will give us, two tequila shooters free

dunno why, we two were gamed for it.
we danced,
then he say...
nono, i meant dance on the bar top.
and we both did.
for a short while..
cos the bouncers they all didnt allow
us to.
too dangerous mahs.
TA-DAH! two tequila shooters down our throat.

the bartender also
offer to pour the chivas directly from the bottle
into our throat.
me, baobei and jasmine said okay
damn it.
he didnt stop, so we had to shun away if we cant take it anymore
then so, the chivas kanna our eyes. =x

and yah, started to visit the toilet
then emm.. vomited.
yuck. hate the feeling.
stupid coke coke.
and yah, already feeling high at that moment.
baobei also vomit, cos of the darn coke.

shortly after, we two cabbed.
i went home. and she
went to drink further.
-.-""

leaving sk and jasmine in there.
heard that they stayed till 4am.
when DXO close.
and they almost drink finish our chivas
left a little bit, sk said.
SADED! lols

abt a flirt.

2007-05-28T23:44:00.000+08:00

somehow i dislike hearing about him
it just pissed me off.
how can a guy treat his girlfriend
in that way.
being a sparetyre.
unsure if he meant his words.
but still,
even it is just a joke.
it is not of respect of his girlfriend.

out of a sudden,
i had the intention of telling his girlfriend.
of everything that happened
that he said.
to let him know that,
no girls shld be treated as
a spare tyre.

if he's single,
interested in you.. its okay.
but he has a girlfriend.
oh.. WTH.

lemme just curse him
for being deeply in love with girl
and when he wants to get marry with her
then, he will realise that
she has many other boyfriends.
and, he will have his heart
broken badly.

muwahhas! what a evil thought i had =x
i believe in karma.
he will get retribution.
its just when, and how bad will it be.

what is it of your business
that she's wearing our rings?
do you have the fcuking right to interfere?
dont question her.
she's my girlfriend
of course she wear our rings,
otherwise yours?
DREAM ON.

please lah.
if you are single, flirt with all i care.
but if you are attached,
please watch urself.
be considerate to ur girlfriend.
and keep some self-respect
also, respect a relationship.

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if one has no ulterior motive
when consoling you
perhaps you would feel better
but once, u realise
that they came for a purpose
besides serving as a listening ear
thats when
you feel uncomfortable
why couldnt they just listen to you
why do they have to get smthg out of you
and by then,
there's more than an issue
you are troubled about..

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sometimes
i would rather believe
the ugly words
rather than the sweet words
u said.
i rather think that
those promises you made
are just for fun
are untrue
so that, even when u break them
it wldnt hurt so much

club again

2007-05-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

went to zouk to club, on wednesday.

i has been quite some time since i club,
thus the music kinda unfamiliar. but it is alright.
this time round, went with baobei and victoria and vic's friends.
it was vic's fren's bday.

I BROKE MY NAIL! sobs.
duno who step on it and somehow, it broke and bleed.
TEARS*

saw a handsome guy in there too!
he had deep eyes.
nice eyebrow and nose.
he was wearing all white as well.
what a PRINCE CHARMING he is.
hahs!

fun night of disturbing baobei.
=x oops.
but hai her earring drop.
PAISEH!

thats all, on clubbing. that can be publicize. hah!

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someone owe me something.
a reward.
muwahahahs!
dont think i will recieve the reward.
it's just a game.
between the two of us.

happy that we are back to ourselves
whereby we are able to play
joke and tease again
thou, i dont like when u joke about those matters
unsure if they are true not.
but i chose to believe that it is false.

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went thru' interviews for sip.
kinda boring.
which company want me?
dont think any.
try harder! =))

and, there's alot of submission this week.
next week has term test.
time passed very fast.
life's short.

i mish that somebody
our lifestyles are different.
wonder how pple of two worlds
can communicate
can i mix well with ur friends
are you able to mix with my friends
i doubt so.
if only, it is just between us.
the two of us.
nothing else.

life sucks

2007-05-20T12:30:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging. again, lazy.

nothing much to say either. schooling life has been the same. lessons, late for class. absent for lecture. its common lah. =x

projects, presentations. blah blah..

OH YAH. there's one interesting thing. i was crowned the 'actually' queen for my bizent issue presentation. I can say a total of 5 "actually" in a minute, w/o me realising it.

and yah, thats all.

been rather emo.

trust is all what a relationship need, yet there's none.
confidence is what i need, yet i dont have.
understanding is what u require, yet i am not.
therefore, unstability lays on the thin line
whereby, the thread might just break anytime.
anywhere.

kinda surprising.
when she made me sad, u r the one who pick me up.
make me smile again.
now, u make me sad, and she's the one who make me smile.
to distract me from those tears.

i'm glad that i am able to play with her again.
to joke around with her.
i'm her sweetie.
her only sweetie, as claimed.
also, a volcano! hahas`

and yah, happy b'day to shulay today!! and happy b'day to my mummy, on the 21st. and happy b'day to my brother, on the 22nd. smilies~ happie happie, i try to be.

MIA. hee.

2007-04-28T18:08:00.000+08:00

guys. i am gg MIA till tuesday, 01 MAY 2007.

no HandPhone for this few days. soo.... contact me only after 01 MAY! hee.

uncontactable.

honeymoon trip- KL, genting, muar

2007-04-16T14:46:00.000+08:00

overseas trip to m'sia was fun.

pple participated: me, baobei shirley, beeyan, sengkwang, shulay, jasmine.

overview of trip: me, baobei, beeyan and sk went muar. then up to genting. shulay and jasmine then join us at genting. then tgt go down to KL~. and back home to SIN.

a word to describe the trip: FUN~ grins*

as i cldn't rmb the details of the trip, i will only mention those that are interesting. or i cld rmb~ LOL. not in sequence.

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1st thing: at muar.
the four of us went around muar to eat and shop. STUPID sk.. recommended that we take a bus to the destination. but nvr realise all along we waiting at the wrong direction!!!!! LOL~

2nd thing: at muar.
saw and found ring lollipops at the 7-11 shop! OMG. its so traditional lah.. so long nvr see it lerh.. aww!! childhood memories. so we bought it. haha!

3rd thing: at muar.
SK's aunt cooked for us dinner. but we had pizza hut before gg back for dinner. OMG. soo full. but still got to eat. lucky me and baobei quickly transfer part of our rice to sk.. poor beeyan. before she cld do it, sk say NO!! lols~ so poor beeyan got to slowly eat. to finish the rice. me and baobei see her expression while we eat, like very poor thing sia. LOL!!

4th thing: at genting.
there's two pure butch(pb)(meaning: two butch dating each other) that we came across. they gek us by acting very intimate in front of us delibrately.. *duhs -.-""* then it jus so happen that we saw them again, then to gek them, baobei piggyback me. and walk for quite a distance, till they go off.. HAHA! they keep staring loh.. LOL! so happie!

then duno why so qiao! keep seeing them.. spotted them at the arcade. then i delibrately hug baobei closely.. HAHA! see them sooo GEK DAO. i so happie sia.. =x who ask them to gek us first. LOL!

5th thing: at genting.
me, baobei and beeyan played the outdoor theme park. one of the ride, SPACE SHOT is damn thrilling. i played it before, few years back. and i rmbed, i cried the first time i played it. now, wanting to play again, i was kinda afraid. but i still wanna play. LOL!

at first, baobei and beeyan is not scared de. but cos i keep saying i very scared, make them scared as well. LOL! then when the thing drop.... " AHHHH!!!!!!!! " was what i shouted.. and followed by vulgarities. =x HAH! and i scolded the vulgar words loudly.. cos i very scared. then baobei and beeyan was originally scare de.. but they two see and hear me scold, they keep luff-ing at me!! LOL.

** the weather was bad that day. kept raining. thus alot of rides couldnt play. but still, i ENJOYED it. hee.

6th thing: at genting
i fell down when trying to grab the buns we bought to eat. cos beeyan and baobei dont let me eat. then while trying to get it from their hands, i somehow lost my balance and fell at the stairs.. AWW!! my poor butt.. pain pain..

**but exactly which part of my butt.. i aso duno leh.. LOL

7th thing: at genting.
eat my most...... missed chee cheong fun restaurant.. but.. the standard drop alot loh.. saded. emm. then wah!! the ice-cream is still the best de!!!! yummy loh.. but hor.. i duno how to operate. then make a mess out of it.. so throw face sia.. hahha!! lucky the guy nice enuff. then help me do.. hee. =))

** baobei and beeyan commented that i eat ice-cream damn obsence! LOL.

8th thing: at KL.
SHOPPING! basically, its jus shopping. haha! time is never enough for us. when it comes to shopping. LOL~ and what surprise baobei is... the normally dont like to shop in SG de Jeanie, jing ran go KL shop so much. haha! it is a rare case... LOL~ first time she sees me like that. haha!

sk, shulay and jasmine bought the most stuff from KL.

** i LOVE shopping in KL~ sungei wang! hee.

9th thing: at KL.
Eat eat EAT!! finally, i got to eat the stingray there! emm.. NICE NICE~ yummy yummy! and snacks along when we shop. LOL! food is one of the big expenses! LOL`

10th thing: at KL.
romance in the bus(from KL back to SIN). aww!! the stars are soo beautiful.. me and baobei enjoy the stars so much.. emm.. i am a super not romantic person. the most romantic thing is maybe watching stars. gaze into the sky for my stars. for quite some time. then decided to sleep. =))

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as far as i can rmb, only 10 things! hahas! have lotsa fun thru' out the trip. though i cried and tear during the trip as well. HAH! emo kid ah me. lols!

STILL, i love this trip of ours. =)) GRINS*

email extract

2007-04-08T16:20:00.000+08:00

an extract from an email. traditional chinese characters. =x... begins.... ...

單身,有時不一定是貴族。

單身也許會比較自由,但自由也有一個同義詞叫寂寞。

因為人不是什麼時候都喜歡一個人獨處的;有時好東西需要跟人分享,有時候難過需要人安慰。

單身貴族產生的原因,是因經濟上的獨立、人格上的獨立以及感情上的獨立。

獨立是什麼？獨立是需要而不而不依賴,一個獨立的人需要異性,而不依賴異性。

做情人之前,她應該先是朋友。

她成為你的朋友之後,出現在你的生活裏,才有可能認識你、了解你、知道你的長處而對你產生好感,進一步發展感情,變成情人、對象。

世界上的顏色並非只有白色和黑色,黑與白之間還有很漫長的灰色地帶。

只要多相處,便能發現對方的優點、產生好感,這才是發展感情的自然過程。

『一見鍾情』以及『從一而終』的感情是不切實際的,我們需要的不是這種不切實際而虛幻的感情。

有人形容跟異性交往,就好像在海邊撿石頭,大家都會撿喜歡的那一顆。

一旦撿到一顆你最喜歡的石頭,便把它帶回家去,好好對待它,因為那是妳唯一的石頭。

而且要記住,從此後不要再到海邊去。

(永遠相信,我已經找到最大、最美、最適合我的那一顆)。

跟異性交往最重要的不是他有多好,而是他對你有多好。

一個人如果條件很好,有一百分,可是這一百分之中,他只給你三四十分,或一二十分;相反地,另一個人也許只有七八十分,可是他卻是全心全意的對待你,那你應該選擇那一個？

其實,每一個人的條件都是一樣的。

不管你有多好,都還有人比你更好。

你雖然做不到一個『最好的人』,可是你卻做得到一個『對對方最好的人』。

每一個男孩子都可以說:『雖然我不是世界上最好的男人,但我是世界對妳最好的男人』。

反過來女孩子也是一樣,這是每一個人都做得到的。

感情最重要的是在於他對你的好,而不是他自己有多好。

但是如果有一個人本身已經很好了,對你又是真心真意,真心愛你,那麼你真的可以把一生托付給他。

現在女性考慮婚姻的唯一條件,應該就是妳愛不愛他,他愛不愛妳,是不是真心真意對妳,跟他在一起會不會有壓力,會不會快樂,而非他有什麼!

人間的真愛是很難得的。

在人的一生中,很難找到一個妳真正愛,真正可以跟他過一輩子的人如果你怯於表達,或害怕會有什麼事,錯失一輩子可能只有一次的真愛,那就太可惜了,所以一定要採取主動,把心裏的話說出來。

如果一個男孩子因為女孩子對他採取主動而看不起她,那麼這個男孩子不是男生,而是畜生。

更何況,幸福比面子重要,如果犧牲一時的面子可以換得一生的幸福,是非常值得的,勇敢把心裏的話說出來,不要隱藏自己的真心。

千萬別說緣份未到,其實緣份到處都有,但卻是稍縱即逝,如果『緣』不及時把握,那就沒有『份』了。

大多數的女性對感情是偏重於精神,男性則偏於物質。

男孩子除了對女孩子殷勤體貼外,也要學會對女孩子負責任,要將對天下所有女孩子的殷勤體貼,全部用來對一個女孩子。

另外剛毅木不易獲得女孩歡心,所以要學習對女孩子甜言蜜語,多說好話。

男人,為性而愛;女人,為愛而性。

一個維持起來輕鬆、愉快的感情容易長久!

一個維持起來艱難而痛苦的感情不易長久,這時後就應該有所選擇。

我們都是凡夫俗子要的是平凡幸福並且快樂的愛情。

對所有的感情而言,過程遠比結果重要。

為什麼？因為所有的感情都是沒有結果的。什麼是結果？結婚嗎？

結婚之後就過著幸福快樂的日子嗎？可見我們不以感情的結果來評斷它的價值感情也不以時間的長短來論定它的價值。

對感情而言,凡是發生過的都存在,凡是存在過的都有價值。

世界上的感情每一段、每一分、每一秒都是值得珍惜的。

婚姻是人生裏最大的一場賭局。

在這無限長的時間裏,我們還要互相呈現最醜陋的一面給對方看。

婚姻和戀愛不同的是:戀愛可以花二個小時打扮自己,精神奕奕的向對方獻殷勤、體貼,輕鬆完成任務。可是婚姻就無法隨時維持高亢的狀態。

所以,婚姻是一場大賭注,需有萬全的準備、周詳的計劃、十足的信心,然後再去押它一把,即使是這樣都還有可能輸掉。

因此如果在賭之前,就知道自己不是心甘情願、不是很愛他、並不想跟他過一輩子,那麼這一場賭注註定是要輸的。

千萬不要為了愛情之外的任何一個理由結婚。感情的可貴不在於可從對方獲得什麼,一方面是一種被依賴、被需要的感覺。

有人依賴我,需要我,我會得到滿足。

面對感情,我們所要採取的就是三不政策:

第一是不急:不要急著結婚。

結婚雖然是很美好的事但不要著急,該是你的就是你的。

第二是不怕:不要害怕付出。

彼此必需一輩子努力,才能把感情維持好。

妳不可能『得到』一個美好的感情,妳只能找到一個妳心愛的人來共同經營、造就、完成一段美好的感情。如果你沒決心做好男人,那你就得不到好女人。

世界上沒有一個壞男人會有一個好女人,壞男人只會有可憐的女人;同樣的,也沒有一個壞女人會有一個好男人。

何況感情中還有一個跟我們共同努力、想把它做好的人。

這個合夥事業成功的機會是很大的,關鍵就在於妳是否願意努力、付出而已。

第三是不要放棄。

當妳受了打擊、挫折、傷害,當妳感到灰心、失望時,有一個人無條件的,

永遠站在妳這一邊,支持妳、鼓勵妳、安慰妳,讓妳重新站起來面對這個世界這個力量,

是再親的父母不能給我們的,是再要好的朋友也不能給我們的,只有在人生的旅程中所找到的心愛的伴侶,才能夠給我們。

其實愛情是人生唯一的、真正珍貴的;也是唯一的、真正值得追求的東西。

只要你有一個心愛的人,你就有了原動力,你就能面對全世界。

bored life. work.slack. play.

2007-04-06T00:20:00.000+08:00

life been bored. work at suntec for the SEA ASIA 2007. quite a slack job overall. but gain a new experience as i have nvr work for tradeshows before. cool leh.

then yah. slack and go out loh.. these few days..

countdown!! 4days more. to my m'sia trip. hopefully will be fun fun!! =))

i wanna work. earn money. if not, no money, no life! LOL~
hard time supporting myself. emm.. *hint hints* who wanna yang me? HAHHA!

emo me.

2007-03-28T01:53:00.000+08:00

many things happen.

for a good cause. or for bad ones..

i dunno.

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sometimes certain words reminds me of the past. of the friendship we all tried to hold. the happy moments. the crying moments. i thought of the days we shared. the memories we once had. friends are never the same as before....

but i still mish you. somehow, i regretted my choice. my decision. otherwise, we wld be still best friends. and would not have awdward moments. we tried to behave like nothing happen, but we cldnt. if only... time could turn back. if only.. i havent been harsh..

if only... ...

*the promise we four once hold.*

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been rather emo these few days. flashbacks of the past flood me.. i really mish those days. but they are all memories.

never the same anymore.

things happening..

2007-03-18T18:04:00.000+08:00

many days have past.. and i know i have been lazy.. =x

many things happened recently. things have changed. so is my thinking.. somehow or rather, i realised i'm no longer me. at different aspects of my life, i have changed alot mentally. my way of thinking have changed. my views. and everything..

** sometimes i find that i dunno what are u thinking. when are u serious, when are u not. perhaps due to the fact that u has the expertise of pretending. of hiding ur feelings and thoughts. this is where we are different.

12days of activities, what have i done? each day, i have one.

wednesday, o7 march '2007
i have been to sentosa outing with my poly clique.. it was a fun day. where all of us, played games like captain's ball. and indian poker with forfeits. each forfeit has it own fun and dares.. and of cos, we got to know each other better.. in terms of our own personal secrets.. =))

then we all brought one kind of food at least to have a picnic all tgt.. and yah, we brought too much food. tried to eat as much as we can.. and brought home the rest..

thursday, o8 march '2007
woke up damn early for work. the newfeel pad distributor in bus. haha! bet alot pple mus have encounter these 'angels in yellow' around in some interchanges.. work was kinda boring.. though the bus driver was nice. =)) finished my work early and went to meet baobei~

we ate cineleisure hk cafe.. missed the food there~ haben been gg there to eat mahs. we used to keep eating there.. we are like some sort of regular customers loh. HAH! then after dinner, planned to watch a movie.. but nahs. NO MOVIE to watch. late night shows are too few.

friday, o9 march '2007
started another work. as a safra membership promoter~ meet beeyan at bugis earlier. i ate my MACdonald bfast. then off to work.. it as damn boring at first.. cos dunno how to approach pple. and seriously, i hate being approached.. so yah, still i am doing this job. LOL! cos of MONEY!

made new friends. there's pretty girl yah. =)) cehui~ haha! my pretty girl, that i bio everyday. haha! she is one of the colleagues that i worked with during the roadshow. the other three includes beeyan, huiru(happens to be beeyan's pri sch fren) and junhao(who only work for a day).

and also, thru' this job.. as i was too bored, i looked into the jewellery shop that was infront of me.. then the sales staff, looked at me too! our eyes met.. and.. yah. we smiled at each other~~ haha! yah, then we got to know each other.. and also her colleague. emm.. she has a very sweet smile. she looks soo CUTE! esp. her smile. like small girl girl like that~~ AWWW!

saturday, 10 march '2007
again, same job. but this time round.. we talk more to each other.. i meant the four of us, me, beeyan, cehui and huiru~ hahas! we even take photos tgt~ grins* work was more fun with them around~ keke!

then at night meet baobei to go clubbing. went to st james. with ah bing and his friends. one of his, Irene's b'day. as i was too tired, and the music wasnt nice that day. and i drink too fast. like keep drinking lah. so yah, too tired that i feel very sleepy. =x

they started to get worry for me, so baobei sent me home early~ emm.. first time i nvr really dance at club. -.-"" defeat my purpose. but yah, i'm out of my mind aso.. ming ming got work, still wanna go club. searching for death de me.

sunday, 11 march '2007
last day of safra membership roadshow. aww.. i mish these girls. have to meet up with them someday. haha! as for cehui, when she's 18 then we can go clubbing tgt. haha! she asked me de wor~ AWWW... so honoured. LOL!

took photo w the jewellery shop girls too! =)) hee. mish the CUTE girl. keke~ baobei fetched me after work. then sk came aso. so me, beeyan, baobei and sk went to eat ICE MONSTER~ grins* yummy yummy~ hee.

bought carrot cake and home sweet home. smiles*

**btw, know a guy thru this roadshow. he studied astrology all that. AWW! i am so interested to know more.. got his contact to hopefully able to get him to help me to find out more about myself. haha! **

monday, 12 march '2007
supposed to go drinking with terry. but yah... lost my voice thru' promoting safra membership for the past few days. intended to stay at home.. till yah, junior ask me out for a movie.

emm.. junior was the mr DISPLAY i mention months ago. that i am kinda interested in him.. but now, no longer. but we are still friends mahs. we went to watch 'THE CYBORG'. the one acted by rain. the korean singer/dancer. it was cute, but not very nice lah.. not worth it i think.

then afterwhich, we shopped for a while and he sent me home. it was kinda crazy for him to do so cos yah.. he is staying in HOUGANG loh.. and me.. in BUKIT BATOK. what a long journey for him to get home. =x but yah, thanks so much! =))

tuesday, 13 march '2007
meet with sk and amy initially to shop for the white v'day clothes. rmb last month, vday. i dressed up like a guy. while baobei as a girl. this white v'day 14mar, we shall switched roles.. she be a guy, while i be a girl. so it is dress and heels for me.

being a tomboy and slacking me.. i dont really have dress. so got to buy. emm.. more pple offered to join in, for the search. haha! me, sk, beeyan and shan met up and went to bugis street for the search. amy came late and joined us in bugis street later. we walked thru' the bugis street.. and there's not much suitable dress for me.

after walking the entire street. decided to settle on one dress. =)) though, it is not fantastic.. but at least it is the best that we saw. haha! then we went for our dinner. at the yukee duck rice stall. =))

after our dinner, we went icon in search for heels to match the dress. finally found. kinda high. but nbm lah. shld be can de. and somemore kinda big a little.. so got to buy the insoles and blah.. to ensure my feet will fit in.

afterwhich, went home.. THANKS beeyan, sk, shan and amy for pei-ing me shopping for the whole day. =)) grins*

wednesday, 14 march '2007
the muchly anticipated day.. baobei came to fetch me.. she dressed till abit like ahbeng look loh. but emm.. she dont really look like a bung. i think i fair better that time.. LOL! then we set off to town. wanting to watch 'Happily N'ever After'. things were good.. till we reach town.. we thought of dinner to eat what..

cos victoria is joining us. then yah. quarrel starts from here.. when she insist to vic that she wanted to sushi tei. she, knowing that i am eating sushi tei next week, still insist so. why? for teasing me? gek-ing me? all for a reason? cos vanessa is bringing me to eat. -.-""

pengs. since u insist, i have nothing to say. fine. kinda pissed already. then wanted to watch happily n'ever after. but... tickets SOLD OUT. oh great. what a day. then took the lift up to the first level. baobei, trying to get my attention.. kicked me with her sneakers. HELLO?!? i am wearing dress okay? not jeans or skirt hor... and i wearing heels loh.. not flats or shoes loh..

this really turned me off. i know u dress up like a bung. have to behave like a bung.. but do bung kick their own gf like that?!?! on a date, like white v'day!!!!! with the gf wearing dress and heels that she doesnt wear often.. it is because of THIS DATE, then i go buy the things de loh.. and, u still... ARGH. forget it. i was too angry that i walk very fast.. even with heels.

managed to catch happily never after at lido. and, my temper cools along with air-con and show~ however, i told myself. and her that.. i would nvr wear dress and heels when i am out with her again. never will i wan to risk myself again.. for getting kick and falling down. however, except for clubbing, cos some clubs have to wear heels.

then went to meet vic for dinner. we eat ichiban instead.. and went to find fionna mummy~ mummy think that baobei look more like bung then compare to me. liews. i lost. but nbm lah.. anyway, this is the last time we would play cross-dressing. after dinner, went to take neoprint. then went home.

the damn heels hurt lah. poor feet got to suffer.. AWW..

thursday, 15 march '2007
results were out. PHEW! no supp paper. thats all i am praying for. =)) grades werent good, but kind of what i expected yah. LOL!

then was kinda bored. i mish pasir ris park. since i am soo free, i wanted to make my way down.. but at first, ah chen. my bestie in secondary school days. came to my house to bake cookies for his gf.. AWW.. so sweet huh? he dont do all these de loh, his first time wor! =)) hee.

afterwhich, sent him off.. then went to have dinner with jasmine and janice at pasir ris white sands. the hk cafe there~ emm.. not very nice though. i know i dressed till very slack. from bukit batok to pasir ris.. i wear a tee and shorts. LOL!

reached early, then went to find vanessa first loh. while waiting for jasmine and janice.. finally they came and we went to eat loh. then we keep chatting and chatting. till wooh. 10 pm lerh. saw adeline also. haha! then... ... yah. met up with serena. and catch up with her all the stuff and yah, vanessa was with us as well.

serena's friends aso. then wanted to go pasir ris park, but still didnt got the chance to. and ben lai planned to go home de. but also nvr.. keep talking and talking.. and so i didnt go home. then serena gg out with her friends.. so yah, go vanessa's house stayover instead. watch hua yang there~ haha! damn funny loh the show.

then keep disturb her.. till she bth.. hahas!! so funny~

friday, 16 march '2007
woke up and accompanied vanessa to work. eat our brunch and slack there.. and wanted to go home and get changed to meet serena and shan xiong jie at tamp. but it is very troublesome for me to go back from pasir ris to bukit batok. get changed and then go down to tampines to meet serena they all loh. LOL!

so yah, went to serena's house to bathe and change instead. then meet shanxiong jie. and zhenquan aka xiaohei. we eat mac and yah.. thought of our past.. damn funny and childish loh.. pillow fights during black-out. shanxiong jie's b'day party.. AWW.. those days. those memories. where i had lotsa fun with them.

then slack slack abit.. then serena they all gg to play dota. while i make my way home..

saturday, 17 march '2007
meet shan, sk and baobei for suntec food festival! =)) grins* there's alot food to eat. haha! spend alot 20bucks like that on just the food there loh! pro right? machiam eat buffet loh. hahaha!

then after that, me and baobei went to meet wenxiong aka Gorilla. baobei's friend. hahaha! his built is like a gorilla. scary. haha! then we took cab down to zouk. and yah.. went in.. find stanley, our new friend from that time the MOS trip.. lols`

the music is nice.. and fun to dance.. but the guys there are... -.-"" pengs. keep finding chance to dance with girls.. aiyox. lucky got stanley and his friends around. to protect us.. again, i kinda say by pple.. " u dont wear specs nicer". LOL. aiya. i lazy to wear contact lens mahs. emm.. then wah. got a couple hor.. wah lao eh.. keep kissing.. engrossed in their own world.. then we keep got free show to watch. damn funny..

hahaha! and yah, i stayed in zouk phuture.. zouk zouk is.. sian. trance music.. that i never know how to dance. hahaha! emm.. yah. fun night it was. then went to eat beancurd. the geylang one.. haha! yummy yummy~ alamak! today i keep eating loh. eat alot liao wor..

then we walk around geylang~ saw ahem ahem* the prostitutes~ some quite pretty wor. the others.. AHH.. not nice de. but mostly their figures are... *drooling~ haha! then we wanna wait till 6am then take cab. to avoid the midnight charge mahs. somemore, only 20mins more to 6am nia. then we play cards.. keep play play.. till.. 630am liao. haha! then we thinking, since so late liao.. take train better. but gorilla keep ask us take cab. so yah. cab home.

reached home at 7am. bathed and sleep at around 8am..

sunday, 18 march '2007
woke up at 4pm. yawns* then yah.. slacking now loh~ lols!

lists of events

2007-03-06T23:30:00.000+08:00

monday, 19 february 2007
it is the 2nd day of cny. went to baobei house to bai nian. whole family was waiting for me. =x for hours. =x yah. her first friend was got scolded by her sister. HAH! bad impression created. cham cham.

then we moved on to town. wanted to watch movie, but lotsa movie cant watch. as her niece is merely in 9 years old. no NC-16, no M18 shows for us. so, changed of plan. went to sing karaoke. WOOH! orchard on 2nd day of cny is very very little people wor. cos even shops are not open! LOL`

karaoke was alrights. then afterwhich, we all left for home. =)) details i couldnt rmb any. hah! all i can rmb was, i got scolded by her sister. LOL`

tuesday, 20 february 2007
HAPPIE birthday to LEELING~ muacks! haben seen her for quite some time. misses her lots.

was supposed to start studying, but didnt. argh. lazy me.

slack whole day i supposed.

wednesday, 21 february 2007 to friday, 23 february 2007
i couldnt rmb anything. lost lost.

bet i was studying a little during that time.

but concentration level was not there.

having fun most of the time. hah!

saturday, 24 february 2007
was studying. baobei joined me soon after. she did her hwk and notes. while i study for exam. shortly after, shulay came. to borrow accht past year paper things.

more prettier she became, baobei commented. AWWW!!

then she left. me and baobei continued. i couldnt resist the temptation. AHHH!!! so at night, we went to st james. i need to dance to de-stress. photos up. dragonfly~

the live band.

the exterior.

me and baobei in washroom. haha!

the four of us. baobei, me, ah bing and st.

me and baobei with ah bing.

me and baobei with st. hah! what a pose.

drink quite a bit. had lotsa fun. cos of ah bing(her classmate) existence. hah! we play 5,10, 15 game. damn keep losing. our stakes are higher each time.. first was drinking. the followed on by kiss. then by french kiss. WOOHOO! ultimate. but thank goodness, i need not french kiss with any guy. baobei help me mahs. haha!

afterall, its just a game. take it, play it. be daring. muwahha! went home early in the morning. yawns. tired. **amazingly, beeyan called to ask me accounting question, i still can answer her calmly. LOL!!

sunday, 25 february 2007
studying. for both accounting and lodging paper. stress stress. jiayou!

monday, 26 february 2007 to thursday, 1 march 2007
first paper was accounting. alrights it was. lodging was funny. all the questions, answers cant be found in the lecture notes. every one was pissed with mr nair. so do i. was kind of paper is that, man!! LOL.

3rd paper was food and beverage operations(fbops). it was direct, clear cut. regretted not only study the revision lecture. damn. already had no mood to study. holiday mood already.

4th paper. facilities management(fm) was okay. no comments. engineering subject, i have no comments. haha! 5th paper. Meetings, Incentives, Conventions and Exhibitions(MICE), i already cant take it anymore. nothing goes into my brain. especially after a scare the night before. meeting a girl that was sooo.. nothing to say.

finally exam is over! wanted to go loof with baobei and st(sheng tao, her classmate) to chill out. but its about to close, so after dinner at breeko in bugis, we went to chijmes. ALAMAK! dont eat the Breeko there loh. service poor, due to lack of understanding customer request. it is due to the fact that they have too many foreign labour. AIYOX. no comments.

the at chijmes, we went to a pub. i think. forgot its names. but the live band there was fun. and the vocalist was entertaining. we entertained him too! haha! too little people were in the house. saded* was tired and restless due to the lack of sleep for the past few days. drink abit nia. jiu sleepy lerh. ahhaa!

me and baobei~

laid on baobei thighs and almost fell asleep. LOL! went home at almost 3am like that. with headache. kind of having fever.

friday, 2 march 2007

supposed to sing karaoke with my clique. amy, shan, sk they all.. but couldnt go, as i am losing my voice. argh. hate it. keep losing my voice.

then i went to interview at toh tuck road. a job recommended by jasmine. ben lai is gg with shan and amy de. but jas's friend over-recruit pple. then.. in the end, i alone. wei ler money, have to work loh. went there. changed the visitor pass. went up.

then yan ni, htm friend came. then we go off tgt. by the side gate. so i forgot to change my pass back! damn. then i took the train all the way to city hall to meet sk they all lerh. saw peifen. then i open my bag. then realise: " I FORGET TO CHANGE BACK MY PASS " meaning: my IC is still at toh tuck road, jurong. OHHH FCUK.

so blur loh me. went all the way back to change back the freaking pass. argh. then i dunno how to operate the side gate. then aiya. i jus look so stupid that day. took a bus to meet sk they all in esplanade. cos they wan to see the angbao river. when i almost reaching there, they said they gg to shan's house lerh.

cos raining. then all the shops closed. damn. then aiya. i dunno where to alight. then int he end, i need to walk damn freaking far to esplanade to meet them. ARGH. how sway i am man. then yah, went shan's house. played majong. cards. had fun. =))

me and shulay sleeping.

amy and wenna~ sleeping too!

slept for a mere 2 hours. 3am plus to 5am plus. then dear jasmine wake me and shulay up. OMG. she's like SM loh. scary. hahhaa! she pull my arms back. omg. my spine. haha! then finally all of us, went to tiong bahru plaza mac to eat. i had stomachache. so didnt eat. not feeling well. then i wanted to take train from there to home. BUT......

my dear HandPhone is left at shan's house. so smart! alamak. in the end, went back her house. shulay also, forget to get her contact lens. haha! then back to home. =))

saturday, 3 march 2007
yah. back from shan's house. early morning. and went to sleep. yawns*

ben lai gg to town with jason to help him get the shoes. but... i'm too tired. and cos of timing not fit ah.. so i slept abit longer.

then woke up. went to meet my secondary school friends! the clique of my secondary school friends. meet them at tampines. shopped for ingredients for the steamboat. then went to weichong's house to eat. since it is still cny. we got to bring oranges to bai nian. then me and jeslyn are the last two to wash our feet. then the few guys has already give the oranges to weichong's papa.

when we two are done, his papa went into the room. alamak! then we both sha sha de wait outside the room for him to come out. haha! after that, finally he changed and come out. distribute ang bao. haha! then we two can give him oranges loh.

**p.s. my house no more oranges loh! my mummy eat finish before the end of cny. -.-" so xr help me bring. lols.

then had a quick steamboat dinner with them. and went off to meet shirley. **sorry guys, but i already have a date with her. =x

took train down. and met her. she took cab loh. pro sia. then we went to hooters to eat. got to queue sia. why? cos it is a saturday. and got SOCCER match!! man utd vs. liverpool! lol. wah! exciting loh, the game. liverpool damn strong. then man utd last minute 90min score! wah!! so heng sia. LOL!

after the game, then we proceed to meet her friend, taro. taro brought his friends and sister as well. WAH! his sister figure damn good loh! AWWW!! it is the waist that i want sia. wah lao.. damn thin. LOL. then we all went into MOS. my first time in there. then stupid me, go club, inside bag got herbal tea. hahaha!

kanna confiscated. LOL. damn funny loh. go club, bring herbal tea in bag. haha! then we all went in. crowd was alright at first, as time goes... more and more pple. wah! full sia. emm.. then we dance and dance. no much of drinking.

then ohh.. met jiaqi's friend. that time, i went club momo with jiaqi, she brought a friend with her. Dorven. then yah, met him. so qiao. then yah, didnt bother much about him. soon later, a guy wanted to get our numbers, wah lao. so chicken loh him. want to get number, ask friend to help get. -.-"" loser. =x gave him baobei's number only. LOL! reason given: "if you can find her, u cfm can find me. " LOL! good excuse right? haha!

then one guy. more funny. i dancing with baobei. then later she was talking to taro. then this guy approach me and ask me if i wanna dance with him? then i reply: " HUH? ".

then he ask again: " emm.. you wanna drink? " (holding a glass of drink, tilting towards me)

i reply: " HUH? eh. dun wan lah. " lols.

and he left. this guy hor. when he tilt the drink. alamak! almost drip loh. LOL! yah, then dance dance with baobei.. then with taro. haha! damn funny loh. he trying to learn how to dance, and at the same time slowly bent the knees and go down.. then slowly go up again. hahhaa! then he anyhow anyhow loh. aiyox. damn funny.

and yah, spotted a handsome bung that night! but the gf not pretty. haha! bad bad me. but true mahs. and spotted a lonely ang mo dancing alone. then hours later, got two babes dance with him. then, realise WAH! they ah gua lai de. LOL~ =x sorry, no offences.

and yah, left MOS at 5am like that. then went to liang court to withdraw money. but cant enter the building. then pass by Macdonalds.. then spotted my friend. my primary school friend, keegan. so qiao loh! hahas` he also went to MOS jus now. lols`

yah, afterwhich, back to baobei's home. showered and sleep.

sunday, 4 march 2007
wooh! we both woke up at 4plus. wanted to watch fireworks. then we both drag drag drag.. till we cant make it in time for fireworks. damn. but.. i still got my facial.. awww! shiok. haha!

thanks baobei for it. =)) grins* my face is under ur care ler wor. bleahs! then we both went to watch movie. hannibal rising. WOOHOO! i like the storyline.. but, i think it is not er xin enuff. LOL! like.. not much of the gore scenes lah.. emm.. can watch. =))

then went home. use computer. then sleep. LOL.

monday, 5 march 2007
sent baobei to school. then spotted this!

the insect~ eeeee.

then went to search for jobs with sk, adeline and beeyan. and beeyan's brother. =)) the five of us, went to international plaza and 'shopped' the employment agencies there. haha!

tiring day. but.. yah, it was okay. then baobei join us after her classes.. but she's not really looking for a job currently. then yah..

after we are finally done, we two went to bugis. cos i want to go bai bai at the temple. the bugis temple. long time since i went there. been sway lately, better go there. haha!

then after that, went to pasir ris. AWWW! my old hometown. i miss there loh. i miss everything about there. the people. the place. and the environment. my home. sobs! then yah, had swensens. then went to look for vanessa.. she dyed her hair. red and purple highlight.. LOL!

and. she look fatter leh! LOL` somehow or rather. she look more chubby lerh. rounder. hahha! then kept teasing her about it. LOLs. then went to pasir ris park. miss there lots. alot of things changed. the pathway. the bbq pits gone. those of memories to me. ahh!!!! i really miss pasir ris lots.

went to play swing. then i stopped and stand there. see baobei play. wah lao. then i feel pain. DAMN IT. so many red ants there. argh! then i kick my slipper away. run around. scream. yah, so throw face. damn. then luckily later baobei save me. =)) my SAVIOR~ lols

then went to sit at the rocks. feel the sea breeze. awww!! i miss here so much.. that... i tear a little. SIGHS. why i shifted? why? all my childhood memories are here! from k2 to poly year 2. hais. but.. already shifted liao. what to do... sobs.

then took a bus back to interchange.

went to meet devon and yani they all. it's timberland centrepoint team chalet. went down. played games. had fun during game. and yah.. afterwhich, play truth or dare game. but no dare involved. only truth. hais.

bad game. it make pple breakdown easily. not me. but others.

secrets leaked out. and yah, awdwardness.

game ended. left there and went to vanessa's house.

packed her damn room. so messy, bth that i packed her room. haha! then hungry lerh, went downstairs elias mall buy food eat. then back to her home. watch vcd.. and washed face want to sleep. the vcd kinda funny lah. not bad. LOL!

however, i still cant sleep. then yah... in the end, slept early in the morning at 7am plus.

tuesday, 06 march 2007
woke up at 1030am. slept for about 3 hours at most. then changed and went for training at boon lay. from pasir ris to boon lay. WOOH! sleep in the train. lols`

was very late for training. went in with yan ni. then yah, changed in the the damn outfit that is.. sooo ALAMAK! colour mismatch. skirt too long. LOL! then finally, it ended at 3pm. went to meet baobei. accompany her make passport.

but.. QUEUE closed. damn it.had to come another day. -.-"" then we went to wisma to eat teppanyaki. our first meal of the day. yummy yummy~

then walked around and home sweet home.

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my dear poly clique. thanks u guys for ur concern. i know u guys are worried for me. as like, recently i went clubbing and stuff like that. dont worry. i'm be fine. =)) grins*

and. i know that some things happened and stuff. but i dunno what things happen. but, i wont enquire much also. but hope u guys are getting along fine. emotional esp. =))

as for the dear friends, whom are concerned abt me. again, like waht i say.. i'm fine. i club cos i jus wanna dance. to de-stress myself. =)) i'll be fine. there's baobei to take care of me. no worries. =))

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cny. vday.

2007-02-20T00:47:00.000+08:00

i was so pissed with my comp. ytd, i was happily typing my entry~ then i went for a bath. back, AHHH!!!!! comp auto-restart. damn it. all that i have type, gone~ sobs. so i am damn lazy to type again. general details only. argh.

tuesday, 13 feb'2007
went to borrow stuff from vanessa and serena. meet up with them. =)) when i am done, went to amy house. to continue my sewing~ a pillow for my baobei~ vday prezzie. grins* till i no sleep. yawns~

me and serena~ hahs!

wednesday, 14 feb'2007
went home in the morning, after a night in amy's house. changed. and went out with my date. baobei~ HAHs! photos up~!

cool huh? my most "man" photo! it's me, baobei's valentines~ HAHs!

me with baobei~ in bus. on the way to Plaza Sing.

neopic~ hee. propose to her? Hahs!

kiss her! muacks~

MUACKS~ right at her lips. =p.

aww! i am sooo short. Hahs!

me in toilet. in clarke quay. cam-whore before changing.

another one. hee.

after i changed. lallaaa~

our hotel for the night. penang hotel~ muwahhas`

beautiful valentines~ with a bad ending. cos its beginning of NO HOPE DAY~ sighs. wanted to party hard. to club. but... FULL! lazy to wait. soo.. kinda mood swing. back to hotel. and sleep. LOLs` sorry baobei~ ilu.

thursday, 15 feb'2007
had culinary execution. well done, groupmates! =)) thou, with a lil mistakes here and there~ but overall, our team is UNITED! this kind of teamwork, is enuff. =)) i love you guys~ muacks!

me and huiting~ =)) grins*

we with chef fan! =))

baobei came to support me. with 3 guys. hahs! thanks! emm.. sorry if the food.. emm emm.. didnt taste as good. Hahs! a sway day overall. wanted to play luge. but didnt managed to. watch ghost rider. NOT NICE at all. i even fell asleep. LOLs~ first part nice nia, half way thru' boring liao. hahhas~

had dinner at marina square hk cafe. the branch of the cineleisure one, that me and baobei always love to go. food and service at marina square outlet is.. emm.. bad! compared to cineleisure, cineleisure branch is much better~ =))

went home. rest early.

friday, 16 feb'2007
was supposed to meet her today. but. due to her grandma in hosp, dinner was cancelled. sighs. maybe we are not destined to be. not fated. my uncle passed away also, and i got to go for funeral. think our ancestors also dont want us to be tgt. hahs!

but anyway, made chocolates for serena and vanessa~ then meet baobei, to collect vanessa's clothes. cos her fren, st helped me to wash it. hee. i dunno how to wash mahs. LOLs! then me and baobei made our way down to pasir ris. cos vanessa working mahs.

passed her her clothes. and chat for a while. she cam-whore with my hp. damn zi lian loh her. bth her. hahhas! but nevertheless, she made me luff. hahas~ seeing her alone, can make me luff. hahhas! dunno why, but i will want to luff. she and serena is damn joker. hahha!

her zi lian photos~ LOL.

she trying to take a photo of me. being talkative on the phone~ LOL. caught herself on the mirror too. LOL!

she on the phone. as talkative! hahhas~ so unglam. like very serious talking wor~ hahas!

her zi lian photo~ the nicest i think. hahha! act cool huh? LOL!

see! i so ke lian. sit at her shop, talk. on the floor somemore. LOL.

after a long chat with her, had dinner at white sands. hk cafe. omg. white sands changed sooo much. i mish my pasir ris. damn. why did i move house? sighs...

went to redhill for funeral. no comments about it. then afterwhich, meet baobei and st for movie, Just follow Law. nice nice! can watch. damn funny~ =)) then, went home and packed my room. and sleep.

saturday, 17 feb'2007
cny eve~ went to my grandma house. eat the renuion dinner. then went chinatown. squeeze there! argh. some idiots there.. delibrately push pple de loh. scold them! hahahas` i saw the lion dance~ sooo nice!

i used to see lion dance. cos of someone. but nvr lerh. but still, i like to see! hahas~ so nice~ cool leh. got my goodies, and back home.

aint the flowers nice? fake one de leh! but nice hor!

sunday, 18 feb'2007
happy cny! changed and went to my grandma house. stayed there the whole day. damn bored. sit there, waiting for pple to come. then collect angbao. hahah! smart right? lols`

my cousin~ wei ting! cute huh? LOL.

me with her! hahas~

i was sooo bored that i fell asleep there~ took a nap. lols` had dinner there and went home.

monday, 19 feb' 2007
to be updated. interesting day~ but i am too lazy to type now. LOLs!

clinic. cam-whoreing.

2007-02-12T23:33:00.000+08:00

Thursday, o8 feb'2007
It is the second last session of Culinary Science. To think of it, i starts to mish TAS. Just another week more, and no more free sentosa for us. sighs.

I was so distracted today, that i BURN my stove!! hahs! I was looking at steph pouring the panna cotta into the big saucepan. then... i never notice my own mixture is already boiling!! thus, it OVERFLOW and burn the stove. damn. so paiseh. Got to clean it up, great experience though. hahs! thanks weilun for helping.

cam-whore in the washroom. Hahs! me in culinary uniform.

the panna cotta! =)) grins*

sri and me! service and culinary~ =)

yummy chocolate truffles! =p

i tried not to think of you during culinary. but certain words spoken by others reminded me of you. hais. i mish you so much.. damn.

back home, i was supposed to do my research and presentation slides for tmr. for arts. but didnt have the mood to or so. but did it anyway. have no choice mahs.

Friday, 09 feb'2007
was late for group meeting to do FBOps annual report. sorry groupmates. and then, do my script and went for arts tutorial. did my presentation. wasnt well-done at all. sloppy presentation i guessed. but, anyway think i can just pass. =))

shopping for the rest of the day. and went home early.

Saturday, 10 feb' 2007
do my hmwk diligently and meet baobei after that. she was with her sister and nieces for shopping. me joined them for dinner. as one of her niece, wanted to eat japanese food. so we set off for Sushi Tei, at Ngee Ann City.

Sorry, you got to wait for about 30mins or more.

So, we left and move on to Sushi Tei, at Paragon.

Sorry, you got to wait for at least 45mins.

damn. should have stayed at ngee ann city. hahas! then, not giving up, we try Sakae Sushi at Heeren.

Phew! Thou, the queue seems long.. but it is moving very fast. thus, shortly, we have place to sit and eat! yummy yummy~ then they left for home. me and baobei meeting her friend, to go clubbing at night. btw, i am not addicted. i jus wanna try all different clubs in sg mahs.

her friend, st reached. we are supposed to go to st. james power station. but change of plan, due to no tables there!! so we 3, went to the cannery. OMG. it is my first time been there.

Sorry, i know i may seems stupid and like a tourist. but.. really, i am amazed by it. the decor and ambience. AWWw... photos up! =))

clarke quay. night view~

beautifully designed shelter. style sia!

nite view again~

the 24-hour new shopping mall. but, only 50% shops open only.

the junction~ i like the shelter~ the colour always changes de!

night life of clarke quay~ with lotsa ang moh~! =))

we went to Hooters, a cafe concept. WHY? because we wanted to watch the soccer match. and it seems to be the only place, we are able to watch the man utd match! so embarrassed when me and shirley got nervous when man utd about to goal and stuff like that. over there, no girls watch soccer like us. =x HAHS!

there is a 15mins break after halftime, thus the Hooters has staff to perform for us. HULA HOOP. the staff doesnt seems to be very happy about doing it. they doesnt look like they want to perform. like they are being 'forced' to. btw, all the waitress there wear shorts that are super SHORT! which makes their legs seems long. hahas!

the hooters! the hula hoop performance~

match resumed. and ended. hais. baobei lose money. hahs! my prediction also wrong. damn. man utd is not on form. saded. then we move on to 'C Clinic'.

the sound system is fcuking good. impressive, compared to the one at club momo. however, the songs they play kinda difficult to dance. becos, they plays TRANCE music. the beat too fast and many liao. yah, and the place is rather small. compared to club momo. we wanted to go to the upper floor, which is the wheelchair section. which shirley says that it is very fun. BUT.....

it is closed. has reservation. for an event. wasted. then, so we play 'pick-up' sticks! using the straws. hahs! had fun. penalty, drink a mouthful of ur alcohol drink. Then, we are so bored that we tried to move on to the dance floor. dance a lil' while and gave up. cos i dont have the feel for me to dance. LOLs.

then we went out of C Clinic and went to sit at the couch there. to play games. ordered shooters, sex on the beach. play 5, 10, 15 game. HAHs! me and baobei plan to sabo him, was a success. of the 6 shooters, he drank 4. then me 1. and baobei 1. hahas! then we left. cos kinda like exp if we want to continue play. cos u know how much does the 6 shooters cost? 48 bucks! omg.

the shooters, sex on the beach~

we went to 7-Eleven. then bought 2 bottles of corona. and 2 chicken hotbuns. yummy~ nice to eat. then we went to find a place to sit down. on the stairs, by the river. then later, we also bought 1 bottle of bacardi breezer and 1 e33. finsihed them. talk talk abit.

then, we went back home in the morning. yawns* feeling tired already. baobei drink the most, followed by st and lastly me. Hahs!

baobei: 4 vodka mix, 1 shooter, 1 and a half corona. 1/2 bacardi. and 1 e33.
st: 2 vodka mix, 4 shooters.
me: 2 vodka mix, 1 shooter, 1/2 bacardi.

and we all three are all not drunk. haha! i still remembered, me that time went to victoria house. and sort of drunk after 2 bottles of corona. emm.. after this time, i think i am better at spirits bah. compared to beer. hahs! =))

had fun. i believed. are more relieved. i guessed. what a day.

Sunday, 11 feb'2007
woke up at 2pm, after my mummy countless times of reminding me to pei her go chinatown. bathed and eat my lunch. went out soon after.

chinatown, busy busy. alot of pple. argh. bought a few stuff.

and yah, back home. pictures up! =))

cny decor up, in chiantown~ so reddy.

look at hotel 81. so beautiful with those. hahs!

who will get these flowers for me? hahs! thou i dont really fancy them. lols.

lanterns up~ nice nice! kick up the atmosphere! sooo soo many pple!

this restaurant look yummy~ =)) grins*

** she asked me where am i today. cos she in the west. she tot i would be at home. but.. not. i am on my way to chinatown. its just not fated. several times she tried to ask me out, on last minute basis. it mostly failed. either i am not free or i am not ard the area. dunno is i sway, or she sway. hahas! **

was bored and moodless. thus, went to surf net. and found this. a MSN Love Horoscope for Saggitarius.

For February
The month is off to an exciting start for you as spring fever hits earlier for you than for everyone else. As a result, you may be a bit frustrated with your romantic partner, as he or she seems to be lagging behind. Perhaps you are still single and waiting for someone to come along who is finally worthy enough of your time. Be patient and you will meet with success after February 20, when Venus moves into the sign of the courageous Ram. The last week of the month is likely to be spicy hot!

how true will this be? I wonder.

Monday, 13 feb '2007
went for fbops class. wasnt late. grins* finally, my group managed to take one group photo! so happie! hee. then me and sri camera-whoring in the sentosa express. Hahs!

the battle of the males. hahs! weijie, left. samuel, right. hahs!

my dearest groupmates! from left: cecilia, me, sri, weijie and samuel =))

me and sri. cam whore in sentosa express. hahs!

sentosa~

cheese! me act cute` didnt expect jianli to really take the shot. hahs!

meet baobei at bugis. then shopped around bugis. sri got what she wanted. me... also. only baobei, still cant find what she want. LOLs!

being a tired day, bought some materials and stuff. and came home. =))

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You are like blowing hot and cold. sometimes msg me. sometimes dont. i really dont get what you wants. sighs. i dont want to think about it anymore. it hurts. its confusing. i just dont want to do anything and leave things as it is. dont want to care about anything. shoo!

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my edison~ muacks* hahas!

14feb, i will give up.

2007-02-08T02:34:00.000+08:00

wednesday, 07 feb'07

i mish you. very very much. that i took up the courage to msg u a forward msg.

but u didnt reply. it broke my heart.

why am i so cheap. to bear such lil' hope? hanging there, waiting... aint fun. it is torturous. omg. **slaps myself** i tear almost every now and then, when i think of you. i felt so stupid. why am i letting you to control my life. thoughts of you that filled up my mind.

i tear so much, that now... i dont even have tears, my heart just ache. ache till it numbs. that it numbs me up. that i feel blank.. u have already taken my soul. soul-less me..

i dont care how pple see me. what matters to me, is on how u see me. on how u feel about me. yet, all answers are blurred. that i dont feel like asking anymore. if you are a single bit interested in me, you would have contacted me. just a msg will do. but u wouldnt.

u distracted me. from my life. again and again.. halfway when i am with my friends, u will jus pop up. in my mind. that i am distracted from them. would u jus go away?

i think i made up my mind. the last day, will be valentines day. of me, bearing hope of u liking me. after that, i will jus constantly remind myself that you will not like me. not now and not in the future. we are jus friends. that occasionally will meet up or so. yah, 14th feb is that last day.

no clear-cut answers on that day, and i will give up. =)) this promise, i made to myself. nevertheless, i can continue to like you. hahs! but, with the fact that i know u wont like me de. hahs!

tmr culinary, yet i am not asleep. so dead. again, i will be a zombie. in culinary. hahs!

imishyou, devon. muacks*

i mish you, devon

2007-02-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

tueday, 06 feb'07
i had class today. but smart me. should be forgot to start alarm. i dont even know my phone rang. got missed calls and msg. i woke up at around 1pm. damn. missed my classes! ARGH. hate myself for it.

for being too piggy. damn. seeing that it is already 1pm, i went back to sleep. till 7.30pm. what a piggy i am. tmr i got to go class. no more skipping!!!!!!

**slaps myself**

i mish you. sighs. if i hadnt msg u first, would you? u wont! if i hadn't call you first, would you? u wont! sometimes i wonder, is it right for me to msg u, or call you. or even pop by the shop to find you. am i interfering your life? am i disturbing? tell me. shut me off, if u think so. tell me to stop msg you. then i wouldnt.

valentines is coming. 8 days more. i should spend this day with my baobei. but she asked me if i want to ask you out instead. should i? i dunno. i doubt u have the time for me. or u may not even wan to spend the day with me. **troubled** i hate to think. sighs.

project superstar finals. diya sang this song. somehow it describes how i feel. by blue~

Blue- "You make me wanna" lyrics~

You know you make me wanna.
You know you make me wanna.

To start it off I know you know me
To come to think of it, it was only last week.
That I had a dream about us, oh.
That's why I am here, I'm writing this song.
To tell the truth you know I have been hurting all along,
Someway let me know, you want me girl.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
Baby that's why:

chorus
You make me wanna call you in the middle of the night.
You make me wanna hold you till the morning light.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.
I know this is a feeling that I just can't fight.
You're the first and last thing on my mind.
You make me wanna love, you make me wanna fall.
You make me wanna surrender my soul.

Well I know that these feelings won't end no, no.
They'll just get stronger if I see you again.
Baby I'm tired of being friends.
I wanna know if you feel the same
And could you tell me do you feel my pain?
Don't leave me in doubt.

Everytime you see me what do you see?
I feel like I'm a poor man and you're the queen.
Oh baby, you're the only thing that I really need.
And baby that's why:

repeat chorus

I'll take you home real quick
And sit you down on the couch
Pour some Dom Perignon and hit the lights out.
Baby we can make sweet love.
Then we'll take it nice and slow.
I'm gonna touch you like you've never know before
We're gonna make love oh' woo' oh.

repeat chorus twice

** i mish you so. dying soon. its hurting. hopeless. if only, that day it didnt happen. i need not ponder about such things.

pissed.i hate my parents. my first time clubbing. hee

2007-02-06T00:41:00.000+08:00

saturday, 03 feb'07
continued from the last entry..........

I was soo damn bored that i decided to go out.. wake baobei up with a call, and meet her shortly after. we went to town, with the MOTIVE of helping my brother to look for the 'crystal or glass apple'. i was sooo bored, that i dress up myself going out WILLINGLY. once in a million. LOL!

we had dinner first. at food republic, wisma. we shared hokkien mee. then besides us, were sitting a ang moh couple. they are very friendly and seems to be travellers. they look kinda interested in our 'hokkien mee', asking us if it is nice or not. HA!

guess what we did? give them a mouthful of hokkien mee loh! pple has different taste mahs. i may think it is nice, but not the same for you.

then we begin the search of 'apples'.

damn. so hard to find. so many places didnt have it. walk and walk, still dont have. getting bored, we planning what to do later..

and, i wanted to go club.. and we did. hee. meet up with baobei's friend, jaiqi. jiaqi brought her colleague, norman. the four of us, went to club momo as suggested by norman. weeh! excited.

my first time going to a club. hee. charges are $15 with a free drink. for ladies. gents? i am not too sure. i dislike the dress code. no slipper/ sneakers for ladies. damn. i hate dancing with heels. or rather even wear heels. **well, i was crazy that day.. so i wear heels. HA! **

went in. realise that it isnt as smoky as described by pple. was introduced by friends's friends. till i blur. lost. cant be bothered with them. then.. jiaqi pull me to go dance with her. when the dance floor aint even packed or full at all. then, it is like very awdward for me to dance. perhaps cos i am used to dance in big crowd. like during camps, in TP.

after a short while, i got into the mood. and dance. HA! baobei they all first time see me dance. =p she says it is different from my normal self. HA! my nerd self? the guai kia? HA! well, i dont think so bah. jus being myself all the while. grins*

and yah, left club momo at around 330am. actually planned to go home. but.. yah, norman was kinda sad. so like we stayed outside.. accompany him to chill down. and talk about his troubles. and stuff like that. till 6am, then we took cab home. to baobei's house.

and yah. my muchly anticipated night, wasnt as impressive as i thought it would be. emm.. well, so.. it is jus a club. dim lights, which is close to no lights at all. comfy seats. drunk pple. pretty girls. thats all. and yah, alot of sexy girls! wooh! =p

sunday, 04 feb'07
we then woke up at 6pm plus. power right? HA! bathed and left her house. then baobei came over my house to stayover. then yah, had dinner. watch superstar!

daren won! =)) it doesnt matter much to me anyway. jus that.. got songs to listen liao. HA! he sings nice mahs.

and we talked thru' the night. and blah. weeh! then she do facial for me. hee! grins* thanks baobei. and yah, i also bought soccer tix. for the fun of it. HA! i won. so happie** but baobei lost. think cos she's with me ah. if she is meeting me or so. she cant buy soccer tix. else, she will most likely lose money de. HA! weirdo huh?

and yah, slept. late. very late.

monday, 05 feb'07
prepared bfast. eat with baobei. then rushed to school. damn. late for class for a min. as in, was a min late for the 15mins grace. no attendance for me.

sucks! sighs. first warning letter of my TP life! damn. but had class as usual.

skipped lecture. went for lunch. eat fruits. back to school, for lodging test. think either i passed it barely, or i failed it. damn. hate OPERA test. i wasnt difficult. but... ... the system is damn laggy. irritating! PEK CHEK!

then took my culinary quiz with beeyan they all. thanks beeyan, jasmine and adel for help. sri aso. grins* muacks**

then went to meet baobei. eat hk cafe. and do accounting hwk there. and... then walked around for a while. and went home.

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i hate it. when u control my life. you know best of me. u know that i dislike my parents to speak ill of my friends. yet, u do it again.

and yah, i know u two are best at hyperlink-ing. linking that fact that i am with my baobei too much. that she comes over to our house often. that i came home late. WITH the fact that my bank account is running on low cash. HELLO? i am not working!!

you do not support me. u only provide me with travelling expenses. all meals, i have to pay for my own. i pay my own entertainment with friends. and i NEVER WORK okay? tell me how am i gg to survive? except to spend my bank account money.

i hate it when u say my friends are of bad influence. they are NOT, okay? u want to know what it means by real bad influence? I can show you, prove to u. what is defined as me being led by bad influence.

i also hate it. when u compared me with other pple. like my dearie cuzzies. WE ARE DIFFERENT! we lead different life. we have different friends. u want me to be like my cuzzie? can, brainwash me and put a micro chip in my brain. and i will "works" like what u wanted me to be. i can be a robot by then. if u want to COMPARE, i can compare u with my friends' parents who are more understanding, caring than you two. but i didnt, i know thigns cant be compared this way. u? u understand this logic? i doubt so.

i know u two are worried for me, but HELLO!!! i am 18 already. no longer 3-year-old kid. by doing all this to me, aint doing any help to me. i need to learn. to be exposed to the torturous and hurtful world. by protecting, wont be of use to me in the future.

and for your info, now currently is baobei who is giving me treats when i dont have the money to eat. u two? u know i am running on low cash, do u give me any money? NO!! then what for u talk so much? complain so much.. You say u wont want to give me uneccessary money to spend. so what can i do? depend on my friends now. and later return them the favour. work after the holidays. u think i like being poor is it? I DONT, OKAY! having no money is terrible. having to borrowing money from friends is sooo STRESS and PAISEH. i dont like it. but i have to, i have no choice.

ARGH! i said all these out of anger. of my own thoughts. i hope u two will understand me. and leave my friends alone. dont talk bad about my friends. ELSE, next time.. i will never let u know who are my friends. who are the people i hang out with. and everything i have, will have a security password or lock. that i will shut u away from my life. my true lifestyle.

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baobei, i'm sorry. for everything. muacks*

3 days. i kept thinking of u.

2007-02-03T14:27:00.000+08:00

thursday, o1 feb'07
had culinary proficiency test. guess i did badly. but should be sufficient to pass. LOL! till today, i'm still very slow in cooking.

i'm a tortoise! argh! why am i sooo damn slow. hate myself for that.

And, i think i am a bad leader. saded. i'm sorry my culinary mates. for having such a bad leader like me. who work like a tortoise. damn.

was kinda pissed over the fact that we got hand in the market list by the end of the day. cos we thought we couldnt rush it out. thus, bad tempered i am. thanks michelle and longxin for helping me out. to take lead the grp. and of cos, thanks the whole group for staying back and discuss it together. =))

later was alright, as i realised that chef jason also has a lot of work to do. so like cant blame him either. only have myself to blame, for not asking properly how the market list should be like. =x

afterwhich, saw shan they all. went dinner with them. at chinatown. =)) long time since i am out with them. i surely do mished them. shoudl be having a wonderful dinner. but was kinda spoilt by two china couple. cant stand them for their rudeness. =x

but soon after, after the couple left, we are backed to ourselves. happy mood! =)) grins* went shopping awhile. they played games. childhood games. HA! those pasar maslam games! deprived childhood we had. HA~ soo fun. then, feeling tired. the few of us went back home first.

friday, 02 feb'07
had arts appreciation lesson. bored. boring! didnt attend the lecture of cos. HA! =x then yah, we draw lots and i am soo damn sway. that i am 2nd, next week. -.-"" pengs. so unlucky. HA! but also good lah, get it done and over with.

wanted to go for OSIP(Overseas Student Internship Program) talk with beeyan. in the end, didnt. was late for it, thus rather not turn up. beeyan and sk was teaching me, sri and adel OPERA. oh great. i dunno lotsa stuff. damn. pray hards for my test. OH GOD.

meeting baobei at 6pm. and she says she will be late. till 7pm. in the end, around 730pm then she reached. double penalty! red card OUTS! hahas~ cos she made promise twice mahs. first is 6pm, then she broke it. 2nd is 7pm and she still late. LOL~

first penalty, she treated me for dinner. an expensive one. white dog cafe. my 2nd time eating there. not really very exp lah. but exp for our current situation. no money mahs! HA! it choked up to a bill of 45bucks for jus the two of us. =x **guilty**

then we went to walk walk.. slacked at the open space of vivocity. best place for slacking. for friends, and couples. HA! then went home.

saturday, 03 feb'07
woke up. so bored! i am dying...... of boredness! nothing for me to do. actually, there is. CULInary quiz. MICE field trip. and ACCHT hmwk. but.. i had no mood to do them all.

damn. what's wrong with me?

i am super distracted recently. super bored also. i kept thinking. thinking. of empty-ness and you. ARGH. i had no mood. i can go crazy at one moment. and the energy can dies off the next moment. and i will look as though, i jus fallen out of love about 4 hours before(as claimed by baobei).

i mished you. i really do. damn. u filled up my mind. you distracted me from my life. can u leave fcuk off from my brain. leave me alone.. as it is torturous. ARGH. can i have a peaceful mind? why made my heart flustered, when i am contented being in the current state? i'm almost crazy thinking. thinking of you.

at times, i have the urge to go clubbing. to dance it all out. to dance away the thoughts. the troubles. the unhappiness. the reality esp. can someone bring me go? to forget all. about everything.

flustered me.

2007-02-01T04:52:00.000+08:00

wednesday, 24 jan 2007
site visit to The Sentosa Resort and Spa. it was fun!! =)) but tiring. hee. it will be expressed BY photos! *grins*

porche car spotted at The Sentosa. cool huh?

comfortable bed. with 4 different pillows~ aww!!!

the view from the room. so greeny!!

the glamour of the toilet. so clean ah...

the view from the corridor. =)) nice nice!!

The Cliff, Japanese restaurant. Fine-dining.

the table setting. i like the lighting. so cute.

the stewarding area, i supposed. open concept!

see the green ball? it is frm bali, if not wrong. cost 2,000 bucks each. or is it $20,000! i forgot.

the dining tables there~

the black-tiled swimming pool. one and only in sg! if not wrong. omg, it is freaking cool.

wellness centre~ got gym. sauna etc.

the "RAINBOW" sauna room! AWWW.. the lights in there can change colours~

the Famous Spa Botanica. =))

The spa building~

Inside, also the black pool. see the black tiles?!?!

wooh! the waterfall pool. cool. if only, there's slides.

the mud pool. eeyak! good for skin thou'. HA!

see the golden bathtub? omg! its in one of the spa treatment room.

another spa room. the jacuzzi is sooo.. alluring. HA!

the spa room setting. comfy huh? HA!

the chiller room. if no this room, no aircon! HA~

thursday, 25 jan 2007
overslept and missed culinary. this time round, i even rush and took the train, but couldnt make it. went to get an mc. see doctor... first time see doctor is ADULT rate liao. cos after 18 ler mahs. sian.

stayed at home to do my mosaic artwork. tiring. but still constantly doing it.. till early morning 4am like that. finally, it is almost done.

friday, 26 jan 2007
went for arts lesson. was late for lecture, but it was okay. arts tutorial was short and sweet. as ms hernie know that many of us has not been sleeping enough to complete the mosaic. how understanding she was. =)) *grins*

but i got to bring back my mosaic artwork to touch-up on it.

then went to meet baobei at tiong. then went to Plaza Sing to buy art material. walk around there for a while and went to bedok for dinner. meet victoria there. had a wonderful dinner. yummy porridge and...

party all night. at victoria house.

they both have the intention of making me drunk.. to see how i behave when i drunk. and what is my drinking limit.... ....

the first three bottles we drink. hee. =))

and they succeeded.

but it is not how they predicted. they thought i would scold or bite pple when i am drunk. but... i didnt. instead, i feel sleeping. and also, when i am drunk, anything is okay.. HA!

and so, they 'qiang wen' me!!! i mean they kiss me. =x

and finally we slept. till 4pm the next day.

saturday, 27 jan 2007
baobei and victoria went for SHE concert. me?

i went to meet yani they all. my ex-colleagues. mish them lots. we went drinking. the same place. and i went home at 3am.

talked on the phone till 4am plus and slept. with me, thinking. troubled.

sunday, 28 jan 2007
my cousin's wedding. a special one, i thought. pictures up! =))

held at M hotel, J & bar.

Best photo taken~ "they only have eyes for each other."

the bride. my cousin, AH LI~.

the bride and bridegroom. =))

monday, 29 Jan 2007
went to PetSafari, Vivocity. during break.

AWW!! i lurve the puppies. so cute!! photos! hee.

doggie one! with hair tied. HA!

doggie 2! furry and look kinda grumpy! ha~

so sweet right? they lie on each other to sleep. LOL!

husky doggie~ beautiful~ snow dog i call it. hee.

the two lil' ones, have company. having fun all day. HA~

hammy~ hamsters. so cutie! newborns, they all. one not even open its eyes.

tuesday, 30 jan 2007
watched 'happy b'day'. i teared. touching show..

wednesday, 31 jan 2007
sing kbox today. wanted to shop. but karaoke instead. sing my heart out! omg. i am crazy. i continue singing even after i left the kbox. HA!

btw, KBOX has many new packages now. which is rather reasonable. cos, i used to find it exp. but now, alrights lah.

i love to sing! hee.

got to study for culinary. and i had no mood. so dead. yawns.

my baobei. our rings. together we trust, and accomodate each other. =)) grins* sound mushy? HA! best friends till the day we bth each other. HA! hopefully, the day will not end lah. but.. no one knows the future.

there's no forever. trust me. =x

three days

2007-01-21T17:15:00.000+08:00

friday, 19 jan'2007

skipped arts class. woke up at 2pm plus. went to meet baobei at PlazaSing. she was with her classmates. so yah, had first meal at foodcourt. the Indonesian BBQ, that changyong recommended in the past. seldom go PS, even if do.. nvr go the foodcourt eat. so FIRST time eating it.

yummy~ but too much for me to finish. 3/4 of the food eaten. the rest, throw! =x went arcade for a while. and we went separate ways.

me and baobei went to grand cathay. bought tix for the show, Big Bang Love, 11pm. a japanese gay show. first time watching such shows. well, i tot it wld be nice. and yah, can learn to understand the 'crook' world as well.

emm.. but it was rather chim! for me to understand, have to ask baobei soo many qns about the show. HA! so, ya.. unless got high understanding level.. then can watch this show bah. rated: not say nice!!

then later, dunno why. both of us not tired at all. thus, we decided to watch one more movie. BUT.... .... grand cathay only have one screening left. -.-"" but we no money! need ATM!! but.. no atm. HA!

fated.

so left there. and head for cineleisure to drink and slack there. then realised that cineleisure still got alot of screenings wor! so.. we bought tix for Apocalypto. she wanted to watch that mahs. WOOH! nice nice! but GROSS! eEeee.. the gore is like yuck!

but overall, i rated this movie VERY NICE! =)) grins*

finally, we went home in NightRider. to her place. aww.. her bed. nice to sleep. HA! but i still mish my own bed. LOL.

Photos taken. =))

see the orange car? damn cool ah!!! SPOTTED at cineleisure there.

a salon specially for kids, at PS. A haircut for $16! is like omg. some adults are cutting for that price yah. and yah, FIRST time i noticed it.

SO CUTE ah. it was drizzling. most pple do not have umbrella. and this small ger has a plastic bag over her head. to prevent her head from getting the rain.

seldom teenagers or adults will do that. HA!

saturday, 20 jan'2007

went to ikea with mum. to buy curtains. yummy chix wings and hotdog. hee. SPOTTED the soft ice cream they have. reminds me of GENTING's one. WAH. me and my brother lurve to eat that loh. yummy!!!

then yah. chose the white blinds i like. for the living room, my bedroom and master bedroom. and went home in a cab. and yah. was watching tv and online-ing.

then i slept.

sunday, 21 jan'2007

was supposed to start on my mosaic. but i had no inspiration. i am so dead. damn!

slacking again.

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sometimes, somehow. it came to my mind. who are my real friends. and who are those hi-bye friends. passerbys i would say.

they came sincerely to be my real friends. but due to my lack of time. i failed to make commitments. i cant able to meet them. to go out with them. as times goes by..

i am drifted away.. further and further from them.

and then, they became my hi-bye friends..

how sad is life. when time is nvr enuff for all. sighs

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finished fm.

2007-01-18T21:28:00.000+08:00

the previous post was delayed due to uploading of pictures. HA! paiseh.

tuesday, 16 Jan 2007
continuing from the previous post. i had my nap till 9pm and studied FM quiz for two hours. Afterwhich, i started on the FacMgt project. From 11pm to 8am, i finally only managed to complete Part A and B of the project.

**fiy: the project have Part A to D, of texts.

I actually planned to finish part D as well, but SIGHs. i was too tired to continued from 8am!! then BOOM! went to sleep.

wednesday, 17 Jan 2007
was supposed to have lecture at 11am, but skipped it. as if i were to go, i have only a mere hour to sleep!! which is like I CANT TAKE IT.

then woke up at 12pm. (which is 4hours of sleep.) then, went to school for FM quiz. The quiz only takes 1/2 an hour!! and yah, left school straight after. skipped MICE tutorial. due to NO TIME to finish the report.

nap again. and camped thru' the night to chiong finish my project as it is due for submission the next day.

thursday, 18 Jan 2007
i kinda slept for 15mins. then went to Culinary Lesson. yawns. I enjoyed the service kitchen!! perhaps it is cosndiered as one of my most FUN culinary i ever had! I want to love Culinary and i will. wouldnt i?

hee. handed up my FM project and phew! what a relief! =)) had fun in the kitchen. and yah. when about to end class, rains heavily. damn it. so sway. then saw my clique and joined them to wait for the rain! HA!

gave up after long wait. walk in the rain and home sweet home. ** pray hard that i will not fall sick

one ugly sight of s'poreans i seen today.

first time i saw bah. but it is not unusual.

i was waiting for the red line train after alighting from the green line train, at Jurong East. As it is about to 6pm, many workers had knock off and wanting to go home asap. The people crowd around the platform where the train doors are at, using the guidelines on the floor to gauge.

HELLO! the guidelines is to ask u PEOPLE to stand clear of the door. not to crowd at the door. S'poreans simply dont understand.

the worst is not this.

a train was arriving at the middle platform( for red line). People stand even closer to each other, try to squeeze to the front(btw, the train has not stop and its doors are not open yet!). Then i look up into the moniter screen provided.

" DO NOT BOARD ", was the words on the screen.

Annoucements were made, not to board the train. However, these PEOPLE jus ignore the annoucement and the screen. They walk into the train and stayed in there, even after the annoucements are repeated again and again!!!

I overheard one girl behind me, telling her friends that the SMRT cant do anything about it, when there is too big crowd of people inside the train. and somemore, they die die dont want come out.

True enough, SMRT was left with no other choice but to allow the train for operations, BUT not all the way to Marina Bay, but only to Yew Tee.

** i came to realise, the education system was useless for THESE S'POREANS, as they dont even understand the word " Do Not Board " despite holding degrees, diplomas, O level certs. or even, the PSLE cert.

To continue by list of guidelines for:

"what makes an ideal boyfren/ gerfren?" in the earlier post..

sixth, slim. NOT FAT. muscles a lil' is okay, if trained till like gorilla. is OMG. NONO for me too. i dont like Gorillas. HA!

seventh, driving. it is definitely a plus point for guys/gers who drive. convenenice!! to travel to every part of singapore, at any time of the day. need not worry if got Nightrider not? Or taxi fares.

eighth, dress sense. plus point also! to advise me on dress sense and yah. more proud when out with him/ her. i meant by dress sense, is no need to dress fancifully, but perhaps casual yet smart! =))

ninth, haben think yet. HA!

** having a break now! skipping arts class tmr. to do my mosaic art! HA! =D

today

2007-01-16T15:05:00.000+08:00

monday was the field trip. to Raffles Town Club. First impression, BAD! i meant not first impression of the club. is of us. cos we are not punctual. stupid sk lah! unable to get a cab. HA! he damn sway.

As we thought there would be only one person to show us around the club, we only bought a gift. a box of chocolates. $6.80. shared among all. =)) after sk arrived, we continued with the tour(with Ms Joyce and Andy bringing us)... ...

we was like WAH! for the spa suites. it is damn nice lah. gorgeous! hahahaa! but so exp. 3 hours, $140 leh. HA! the tour was more and more draggy as i got tired of wearing heels. DARN. i hate heels.

Then when we finally ended the tour, we were given a shock! the General Manager(GM) of the Club is actually gg to see us. entertain our qns. but well, he crap quite a long of history of his. which we doubt we would put in our report.

Then Q&A time. short while. he answered the qns indirectly. as in, didnt really answer our questions. but NVM. we already appreciated the time taken to bring us around and even for the GM to take time out for us. potential members, he said -.-" HA! if only, next time i become a rich tai-tai. HA!

and when we about to go, we pass the chocolate box to Andy. Asked him to pass to the GM, but.. Aiya. seems weird. so gave him instead. thats what he said lah. HA! then we use the washroom. grand and spacious.. AWWW...

And we left Raffles Town Club.

the rest went home. while me, shan and sk went to eat. BTH, hungry. HA! we ate KFC. lols. meet baobei and vic to go home. and yah. thru' out the night, i only started one page? HA! i am soo dead for Facilities Management(facmgt).

16 January 2007, tuesday

late for accht today. cos i was too tired. even thought of skipping school, but didnt. Got back my Accounting test 2. Sighs. i got 30.5 upon 50. it is cosnider good to others already. but i wanted a 'A'. greedy me. guessed i jus hate theory. that why i couldnt score well. sighs. i jus need 1.5 mark to get an A loh. DAMN.

sri went home to chiong her FacMgt report. me went for MICE lecture. sighs. so bored. ended quick and yah.. waiting for beeyan and pass her stuff. and blah blah. and went to find shan to pass her stuff aso. At LUGE. then i went to take the Sentosa Express to Vivocity. To take a train back home.

Sentosa Express has just operated. since 15jan07. means a day before. Today, my first day to take the train. Pictures up! =))

In the Sentosa Express monorail, alone! see the pole there? so different from normal MRTs!

Look on top. Can u see the lights are switched on? I wonder for what reason. It is in the day, sunny and bright day, why for waste electricity? o.O?

The connector that joins two cabins together, to make up Sentosa Express. it makes me think of... ... the toilet in airplanes. somehow or rather. **once again, i would very much like to join the airlines. =D

Nice scenary view from Sentosa Express! which means, maintenance of places easily seen from the monorail have to be MORE!

PSA~ transport and transport. lalalaa!

Arrived at Vivocity. Wow! see the crowd at the ticketing booths.

The sales office/ enquires. Seems like a hp shop to me. The brochures are placed in folders mounted to the wall. Comfy comfy waiting seats.

Sentosa Station! =)) Big Signage ahh.. If u cant see, omg! u are literally Blind! ahhahs~

Last picture: Map of Sentosa!! the colour map stand is placed in the huge empty white space of Level 3. near to the Sentosa station. It makes it distinctive, easily seen.

Sighs. Think i should study abit of FacMgt quiz. and sleep for a few hours before not sleeping tonight. YAWNS. i am so darn tired.

boredom

2007-01-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to do a lil' of facilities management(facmgt) project. but i didnt. wasnt in the mood to start. AHHH!! what am i doing?!

btw, this project has to be handed in by thursday. NONO! by wednesday to be exact, cos i had culinary on thursday. there's no way i can do on thursday. so i have to complete it by wednesday.

so what i did for the entire day? i slack my way. i view blogs. read about friends' life. watch tv. read forums on my dream career, flying. AH! all of those which implies that 'i'm darn free.' freak.

baobei came to my place. bought soya bean and soya bean milk for me. =)) grins* she knows i lurve it. hee. thanks baobei.

had dinner. chat and she left.

so i ate up her soya bean and drank up her soya bean milk. yummy! =))

out of boredom, i came to think.

"what makes an ideal boyfren/ gerfren?"

i wonder.

first of all, dote me. HA!

second, know how to speak cantonese. so that he/she can teach me! =)) i would lurve to learn cantonese. i lurve canton songs. canton shows. AHHH... i jus want to listen and speak cantonese! =))

third, give me money to spend! HA! what a requirement. as thou i only want money. nahs. but would at least, treat me at times. esp. when i am short of cash!

** i was used to the policy of boyfrens do not pay for me. well, i dont really like it when guys pay for me. it is not as though i dont have the money to pay for myself. perhaps, i should change this policy. to....... boyfrens/ gerfrens got to pay for me! HA! still pondering.

fourth, good-looking. =D dont have to be darn handsome. but at least pleasant and presentable looks.

** it is definitely not true for me, when pple says.. 'love is not abt looks'. well, i cant stand myself being with an ugly guy/ger. sorry, but thats me! my policy is only.. 'frens is not abt looks.' =))

fifth, good complexion. not perfect complexion, but good enuff. hee. if its perfect, it would be great! HA! i emphasize on this alot.

** well, i used to have boyfrens of not good complexion. perhaps bad complexion i would say. i wont want to have that anymore. thou i dont have perfect complexion myself, i aim to be one!

i used to have perfect complexion, where my frens are envious of it. it was when... AHHHH.. secondary 3(if i'm not wrong). my first ever pimple come out. ARGH. true enough, i hate that pimple of my life. it sucks.

sixth, i couldnt think of any other requirements for now. would update if i could think of anymore. HA!

btw, these are guidelines which i would like to follow. hopefully. lalalalaa~

13jan. night at the musuem.

2007-01-14T12:58:00.000+08:00

finished my accounting hwk. =)) diligently did them. HA!

then accompany my mum to watch 'Night at the Musuem' at West Mall. Funny, but not say very nice.

then went home. slack for a couple of hours and fell asleep.

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she asked me out, for coffee.

but cant make it as i was watching the movie. what a bad timing. sighs.

somemore, she was driving that day. i nvr see her drive before. cos she is always lazy to drive. she had to drive that day, cos her client meeting her at jurong. which is soo far away from her place, sengkang.

once again, she says that it is fated. that even when she wanna ask me out for date also so hard. -.-"" of cos she said that as a joke.

sighs. maybe we are jus not fated to?

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happy b'day jasmine

2007-01-12T23:27:00.000+08:00

was supposed to send baobei to school as she sort of injured herself. but didnt as it is raining darn heavily. went back to sleep.

cos of this, yah.. kinda got scolded from my brother. made him be late for work, yet i went back to sleep. sorry lah.

then went to school for arts lesson. was late for lecture, so didnt go for it. waited for tutorial. tutorial was boring. couldnt think of any inspiration to draw. sighs. in the end, i jus drew a dophin for the sake of drawing for my tutor to see. =x

ended class at 330pm.

went to find jan they all. we are celebrating jasmine b'day today. =)it is her 19th b'day. janice chorograph a dance instantly. HA! performance for jasmine. was chased out of the discussion room, by the admin staff as it is closing.

make our way to the student lounge then. omg. jasmine is reaching. HA! so we ran in. and stopped her from entering first. btw, there is other schoolmates in there as well. so paiseh.

party poppers. can sprays next. our funny dance performance. then the b'day torture begins. jasmine got to lick up the "ovaltine table" from the cup of honey, flour and coco powder. only with her tongue and teeth. no hands!

her tongue got all the honey. EeeEee.. then, is the cup of flour. lastly the coco powder. so she has eaten quite abit of all. HA!

then cut the b'day cake. =)) cheesecake again. ha! nicely decorated. grins* after which, jasmine got her prezzie. which is arsenal tee and cap. she changed her tee and we moved on to holland village for dinner.

was gossiping in the bus. ha! kind of updating each other on our stories. heard quite a bit. HA!

rain rain heavily. sian. reached the kopitiam and we ate "zhi char". yummy hotplate tofu. my favourite dish. then we walk around and camera whore for a while.

and left.

happy 19th b'day jasmine! do cut fats, yah! =p

took a bus. saw a butch in there. suddenly i think back, and tot of the discussion with my grpmates during break.

the prejudice, it is not about the butch, but.. about a ugly one! HA!

its random thoughts, anyway.

another thing. didnt realise that the few perfect couple i knew. and think they were. broke off. sighs. perhaps it's true that there's no forever love.

nothing will last. only photos, memories. but not the person and his/her environment.

my idol, edison

2007-01-11T18:38:00.000+08:00

ended culinary at 4pm today.

as usual, i am slow. hated it when i am darn slow. why am i like a tortoise!! argh. i want to love culinary. i want to master it. but i am slow and stupid in it. i hate myself for it. =(

btw, i was late for culinary. sighs.

my idol, edison chen

HA! he is my eye-candy. he darn cute, cool and WAH! bad boy look. he have eyes that speak. smile that melts many girls hart. OHHHHH... my edison. LOL!

shirley bought the i-weekly and it features on his blog. and yah, i visit his blog every single day that i am online. HA! imagine reading my idol's blog. lalalalaa~

here it is, i share his blog address with u all, still it is public. HA! http://blog.honeyee.com/edison/

mozaic art
tmr is arts class again. we are supposed to come up with the design of our mozaic artpiece. i can think of nothing! sian.

what shld i do on?

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my culinary chef patrine has the same surname as yours.

as unique.

chef patrine fan.

** i rmb you said that you knew how to cook. i yet to try any. hope to try it someday. =)) i believe it will be yummy.

"will you ever specially cook for me?", i wonder.

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changed blogskin

2007-01-10T21:27:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin.

was bored with the 'World Of Nonsense' skin.

this new blogskin give me a kind of simplicity feel, yet artistic. NICE? hee.

wanted to changed it last night. but blogger was like cant log in, due to server checking or repairing.

10jan'07, wednesday

had my MICE interview. thanks for the tips guys. =)) grins* well, i was lucky to get those qns. keke!

supposed to have our field trip to The Sentosa, but ah. false alarm. Ended up, back to classroom. sighs* was well-dressed to go to the field trip, yet.... AIYAH! dont have. darn.

tmr culinary. hated to go school. it seems like i will and nvr like culinary. i tot i will. but it turns out not. =(

ironing. cutting nails. waking up early. sian.

my ambition

was talking to sri on the train. and we came to a topic on future profession.

what are we gg to be after graduating? i wonder.

i want to fly. well, that is the only job that i would like to do now.

but wanting is a thing, whether i get it or not is another. sighs. height poses a problem. my scars on my legs is another problem. to find out more about the profession, i went to google search.

a forum about flight attendant. on the interview and experience.
"http://info.channelnewsasia.com/bb/viewtopic.php?t=24286&postdays=0&postorder=asc&start=0"

spent a few hours hours reading it. it makes me want to fly more.

Actually, i also would like to work on a cruise. but dont think would be able to do so. And, there doesnt seems to have much news/ prospects about it.

the end.

** my archives are like damn long. HA!

& having no income or money, life sux. hated life like that.

CONCLUSION: no money, no life.
p.s. any rich boyfren/gerfren willing to support me? HA!

MICE project completed

2007-01-08T14:25:00.000+08:00

07jan2007, sunday

an exact month from my last b'day. time flies.

GOD. i spent my entire sunday DOING MICE PROJECT.

since i woke up at 1pm or so, i have been drawing and drawing the floorplans. 9 of them, i drew them by HAND. till my hand trembles...

i drew all the way... till 6AM in the morning. omg. could actually end earlier, but......

smart me drew too big that it will overflap the printing. darn. got to REDRAW one of it.

After a full day of drawing, after everything is completed. a SENSE OF SATISFACTION, i had. =)) grins*

o8jan2007, monday

MICE Project handed in. Though, heard from a few pple... we are lack of a few parts.. BUT WHO CARES.. it ended.

LdySysOps, having OPERA lesson is soooo bored. but, must learn! IMPT. 25% of grades.

FBOps, CRASE lesson. An virtual competitive restaurant game. AWWW... i believe it will be FUN!! =)) Grins*

i am darn tired. i slept for like about 30mins at most. OH GOD. can give me more time? =((

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Questions to ASK:

WHAT LABEL AM I?

NEITHER HERE OR THERE, so WHERE?

i have no idea.

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holidas end. happy new year

2007-01-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

sorry jasmine. i really hate blogger when it comes to posting pictures. i tried, but cant. get from when u online yah?

havent been blogging. was stuck with projects. first, it is culinary. now, it is MICE. and after MICE, i have FM.

so what have i done from x'mas till today?

26dec2006, tuesday
me and baobei went to visit fionna mummy place. fionna mummy is my ex-colleague/ superior, when i worked in Sugarlink at Isetan Wisma. Cos her baby was borned and we yet to see, sooo... we went. AHHH.. her baby boi is soo cute. he is only 7months old.

and OH GOSH. i am envy of him, having the high-tech toys that we dont. HA! afterwhich, we went to have our dinner and deliver x'mas gifts to my ex-colleagues at Timberland. Saded, didnt see someone that i would like to see.

27dec2006, wednesday
meet my airport mates. friends who i made during the last airport roadshow. supposed to be a clique of us.. about 7 to 8 pple. BUT all not free.. so left with 3people, including me. So it is me, agnes and jaijia. was deciding to go marina square or town, but chose town instead due to the heavy rain. jaijia was stuck there u see.. LOL.

so we had Sakae Sushi at Heeren. while waiting, we spotted a handsome bunk(butch) with her girlfriend. her girlfriend is not pretty at all. got a few glances of her and yah, we got our seats. had our dinner and then wanted to walk to Plaza Singapura, but cant.. cos heavy rain. so we stayed in The Coffee Club(TCC). went to Timberland also, saw her. busy working. looked rather stressed.

Yani, my ex-colleague asked me to stay and accompany them cos... ... so, i did. after agnes and jiajia left, me waited patiently for yani they all. finally they off work and we went to eat supper. i'm too full to eat, but eat anyway. Poor yani then told us about her story.. and yah. stupid guy!! hmph. Then devon and cilia(new staff) kept asking her to join the crooked world.. lalalaa~ jus kidding with her lah. damn funny loh, the pros and cons they weighted. HA!

then we left for home in a cab. =)) So long no see them liao. miss them so much.

28dec2006, thursday
i couldnt rmb what i did. =x guessed its culinary project. HA!

29dec2006, friday
had project meeting. darn. late, as usual.

went to town to get the anniversary prezzie. the ring that belong to both of us. engraved. HA! that cost $88 per pair.

broke, no money.

30dec2006, saturday
its me and baobei anniversary. she came to fetch me. ah! was doing my culinary project, so in the end, she waited for me to get my stuff done before setting off.

she forced me to wear contacts for that day. -.-" pengs. and yah, a dress. surprising right? me in a dress? perhaps i only wear it when i was much younger, else is during chinese new year or.. the PROM night 2004.

we went to town, where she distribute her x'mas prezzies. just like a santa claus. HA! then we grab a small bite at toastbox cos she too hungry liao. Then, we proceed to STONE GRILL~ the one i kept saying i want to eat since my b'day. so she brought me there, at katong there. but.. i am rather saded by it.. why?

cos it wasnt as impressive as i thought it to be. sighs. and yah, her friend was kinda the boss there. so drinks are free. HA! anyway, the dinner was on her. Then we went back to town, to eat beancurd and soya bean drink. =)) Then walk from there to....... Cineleisure for our kbox! LOL. which is like from 12am to 6am. duh. sing till no voice! hahahs~

we two people only loh, sing for 6hours. which is like 3hours each. gosh. we are pros man. well, but... at the end, of cos no energy to sing ler lah. keep wan to die like that. HA! only till... when we sang MR Q! Jolin's MR Q... then got Edison.. haha! out of the sudden, the energy is back.. AHHH... i am so realistic. LOL!

then we go on listening to songs that got handsome bois in the MTV. HA!

and we headed for home after.

31dec2006, sunday
we slept till around 3plus. and got up to make muffins. well, didnt make enough the other time round. and cos it cant be kept long, i guessed. so re-make it. now, with baobei's help. grins*

DONE. packed nicely to give to my ex-classmates during the gathering on the next day. and the rest packed nicely for my poly clique. and yah, was LATE. in meeting Victoria and her bf. =x oops. me again. then rushed down to HK cafe to find them and had our supper. porridge again. =))

HAPPY NEW YEAR.... no much impact though.

then, went to watch the movie, Blood Diamond at 145am. nice nice! ahhh.. i like the plot. though the actress is not pretty enough, but Leonardo Dicarpio is good enough. =)) HA! went back to home in cab later.

1jan2007, monday
woke up and went to the farewell party for weekeat. was extreme late. was supposed to meet at 510pm and i just woke up not long ago loh. duh. rush my way down. BBQ food? god. my throat is like... emm.. cant eat BBQ food. HA! but had some anyway.

Months since i saw them, except for weekeat and pin-chen lah. miss them. then had a few rounds of game. and left for home. too tired to stayover and continue to play with them. still need to go my culinary project somemore.

2jan2007, tuesday
woke up and do my culinary project. do and do.... till it is done. =)) and slept early, at around 3am.

3jan2007, wednesday
school starts! ARGH. hate it. beginning of torture. reminder to us that, projects are due-ing. i reached school at 830am to print the damn culinary project and rush here and there, and finally handed it in. =)) phew!

lectures and tutorials.. ahh.. boring! i miss holiday. i miss fun. i hate school. HA! i have to admit that year 2 semester 2 is the most hated semester of the 2 years i have taken.

4jan2007, thursday
i was supposed to get to school for culinary at 8am. it is too tired for me, i need more sleep. so i skipped school. baobei and victoria was supposed to fetch me from school and have a movie. but since i wasnt in school, instead i was at home doing my MICE project, they waited for me to finish. i didnt managed to complete it though....

but left house and got baobei's wallet that i owed her since last christmas. =x one conclusion after the search... ' SINGAPORE NO nice wallets' not many i supposed. when i ask many, where to get nice wallets? first reaction was ' The Wallet Shop'. -.-" the only shop. LOL~

met them and we watch Confession of Pain. emm.. the show is so-so nia. abit of thinking lah. but.. alrights loh. Then, yah, we go meet some unknown people. not people know thru' MIRC and then meet up or so, but STALKERs! and someone gf. ahh.. waited for them for rather a long time. fter telling of stories.. we finally went home. caught the last train. phew!

then yah.. quarreled with baobei later. and yah.. make peace afterwhich. at the same time, doing project till very early then sleep. 5am.

**surprisingly, saw the handsome bunk i saw that day, at Sakae. but baobei and vic dont think he's handsome. sighs. ** so how does a bunk be consdiered as handsome? LOL.

5jan2007, friday
having group meeting at 11am. i set alarm at 9am and guess what?

it ring for about 1 and a 1/2 hour before i hear it and got up loh. so i woke up at 1020am. ARGH. very late, i was. reached school at 12pm. and talked a while about project and i went for Arts lecture.

boring. and yah, tutorial was kinda fun. =)) grins* mosaic pieces we did. keke. one of the student's work, impressed all of us. damn cool yah! =))

went home after school and.. project again. MICE.. lalalalaaa~

6jan2007, saturday
here i am, project the entire day after i woke up. gg to do more after this.

x'mas

2006-12-27T04:20:00.000+08:00

x'mas is over. upcoming is... new year eve! =)) x'mas eve, i have been busy. very busy. with? making muffins. grins* BAKING muffins. keke! on the 23th, went Jurong to buy some ingredients and equipments. then started doing a trial test. FAILURE! the muffin hard till like cookie. =x all cos of me lah! tot flour not enuff, keep adding.. =x oops.

then on the 24th, woke up and went to buy more ingredients. cos... ... ytd trial test, so didnt buy much. then yah, went IMM to buy. then afterwhich, rush home and started baking... lalalaa~ then later cos me nvr count properly, got to go out and buy again!! =x rush out carrying an umbrella, went back to jurong to buy. then rush back home. tiring sia!

finally did it! =)) grins* i made two flavours. one choco. the other raisins. made them for my precious friends, clique and... pple whom i will meet. HA! why do i say that? cos... otherwise how do i pass them the muffins? HA! and FYI, the money of buying the equipments and ingredients... is MOSTLY mummy sponsor de! i sponsor a lil' bit lah. =x maybe at most 20% nia. LOL! but effort... of cos, mostly is me! mummy machiam my supervisor like that.. ensure that i do nice nice. HA! soo.. this x'mas prezzie.. not only come from me.. but also, from my mummy! =))

in a rush for the whole day!! then after that, meet jasmine, shulay and baobei for dinner(or maybe consider supper bah) at swensens. as usual, was late!! this lateness cause us to be in a risk of.. GETTING SPRAYED!! the stupid snow spray cans lah. damn. meet them 10plsu. in the end, me and baobei reached at about 11plus. we walk from somerset mrt to crown hotel's swensens. far sia! but we are saved! from sprays..

ONLY..... when we reach swensens entrance there. walking towards there, poor baobei protect me then kanna spray! damn. then we rush rush.. get into swensens meet jasmine and shulay. =)) btw, thanks shirley's friend, charles for queueing for us. =)) we had a wonderful "dinner", while waiting for x'mas to reach. countdown... ....

It is really interesting to see pple outside swensens spraying each other, while we inside, enjoying the aircon and comfort. =x BAD HOR ME. but.. dont care. bleahs~ then, SK came to find us. HA! merry x'mas. LOL~ then we ordered earthquake!!! AHHHH.... we rushing for movie, Death Note 2: The Last Name. so.. have to eat fast fast.. jasmine keep on the phone talking. soo we three disturb her!! AHHH.. keep feeding her eat icecream. LOL!

Also, we played 'cai quan'. 5, 10, 15. but.. four players. LOL! one person one fist. HA! we stirred the unfinished earthquake... and forfeit is to drink a teaspoon of icecream. HA! we all had a chance to drink before we left. LOL!

afterwhich, we call for bill and headed towards Plaza Singapura for our movie. 2.30am was the show. we left at 2am. while walking to there, we four pray hard that no one will spray us... UNTIL at the traffic light between Le Meridian and Plaza Sing route.. a group of stupid guys... seeing us like keep want to walk and dont walk de.. cos of "shunning the sprays mahs". THEN Spray at us, baobei in front, so will kanna loh.

FIRST reaction i had was.... "FUCK YOU". i am serious, i shouted that out!! loud and clear. and angry! and somemore right besides baobei's ears. Poor baobei. The pple jus like laugh out... "hahaha.. fuck you? hahaha ". I cant be bothered with that. but what makes me smile is.. After the stupid guy that sprayed us cross till the end of the traffic, he was stopped by the policeman. kanna scolded! HA!!!!! serve him right. LOL~ lalalalaaa~

poor jasmine and shulay also kanna shocked that i actually scolded that out. and w/o any thinking somemore. LOL~ baobei... have seen me scold before, last year.. sooo she emm.. got used to it. HA! then, we watched our movie!! =)) shuai ge... LOL~ nice nice!! lalalalaa~

and yah, met sk's ex, veron there~ right in front of us.. the few seats in front. LOL! with her friends of cos. talk a lil' then we parted. then we four, went to buy alcohol drinks to play and drink. and wait for sk to find us.. LOL! after his Death Note movie. LOL! different cinema. he watched at cine. we played 5, 10, 15 again. ut this time, is to drink one mouthful of alcohol. HA! very fast, we finished the alcohol.. so me and baobei went to buy more. tiger beer this time.

finally sk came to find us. but he didnt pei us play. we continued playing.. but shulay bth liao.. so if she lose, sk sometimes will help her drink. HA! sk.. helpful huh? LOL~ conclusion is... Baobei and Jasmine drink the most. And, they two most li hai in drinking. LOL~ damn. me poor thing. drink till got abit of rashes. Till face red red. Neck also total red loh. so scary... Lol~ And, it made me realise one thing, i cant drink Tiger Beer. Stupid Tiger made me so red.

Then finally its 730am. we headed Cuppage Plaza for our breakfast. chee cheong fun. =)) not bad lah. quite nice. then we... went home. lalalaa~ yawns. tired. and slept till very late the next day. and stayed at home the whole day. LALALA~

this is how i spent my x'mas and x'mas eve. =))

the photos up. =)) grins*

2006-12-24T01:10:00.000+08:00

Finally, photos updated. =)) Grins* Nicenice~
i did it. lalalalaa~ x'Mas coming. merry christmas! =))

me and my groupmate, Cecilia. Guess that was our first picture taken together since.....
...we did project from 7mths ago~ LOL!

my broken nail. How disgusting it looks. Broke it when i was playing bball. YUCK!

my arts appreciation attire. i'm MR Popular. HA!
cool huh? =p

my first b'day cake. by Baobei. 7dec2006
Surprisingly, i didnt take much photos that day. Weird huh?

First prezzie. of my 18th b'day. Also, the first watch as prezzie for my life. HA!
Shared among baobei, victoria, jeslyn and st(bb's friend).
Cute hor. Got stars de. =)) Grins*

2nd prezzie.
Shared among my poly htm clique. muacks*
Also, they gave me.. snow sprays, fried rice, choco cake. HA!

3rd prezzie.
from my brother.
Do i use perfume? But i think i'll.. HA!

First x'Mas tree i like.
Located at The Heeren.

Second x'Mas tree i like.
Located at The Cathay.
How different are they? One pink, One blue.

Friends Forever?

2006-12-23T17:00:00.000+08:00

There's one question to ask...

Do you really mean it when you said and wrote the words 'Friends Forever', i wonder?

>> finally have my own comp in my room. no need to be in the living room. disturbing the people who are sleeping. i can jus close my door and blast my music. GRINS*

for the computer to be in the room, of cos i hav to pack and clear my room. i am left with a bookshelf and my room would be much neater. i believe so. And, also i want a curtain for my room. the white one i saw in ikea. Nice, but alot of work to keep it clean. sian. But i want to get it anyway. =))

Sometimes, choosing so many whites. I wonder if my favourite colour white? I dunno. i only know i love rainbow. the combination the colours, reveal a marvellous image. AWWww.. if only my room in rainbow colour. =)) Grins*

And yah, packed my room. Saw pictures, neoprints, photos. And also alot others. Some i smile, some i frown. In the neoprints, you wrote.. "Frens 4eva" with our big smiles. but now, i really think back.. and wonder if you meant your words. I admit i was harsh towards everything. It has been a blow to me. Thats why i couldnt recover; recover in time to salvage..

Been tearing from time to time. I shld stop myself from thinking. Otherwise, i will tear again. keep myself busy with work and friends, is the best way i guessed. =)) thanks for friends who care. I know everything is over; just like a broken mirror can never be the same as before. <<

This question has be left unanswered...

many days. lost of hp.

2006-12-21T15:33:00.000+08:00

14dec2006, thursday
went out with baobei. watched cinderella, not bad. just that the whole story abit messy here and there. otherwise, think that its not bad. =)) then we went walking ard. looking for stuff. and BOT the RING. a ring that i think is very nice. =)) Saw it on my friend's finger that time. and yah, want to buy it. =)) ANNIVERSARY PREZZIE for me and BB. grins* but also sian, no money. LOLs.

then, later dont feel like gg home. so hang ard orchard that we missed the last train and really stuck at town area. didnt want to waste money to take cab home. Thus, just hang around loh. decided to go to esplanade and stayed there. -.-"" WRONG DECISION!! me slept on BB lap. and when i woke up, OMG!! my face!! the stupid mosquitoes there, damn blood-suckers!! TMD. of all places, they bite my face. *tears* and also my Lips! till it swollen. god damn it. ARGH!

curse all the MOSQUITOES there. kill! sian. and yah, took the first bus home. yawns. very tired.. that i couldnt even walk straight. HA! and half-opened eyes. lols~

but, thru out the night. i saw three!! SHOOTING STARS. or is two? i cant rmb. bb saw one. each time i see it.. i'm jus too excited telling her that i saw shooting star, that i didnt make a wish. HA! if only, i could spend my days( or rather nights) seeing the sky, looking at the stars. W/O mosquitoes! lols!

15dec2006, friday
project submission day. =)) rush rush. who ask me, overslept. LOL!

and happie 18th b'day cousin mich. =)) muacks*

16dec2o06, saturday
meet ahchen and weekeat. i'm late! woke up late. then rain heavily here somemore, so cant go out. wait till rain smaller then go out of house. ate billy bombers! i jus eaten a few days before. hee. nice nice! i still love the mashed potato most! yummy*

ohyah. on my way to meet them, on the train, suprised that i saw sam leong. the chef that appeared on channel 8 tv about the blah blah variety show with quan yifeng. will notice him not cos of the variety show, is cos of the " cuisine & wine asia" book, i got a few weeks ago. it was featuring him, front cover as, " Sam Leong, Undressing the Model Chef". was like o.O? undressing? LOST. read thru' the book and more uncovered...

"From sharing his embarrassing childhood stories to Stripping down to his boxers, chef sam leong proves that he dares to bare it all - in more ways than one. " i was like O.O!! what does stripping down to his boxers got to do with his expertise in cooking? it weird us all.

And yah, back to seeing him. he was with his wife i guessed, thin and petite woman compared to sam leong giant size. not that he is very giant, but.. he muscles and built, to me.. it's rather gigantic.

thats end my sam leong story.

back to with ahchen and weekeat, we talked about almost anything. LOL! then we went to play pool. ahh. all skills rusty liao. too long no play huh. hah! Still rmb the pact we make together for fun. that if we did another bad thing, mus tell each other so that we can do the similar mistake. then, we can end up at the same level of hell when we die. and meet there! HAHA! so that we have company mahs~ =))

Also, about the osama. is it spell this way? unsure* let's go catch osama and shake leg for the rest of our lives. funny. afterwhich, weekeat got to go for chalet and SLEEP! ahchen went home for dinner. me? walk around orchard waiting for bb. she's meeting her friend till 8pm. So, i decided to walk from 6pm to 8pm. like ahchen says, shop alone is rather fun. LOL! i should learn. hahaha~ walk from cineleisure to heeren, then heeren to tangs. then tangs to far east plaza. and waited there for a while, to rest my legs.

didnt expect a fight go on there. two chinese girls with a philipines(i think) woman. many people was looking at them. no one offered to help to seperate them. me? being lazy to stand up and look what's happening, decided to leave far east. jus as i walk to the exit, i stopped to look at the fight. one of the chinese girl telling the 'audience' which is staring passerbys to help. but no one did. neither did i. cos i dunno how can i help them. i dunno who is in wrong. jus then, the philipines woman bite the other chinese girl to free herself. the chinese girl pull her hair hard in return. the fight went on for a few minutes, before a man(in his 40s or 50s, i think) pull them apart. the philipines woman shouted at the chinese girl a sentence(couldnt rmb what it was) and fled. the two chinese girls is like 'wah lao.. ...'

the man's wife or relative came to him, and kinda scolded or said him.. 'why u go bother about them.. etc.' this incident rang a few thoughts in my mind. one, far east plaza, being part of the shopping belt in orchard.. is not safe. fights can happen for perhaps 15mins(i think, if not wrong) and no security guards came!!! imagine what would a foreigner feels when he is on the spot, seeing such thing happen. s'pore = safe country? maybe still, cos at least we dont have the chance to purchase any guns legally.

two, most s'poreans couldnt bother to help. jus stare and see show. maybe cos we didnt know what is happening. who's wrong and stuff. but, someone could jus pull them apart and hold on to them. or maybe report to the security. i couldnt pull them apart. i'm a girl. perhaps guys could help. but they didnt. one group of guys even walked past, and shouted 'police' for the fun of it. ahh.. no more excuses for myself, i think if i am a man. my institution will tell me not to help as well, why? save trouble. otherwise, u may have to be call up to record statements in the police etc.

ah. the end about the fight, as i left far east plaza to walk back to cineleisure to find bb. was waiting at there, msging her asking her where she is. and for blah blah reasons, the time she could meet me is 930pm. sighs. i walked back to somerset mrt, telling her i wait for her. sitting at the stairs and wait. and i realise, i'm too tired to go midnight shopping with her at bugis. too tired to walk. so i decided to leave for home. msg her and notify her. yah, i'm in the wrong for putting aeroplane. fly kite. jus, sorry.

17dec2006, sunday
mama asked me to go ikea. to buy the computer table that i want. but first, she wants to go to crocs to buy the shoe she like. insist of asking me to bring her to vivocity. not wanting to disappoint her, i brought her go. (details will not be mentioned.) and she embarrassed me! omg. qi si wo. she dont want face, why make me also lose face. somemore at vivocity leh!! lucky i dont and wont enter crocs. as in, i wont want to buy their shoes.

as i was angry with her, i didnt talk to her. if not, in a not so nice tone. then we went to marina sqaure. the other crocs store. finally, she got her shoes. and cos i have a friend there, she give me discount. then my mum is like =)) happie. duhs. and i was relieved. lucky me. if not, she (*$((&$^*% in front of my friend, i really super duper no face!

she being happy, earned me a jacket. hee. of any brand. as my b'day prezzie. actually she dont intend to get me any prezzie de. until i keep (&$&# and yah. cos she got her shoe. and i will have my jacket. =)) grins* but... ... currently, i still yet to see any jacket that i like. HA! wait bah.. till i see one that i like, and that will be mine! muwahhahas.

proceed on to ikea. rain rain! god. hate it. ate the delicious chix wings and hotdog. and ta-dah! shopped for my computer table and saw one that i like. mama like also. soo just get it. =)) wah. got to carry the stuff back isnt easy. when it is only me and mama. stupid brother, didnt come with us cos he's out with friends. waited for a cab and carried the stuff back. darn heavy, but we have to. sighs.

tiring day, it was. and yah. my brother gave me a bottle of perfume for my b'day prezzie. grins* anna sui, secret wish. =))

18dec2006, monday
group meeting. short attention span of a few hours and we ended our meeting and split our work. samuel wears a tee shirt that is emm.. attention catching. HA! it was jus.. words " i love my girlfriend" LOL~ soo chezzy. HA!

then meet baobei. waited for her eyebrow shaping.. wah. darn long. walk ard.. and come back. still at it. LOL~ though, it actually jus take half an hour. but half an hour, me on heels is like O.O!! killing me. yah.. then went to eat a lil' before waiting for jeslyn to come. cos she meeting us. but nahs. she cant make it again. so we went to bugis street to walk.. ..

walk and walk.. then yah, nothing much to shop de leh. SIAN. i'm like walking down the shops like strolling along the beach. beach being the shops. AIYA. then i have no more mood to walk liao. and yah, for the fact that i'm on heels. never will i want to wear heels again. tmd. maybe not that heels. slippers still the best.

went to eat mango ice and went home. rain rain, again. sian. dunno why been mood swing these days. like.. aiya just cant spend my attention long for a thing that i do. so.. my high and low mood is like jus moments away.

19dec2006, tuesday
was actually wanted to go badminton with shulay they all. but all the way back to tp, for badminton. and raining somemore. sian. so didnt go. so decided to stay at home to rest. and do my project. but upon, picking bb call. she's alone in orchard. cos of a person made her qi si. made her angry. so i woke up and rush down to town to meet her.

then yah, met her and ask her if she want to catch the movie she wanted to see, Happy Feet. i pei her watch loh. cos initally she and that person watch de, but cos the person made her angry. too angry to watch liao. so.. yah. went to Plaza Sing. watch eragon first. Then decided to watch Happy feet next. movie matharon. but... ... when i am in cinema for Happy Feet, wanted to get my hp out.. then LOST!!!!!

cant find my handphone. damn. frantic. i think i left my hp in washroom. so, i ran back to the washroom. but GONE. not there anymore. but like quite expected lah. left in the washroom for almost an hour. dunno how many hundred pple went in there liao loh. worried as i was. back to the cinema, using baobei's hp to call. but her hp low batt. then one call, and her battery went flat. hav no choice, so use the person besides me to call my hp. it kept ringing, but no one pick up. called twice, and we both went out to information counter to report and see if anyone returns.

but no. the information coutner girl lend me her hp to call. also no one pick up. i was thinking.. why huh? if the person want to steal my hp, he would have jus shut the phone down and throw away the sim card. otherwise hang my call. but NO!! baobei was like 'u wish for the person to hang or shut down ur hp is it?' no lah.. but like.. he's making me feeling upside down. dunno where's my phone. then i confused myself. not too sure if i left it in the washroom or in the previous cinema, screening eragon. i couldnt rmb. darn.

then baobei's hp no batt. damn sway loh. then we went up to the cinema to report as well. cos not sure if i left it in the cinema or washroom. tmd. then i request for a check in the cinema, but currently there's a screening going on in that theatre. soo.. have to wait till it ends, which 11pm. gosh. another 1plus hour to go.

then baobei say she go buy hp batt. shld have sell. no nokia store!! so went to starhub. also dont have. cos her hp model too old liao. then.. we tried finding other stores. almost all closing or closed liao. cant find. back to starhub. asking if they have the charger not. also NO!!!! now, they only have the new nokia charger. as desperate we are, we ask if the starhub have their own charger can lend us to charge her hp not? really for urgert matters. the sales executive, the girl was nice and tried helping us to ask pple to find. and even lend her own hp to let me call my hp.

Again, kept ringing and no one pick up. but aiya. we really darn sway, no battery. no charger. sighs. then left with no much alternatives, we went back to the cinema and cos the ticket counter closing already. we went in and ask if we could wait till 11pm then they lead us inside the cinema theatre to find my hp.
the guy at the counter aint the one i report to, so he ask me for my hp model and ask the staff behind if they found any not. then he ask me to call my hp. borrowed his hp to call, cos baobei's hp cant even be switched on!! then called. the staff inside pass him MY HANDPHONE!! relieved! phew! my dear phone... muacks* then wanting to thank them, we ask who found it and want to thank him personally.

surprisingly, he asked and jus told us that it is found in the washroom. so.. that means i really left it in the washroom!! but.. what's weird is that.. if anyone found the handphone, shldnt the person return it to the infomation counter and not to the cinema? but who cares anyway. since my hp is back to me. =)) grins* so happy and relieved that i cried. hug baobei and cry. then.. .. went to cafe cartel and have a drink and icecream before gg back home.

sorry baobei, that i made her again, haben watch happy feet. 7 bucks show became a frantic show of myself and my hp. baobei was afraid that i misplace my stuff that she insist she carry all the stuff. LOL! darn. i am more and more like janice liao. for misplacing handphones, even in the washroom. LOL! she ever once before, but luckily hers is in school misplace de. easy to get it back.

for me? i consider myself darn lucky. cos.. losing handphone in the washroom of a big shopping mall. is high chance no need get back de loh. but i DID! count myself lucky. a lesson learnt. dont ever take out my handphone in the washroom. and also.. believe in karma. =)) for all the wallets and handphone that i picked up, i returned to the person. the owner. otherwise, to police. i am proud of myself for this. grins* believe that cos i return everything, that why i'm able to get back my handphone and previously my wallet last year. but still have to take good care of my stuff and not to lose it. lalalaa~

and yah, went back to the information counter and thank the pple there. and, the starhub sales executive. and of cos, the golden village staff. and also, thank heaven for allowing me to find back my hp. =)) last of all, baobei for making her run around with me and missed her Happy Feet.

20dec2006, wednesday
stayed at home the entire day. went out for lunch only. and back home. intended to go for camp. i ask for the details as i didnt go for the briefing. was packing my bag for the camp. and... ... disaster came. AHH!! my culinary project. the market list didnt tally. sighs. if it didnt tally, have to redo. stress over it. and talk over the phone with baobei. till wee hours. have no choice, but to give up my camp.

as much as i want to go, i cant. sighs. i cant put my mind at ease if i were to go. after much thinking, i gave up camp. i'm sorry guys. i really do. i want to see you all. have fun. but i cant. all cos of the darn culinary project. stupid project. sighs.

21dec2006, thursday
i didnt go for camp. now, i'm blogging. have to do project. sighs. again, sorry guys. will spend my day doing culinary bah. duhs.

accht over! =)) projs then.

2006-12-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

had my accouting paper on monday. my FIRST and LAST paper! HA! it is the only term test that we had. =)) emm.. as far as concern, my 5 marks GONE! =( saded* but nbm. it's over! KEKE! then was planned to go Raffles City Convention Centre and Pan Pacific with Adeline. But tot of it.. Emmm.. what information can we get if we gets there. Doubt would be nth much.

So, AIYA. dont go lah. lols` me and adel then went to find shan they all. they playing BBALL.. =)) Joined them of cos. Smart me, wearing slipper and play. OUCH! broke my toenail. =x sobs* luckily nvr bleed. BUT AIYA! actually wanted to go pedicure someday or so. no need go liao. nail broke till so... ugly! Serve me right for leaving long toenail. =X

As it started to rain... we changed game! To badminton. =)) AHH. PIAH! Jasmine play badminton damn scary. violent. as though the shuttlecock has no eyes. =x Nearly hit me a few times, and REALLY hit me on my arm once. the WORST was SK!!!! in the same team as him, and he hit my butt with the shuttlecock!!! stupid SK. my poor butt. the rest cldnt help but to keep laughing. HAHA~

Afterwhich, they went for dinner while me, guai guai go home makan. =)) Surprisely, those playing sports during that time... is almost all HTM students. HA! seems like we all mish tp uh. LOL!

AFTER EXAM
People are enjoying holidays. What about me? Projects. DUH. why is it call a holiday when there are assignment for us to hand in the moment school reopens? sian.

we have MICE. FM. and... ... not forgetting, the most hateful project of all. CULINARY. ha! the most mafan project.

i just want to forget everything, and enjoy myself. with minimal spending. HA! no money. sooo broke! seriously, is it really shocking that I dont take allowance from my parents? Is it? That i support myself. IT IS THE TRUTH. though, abit unbelievable.

And also, any job to introduce for these two weeks? currently like no much job offers anywhere.

and yah, supposed to put up some pics. but stuppid blogger. AIYA. gave up after a few trys. lalaa~

my b'day, 7/12

2006-12-09T02:02:00.000+08:00

About school.
It was projects, projects and projects. Late nights due to projects. but it ended. my group barely finished the Lodging project a day before submission, at weijie's place. Amazing! his house have 3 computers. One for each, his brother, sister and himself. So it was logical.

We had a slice of pizza each for dinner. hungry, we are still. but have no choice, we jus wants to finish up everything. was proud of ourselves when we finished Lodging. Left his place at 11pm.

Had presentation for both FBOps and Lodging on Monday. Two presentations on the same day. Call it a blessing or otherwise, depending on your view. Afterall, we cleared it all. =)) smiles. Whether was it good not, it is not on us to judge, but the teacher. so who cares, wait till grades are out.

Major projects are over. New ones appeared. MICE project 2 which my group had barely started on. Facilities individual project that almost everyone have not even started reading! To be handed in by... ... when we are back from our holidays. In other days, holidays aint holidays. but project days. SIAN.

then, had ARTs appreciation presentation. Not formal, but an ACT. my group performed fairly, some hipcups here and there. well, we are just too nervous that we misplaced our props, forgot lines and BLAH. but anyway, ITS over! other groups were nice! interesting i would say. SOOOO CUTE. if not, interesting and emo. HA! weijie's part kept me laughing. he was performing well. i would say. but i just wanna laugh. Class ended early, cos we started early.

The end of school term. An Accounting Test in TP and no more school for me till next year.

My 18th birthday.
First of all, would like to thank those who wished me. Be it thru sms, phonecall, online msn and even friendster. and also. even for "prior wishers" or "post wishers". And, not forgeting those who wished me in person.

The exact names i would not be able to come up with. Perhaps maybe just the first person. SMS, closest to 7 dec, 00:00 is baobei. Phonecall, is ahchen, which i had a long 2hours plus talk with. Online msn, i couldnt rmb due to "prior wishers". Friendster, would be mostly thru' testimonials. What i didnt expect was, Seraphina to msg me. Thru' overseas. So sweet of her. =)) imishyou, ger.

7 December is my b'day! My 18th b'day. Lotsa pple i know having b'day on this day. In my poly year 1 class 1H06, Jason and MingXian. In my Secondary 1, class 1E3, Seraphina and Joadine. And of cos, my cousin, known him since i was borned, exactly 12 years older than me. Meaning, he's also a dragon. And also, my previous workplace, at the airport, Shirleen. So coincidence yah?

First celebration was with my family, on Sunday 3rd dec. I had lunch at Delifrance with korkor and mummy. Order too much and thus, couldnt finish. Yummy lunch though. After which, went to weijie house to do project. (as stated in the first paragraph.)

Then, on thursday, 7 dec, i had culinary lessons. Tag line: "What prezzies do you expect when your b'day falls on Culinary today? Scoldings from chef. " HA! this somehow have been my personal msg on MSN for a few days. I actually did thought of this. Should i skip culinary? For the fact that i will definitely get scoldings from chefs. And, its my b'day and i'll get scoldings!!! but i went anyway.

As expected, i got scolded. Rather a few times. B'day aint an excuse for you to work slow yah? LOL! but it happened that, the class knew about it and at the end of the day, they sang the b'day song. Touched? well, a lil' but more of embarrassed. =x didnt expect it though. like out of the sudden. cos like not everyone in culinary i really know and close with. LOL!

but i am still thankful for the song. =)) Smiles. thanks guys. then later, went home and changed. Didnt want to go out with such a huge bag of mine. Changed and wait for baobei to fetch me. so swit of her yah? Though i'm almost done when she reached, but upon seeing her dressing soooo normal, made me abnormal. HA! so i changed to a more simple top. =))

We went to City Hall and on our way there, she kept lying to me that she... ... did not managed to get my prezzie for me. HA! well, cos it is rather difficult to find. she asked me what i would like to recieve on my b'day. So, i gave her a challenging task. It is to find a watch for me, that suits me, that i like and easy to match. if you guys notice, i seldom wear a watch. cos i dont really have one. and it is because i cant find one that i like, and suits me as well. Sooo.. i leave the task to her.

Then she ran to almost every shopping centre in SG. and couldnt find any watch. If there's the case, then postpone loh. after her trip to KL. then we went to Suntec City and went to eat Pizza Hut. the merry pizza was emm.. alrights loh. but not very super nice. LOL! then she ran to get the cake from polar cakes, w/o letting me know. Thus, lie again. Ran back and yah. She brought the cake in and sang the b'day song. No no no. Not her who sing, but.. the song. HA!

She then took out a box, ' prezzie for you '. She really did got a watch. LOL. a star star watch. sporty kind. then she goes explaining to me how the watch came about. blah blah blah... well, in short, it came from japan. her sister's friend's brought it back in SG. shared by baobei, victoria, jeslyn and st. thanks guys. =))

the b'day card, HA! no comments. then we finished and went to esplanade, hoping to drink 'dou jiang', but GONE! no shop selling that liao. so we headed for home. =)) baobei sent me home before going back. sort of da.. whole day, i was meant to be treated nicely, maybe like a lil' princess. or rather, she's my boyfren. HA! *still thinking of the synosis.*

on friday, 8 dec, had arts appreciation lesson. details as above. ended class. waited for sk to end his and we make our way down to amy's place. expected that we would have a late dinner, me and sk bought cup noodle to eat first. HA! yummy delicious. my first meal of the day. 3rd thing i had for the whole day. 1st was milo drink. 2nd was cookies and cream icecream! i finally had it!!!!! HA! and yah, 3rd, the cup noodle loh.

then yah. they started cooking fried rice. well, of cos mis-en-place first. and yah. then finally cook it. i wasnt allow to do any cooking. emm.. soo.. sit there shake leg loh. HA! poor beeyan was to peel the shell off the prawns. janice and amy chopping. sk cutting the fish cake. lalaa~

then came wenna. and followed by shan and jasmine who went to watch concert at NYP. claiming that there were lotsa handsome guys there, compared to TP. HA! well, i have yet to check it out. perhaps i shld huh? HA! had our wonderful dinner fried rice by Janice and Beeyan.

then went to the park NEARBY. where the DISASTER BEGUN. GOD, they tricked me and spray me with... ... SNOW SPRAY! you know? Those christmas sprays. ON GOD! i ran around the park like some idiot going crazy. running for help. LOL! who was up on my heels? SHULAY! she was soooo enthu in chasing after me loh.

afterwhich, i ran back to the pavillion and found my AMULET! the IMPT items bag. it contains of the cameras, hp and blah. things that couldnt get wet. shan was like trying to ask me to put it down. i INSIST not to. cos that is my ONLY amulet. it did saved me. anyway, duno who ah.. spray the snow ONTO my FACE! and yah. RIGHT into my MOUTH. OH GOD. *pui* trying hard to pui out all foam in my mouth. damn shit lah.

the taste sucks big time. then we make our way back to AMY's place. i seriously need water to rinse off the damn foam out. we played a lil' on our way back too. we got to share the love yah? soo we SHARED the foam! HA! well, i stink right after. i smelt like a salted FISH on sale. EEeee..

Seriously, if its christmas or whatever festive season, ANYONE who spray me. will get VULGARITIES from me. thats for sure. baobei knows it best. cos she experienced it once. She know me for a year plus. and thats the first time that i ever SHOUTEd vulgarities in front of her. think back... ... A guy spray similar snow spray at me. i was pissed. i scolded hokkien vulgarities in a SMOOTH FLOW. and... ... even threw my 1/4 cup left of iced chocolate from coffee bean at him. if didnt rmb wrongly, it HIT him. HA! thats merry christmas for him. u spray snow? i throw iced chocolate, isnt it fair? =)) SMILES. baobei was shocked then. HA.

back to b'day celebration. then, we cut the cake and yah.. ate it up. took pictures. and one more! DESSERT! ice cream for us. HA! then afterwards, we went up to amy's room and.. ta-da! they wants me to find my prezzie. i have already guessed it right, stupid sk hinted me that its not. KNS! make me find much much longer before they ask me to search for the same area.

its a BAG. =)) nice bag. first founded by AMY. colour chosen and justified by SHAN! prezzie+ dinner+ cake+ miscellaneous was shared among the whole clique. thanks guys! =)) the bag shld be suitable for culinary yah? so that u guys no need every thursday see me go CAMPING yah? HA! and yah, thanks for those who made my day soo HAPPY and FUN. we share the love yah?

Seriously, i am thankful for have you guys. otherwise, my poly days would be a bore. You people are part of my life. and of cos, not forgetting BAOBEI. celebration with her is more PEACEFUL and a lil' spice of her SURPRISES. Thanks for all the efforts, troubles to get me the watch. though i dont really love it, but still i like it. i'll wear it around. =)) muacks*

` well-mixed celebrations i had. =)) my 18th b'day was fun. more celebrations for me? emm..

photos up soon. depending on how fast pple send me. HA!

culi miracle

2006-11-16T17:09:00.000+08:00

haben been updating yah. sighs. i had no time to blog. and... when i have the time to... i realised i got too much things to blog about things happening in my life, my outings. SO decided not to.

MICE project has been done! =)) grins* so is Lodging+ Facility Mgt FILA~. peace at last.. well, my group handed it in yesterday w/o much consideration. we are jus damn slack this semester that we're like.. AHHHH!! cant be bothered and hand in. with this 2 items completed, there is more to follow... ... nvr ending projects~ one after the other.

And yah, do i really look sad at times? do i really look like i'm very stressed up? do i look like i am very tired all the while? Have i been showing such expressions? friends have been saying that i look like very sad... very stress.. etc. but i'm ALRIGHT~ well, that's what i believed. just that sometimes i will just stone. stare blankly. empty mind.

today Culinary Lesson is miracle!! I supposed to get up at 545am. Leave house at 615am. Reach sentosa at 730am. and get changed for Culinary class and report at 8am. but... ... I WOKE UP DAMN LATE. at 7am! GOSH. thinking that i am sure to be late.. was considering not to attend class today.. but... ... all my grp members stuff are with me. DIE. how? TAKE CAB loh. 1 hour to reach school, is like impossible for me.

i wash face and get changed. left house at 715am. was telling myself. IF BY 720am cant managed to get a cab, then jiu dont go school liao. but luckily, i managed to get a cab. =)) Taxi uncle was very nice and tried to rush for me. =)) grins* and.. i reached school at 750am!!! VOOM!! alighted the taxi and run to the toilet to change into my CHEF UNIFORM. everyone was like... " jeanie, why you sooo late? " i shouted my explanation: " i woke up at 7am!!! Rush a cab down!!! "

and ta-dah! i got changed and managed to report at 8am!! and.. you know.. i got my FIRST 1mark for perfect attire, in the THREE WEEKS! lalalaa~ soo happie. hah! but... ... sad at the same time. cos.. my 14bucks flew off, in just taking cab! LOL!

time and money is nvr enuff for me. i yearn for more sleep. for more enjoyment. for perfect complexion. for no more dark eye rings. for perfect health. for good food. and many more. man are greedy. so am i. so many things that i want, yet i dont have. my resolution for next year or this year b'day wish? LOL!

no words could describe my feelings right at this moment.

recovery from hurt

2006-11-02T19:23:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating. didnt have the time to. okay, here i go... ...

i've recovered! =)) grins* i think so. ha! i didnt think so much. well, anyway.. it is jus a crush. just xi huan a person. since so much facts have shown that me and him is impossible. so what for think abt it yah? hahas! and like baobei says, highly predicted that even if we are together, we most likely wont last long. soo.. like what for getting into a r/s that wldn't last? lalalaa~

and some other many things allow me to totally give up. i meant it. jus treat him merely as a friend. in this way would be better!! =)) and also, projects are piling! omg! to complete in a month. gosh! how to?!?!?! but we had to! ARGH! but not in the mood to do project. i am still lost in my own holidays~ HA!

by next week, meaning nov 6 onwards, my time shall be devoted to my dearest projects! see!! i have no time for outings with friends.. still wanna mention about having a bf... AIYA! where gort time for r/s? so... being SINGLE still best! though at times wld like to have a bf.. but thinking of all the negatives tagged along with it... ... i think remaining my status is still the BEST! =)) grins*

30/10/2006 marks the day, our anniversary. our friendship day! =)) grins* first time, we managed to come in FULL FORCE. at shan's place. though with... a few missing. but the skeleton of the clique is present! sooo happy! keke! have lotsa fun there~ with updating on each other's lives.. EMmm.. guys, i love u all! =)) hee.

my life is going to be busy, but nevertheless.. i am still constantly thinking you guys, my dearest friends. thanks for being supportive. and yah, all sort.. and beeyan! thanks for your ai xin honey. and the bitter leaves wld never be bitter as your love was added in it. =p bleahs! nearly puke when i typed this. HA! but really thanks!

and.. baobei for the constant care and concern you showered on me. made me feel so blessed. muwahaha! thanks all the herbal tea u bought for me. though bitter, but i still finished it. and trying ways and means to force me to eat mint to cure my stupid throat.. and also, bought eye gel for my dark eye rings. and yah.... the MORNING CALLs~ have been punctual. unlike mine... sorry. and lotsa stuff... btw, hope something turns out good for VJCT matter. hee. lalalaa~

and other other pple who have shown concern for me. i really appreciated it. love you guys. =)) grins* muacks!! my thinking remains the same, FRIENDS are still the most IMPT in my life. well, not taking family and studies into consideration. LOL! well, these 3 things takes up the top 3 of my life. keke! =))

i lost.

2006-10-27T01:05:00.000+08:00

guess i'm giving up. yah. he's been clear cut enuff. in some way or another. tearing* yes, i'm tearing..

xi huan yi ge ren hen xin ku. i tried before such feeling. and why am i doing it again? why am i torturing myself. think i am getting out of this misery soon. i'll leave you alone and no longer bothers you..

xiaotoot stays away. tears alone. **

will not msg you again, unless u msg me first.
which is impossible.
will not call you again, unless there's a need to.
which is less likely.
will just leave you, to calm my heart down.
to stop those tears from falling.

been hurt. tears~

love hurts, aint it?

2006-10-21T15:08:00.000+08:00

the tp dance concert was like wooh!! though some of the dances isnt very nice. cos like all actions like not very pei.. not together.. but overall, it's great. my dearest mummy, amy dance so cute.. so cartoon and her costume is emmm.. dont like.. auntie!! hahaas~ then later we met up with sk and eat dinner at bedok interchange.. =)) yummy porridge. but no appetite to eat furthur more.. then later went home.. baobei stayover at my place.. cos of avoiding some disaster item at home. =x hahahs!! seems like my place has been a bomb shelter for her. LOL.

pple ard me has been hurting.. cos of a bloody word, LOVE.. this can hurt my friends dearly.. as a friend, i couldnt do anything to help them feel better.. but to only pray for the dark clouds to go away.. hey u pple, stop hurting my dearest friends.. leave them alone if u arent serious.. came to a conclusion that, all loves that starts.. will end eventually.. THE BEGINNING OF THE END.. so why start? sighs. it's not within our control.. if only, love is something that we could control.. then i would stop myself from falling in love.. cos somehow or rather.. i dont wish for it to end..

feeling low recently... ahh.. i pms bah.. dunno what's wrong with me.. i'm afraid.. afraid of falling in love.. cos i am scare of getting hurt.. yah, i am easily hurt.. crys easily.. jus like a water tap.. as describe by baobei.. LOL. i scare that i might have like you, mr Display.. why are u giving some wrong hints from the start? and didnt continue with it? perhaps u realise that u are wrong, thats why u stop. you know.. this has been giving some aimless dreams recently.. unrealistic dreams rather.. sighs.

perhaps i shld jus stop myself from falling, i will try.. i hate myself from liking somebody.. why sink yourself into misery when u could jus stop it from the start.. stupid me. why do stupid acts for the other, when he doesnt appreciate or knows about it.. love is jus stupid.. argh!! why when i am feeling sick.. lying on the bed since 9pm.. but jus didnt wanna sleep.. cos of waiting for a call.. a call from him.. i waited and waited.. but.. my phone didnt ring.. gave up after waiting for 3 hours.. meaning.. i waited till 12mn. finally off to my sleep. spent 3 hours waiting.. how patient i am huh?

the following day, still got to wake up early for work.. was feeling cold all along.. didnt wanna move alot.. didnt wanna talk alot too.. it's so not me lah!! i was known to be the super noisy there.. LOL! when i was feeling cold, he adds on to the coldness.. we didnt talk much.. ignore each other like for good.. physically sick was bad enuff, now still adds on with mentally sick.. gosh! i'm gg crazy.. think i gotta let go.. of the mental sickness... to never think of him.. and rmb importantly.. love hurts and doesnt have a good ending...

school starting soon... awwh.. so sian!! though i mish school.. i too mish holidays.. cos..... the fear of projects are gg to be here again!! AHHHH!!

steamboat. mr Display. movie.

2006-10-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

wednesday, 11 oct. went to amy's place to steamboat!! arranged to meet at bedok NTUC to shop for groceries for the steamboat. late late late..... as USUAL. haha. we happily take the food as though they doesnt seems to cost us much. never realised that we spent about $12 on the food. OMG! that's almost the same price we pays for at Marina Bay Steamboat..

proceed on to amy's place.. we all happily remove all the packets and wash them.. and boil the soup base first.. and yah. used a traditional steamboat machine.. after we enjoyed for a while.. the 5 hungry pigs... namely. amy, shan, sk, sk's girl and me.. busy cooking and eating. then suddenly NO FIRE!! omg. we tried and tried.. read the instructions.. still cant.

then realise.. amy actually got a electric one!! TRANSFER~ and continue our eating.. LOL!! then after which... GOSH. we are almost full.. but still alot of food. then we started pushing fault to each other... about who takes 2 packets of *** want huh? pushing responsibilities here and there~ and yah.. another thing!! whenever, either one of us... walks off our seat to elsewhere.. then when we are back to the table, OMG!!! the empty bowl becomes FULL again. lols!

in the end, we didnt managed to finish the food. sighs. but.. we HAD FUN. keke! then later shan and sk's girl went home. left me, amy and SK. we three went to ECP, with the intention of cycling.. but no shops open!! LOL! and yah... bowling centre closing... arcade also closing.. we ended up... walking around. drinking.. =)) and sitting here and there to chit-chat. =))

-->> photos to be updated later. in this entry... but i got to wait for SK to upload pictures and send me! =)) hee. <<--

then finally went back to amy place. SLEEP~!! =)) the next day, thursday, 12 oct. wanted to play badminton in the morning with Jason they all de. BUT shan overslept. and... amy didnt really have the mood to go.. so cancel the badminton outing.. then we three went to far east plaza in an attempt to search for amy's friend's prezzie. she got a bag for her friend. at a shop mainly sells shoes! LOL. then amy wanted to buy shoe.. but cant find the one she likes. the one she likes and we likes... NO MORE SIZE! as predicted by SK. -.-"" sway mouth. haha!

then later... i ate shilin's oyster mee sua.. yummy. and sk they two had chirpy's chicken and fish. had some inside jokes there! LOL!! =p then we bought bubble tea and walked down to heeren and took neoprints! cos of the cloning machine! LOL! new machine.. not very new exactly... but we three yet to use it. after taking.. and decorating... AHHH!! BLACKOUT! no electricity.. OMG. i got to rush off for a movie. and left them there. Poor amy and sk got to redecorate the photos. LOL.

meet changyong for 'You, Me and Dupree'. we are early for show.. which is.. my 3rd time being early loh. LOL! the show is not bad. rather funny de.. LOL!! then later after he had dinner at PS, we went to swensens to eat Ice-Cream. grins* after which, went to Takashimaya to get some herbal tea. Long time no drink lerh.. Stupid Baobei nvr buy for me lerh.. =p had it and walk around somemore b4 gg home. =))

Long time no meet him lerh loh. My Pasir Ris fren kaki.. LOL! and yah.. my most happening thing of the day is.. when i was accompanying Amy to go the washroom at Heeren. i open the door for her. then... i used too much strength.. BANG! emm.. thinking ' why my finger like uncomfortable?' then realised!! my ring was dented!! flat can?!?! to the extent that i cant take my ring off my finger!! soo... i tried to twist the ring a little.. and use the same door to bang my ring to the wall again.. PHEW! finally can take it off... but it is extremely out of shape!! LOL! then went to wisma to let the person hit back to the round shape. =)) grins* phew. otherwise, baobei sure will *(%)&(#^% scold me for not taking care of the ring well. hee. but i told her the truth anyway. hee. honest ger, i am. =p

Friday, 13 oct. went for work.. was happily laughing away in the morning. went to have my breakfast as well.. =)) grins* then later somehow or rather... something got intome.. and i wasnt in the mood.. couldnt be smiling.. like smile also... like not natural smile.. sighs* WHAT WRONG with me.. lol! then later went to meet baobei.. i was too tired that i overslept.. GOSH. mish the toa payoh stop and went all the way to yio chu kang. =x but luckily i wasnt late. =)) hee.

then went to billy bombers to eat. =)) then later jeslyn came and we went to nydc to eat dessert. haha!! got photos!! keke. and yah.. thats my day.

'Desire Me' and 'Pink Pussy' before mix.

drinks after MIX. with mashed potato. hee. Yummy!!

N.Y.D.C. cheesecake and fruity elephant! LOL~

-->> mr Display is a PIG. a sleeping PIG. anywhere also can sleep de! Ultimate PIG. hee. LOLs~ had fun scaring him out of his sleep. =p but.. yah.. like i very bad loh. LOL!! but really soo envious, can sleep sooo much. LOL! but somehow or rather, i think he's really for display. Only for me to SEE. guessed he would already have a ideal girl in mind.. muwahhahas! what am i talking? i'm crazy.

but one thing for sure, i mishing him. =)) just a second more, just another glance.. is all i want. lalalaaa~ i'm just admiring you. <<--

bb's b'day

2006-10-11T14:09:00.000+08:00

ytd was baobei's b'day!! meet vic at 445pm. but i was late!! very late!! ard 515pm then reach.. then realised that vic has yet to buy baobei's prezzie!! to we tried to rush to get it.. but realised that we didnt have time.. so gave up.

give baobei another day bah. and yah.. the prezzie i got for baobei is the Levi's jacket i bought from HK. =)) gave her way before her b'day. =)) then later bb says she reaching already. made the two of us kan jiong!! LOL! yet to buy cake.. and wisma didnt have much cake shop. so we bought at breadtalk.. the small slices are too small to be a cake. then the round cakes are too big!! LOL~ soo.. we got the rectangle cake. only got two flavors... Blackforest and Green Tea. Thinking that bb almost every year eat blackforest.. so we chose green tea. BAD CHOICE!!

we hid the cake in my bag.. phew! small enuff.. then we went to Central at Takashimaya to eat.. Bb says there de food nice mahs.. HK cafe lai de.. we order food and food.. nice nice! yummy. then later Vic ask bb to pei her go toilet.. then so.. gave me the time to do the set-up. LOL! to put the cake on the table.. and ask the staff for lighter and plates.. LOL!!

then light the candle when they two are back. bb nvr see the cake until she came back. then she got shock. LOL!! and her first reaction is... " WHY IS THE CAKE GREEN IN COLOR??!?! " LOL!! she dislikes or rather hate the colour green.. so she is like.. EEeeeEEee.. WHY?!?!? then told her. Green Tea Cake.. then what? black in colour meh!! hahha~ took photos~ =))

why is the cake green?!?! pout face!

trying hard to make a wish...

cut the cake... OOPs! haben blow the candle first!

faster blow~~ lols!

the three of us. me, vic and shirley.

went to tcc. we drink sodas. red, yellow and green. =)) traffic lights!

after which, we go play pool. Pro vic about to shoot the ball. LOL!

after that.. we all went home. initally, wanted to go for hui an's chalet. but.. was too tired. and no one is staying!!! as in, pple that i know.. and yah. my hp no batt. if i lost, jiu cham!! Sorry hui an~ Hope u have lotsa fun!! =))

-->> i'm missing someone.. mr DISPLAY. hope that time pass faster. so that i could see u sooner.. =)) grins* <<--

apple. T1. phototake. mr Display

2006-10-09T17:13:00.000+08:00

stayed over at bong's place. ehh.. bong is serena's friend. actually staying over at serena's place de. but cos her hse abit messy. so she suggested bong's place. they both.. maple craze de! LOL~ take turns to chiong to level their maple character.. her bed is damn nice to sleep. so cozy. haha! had abt 2 to 3 hours of sleep and got to get up to work. sian. yawns*

i reported to work very early. got up very early mahs. boring work. no sales. no people de loh. wth* but got place to sleep. to slack. alot much more lenient than compared to the other terminal. anyway, i spent my time slacking and playing around. ha!

took a few photos.. for fun! =)) post here.. lalalaa~

crazy woman in the day. =)) grins*

can u see his eyelashes?! damn long lah! *envious

Slacking Scene 1.. ACTION!

Slacking Scene 2.. ACTION!! haha~

in a flash~! i'm gone! haha! got customer mahs. then i ran off b4 the cam took the pic. LOL!

we TRY again! me and bee hong. Apple and Creative. Buddies or Enemies? Customer either wanna buy creative or apple. HAHA!

-->> surprised to see him today! =)) to avoid confusion, lemme named him as mr DISPLAY. keke! mr DISPLAY came over. and yah. SPOTTED him. grins* but.. also.. OMG! cos.. he saw me wearing my spectacles.. and he is like teasing me lah.. -.-"" liews. my eye like pain pain mahs. thats why didnt wear contacts. sian.

went over to talk to him for a while. though just a short while, but happy as well. stupid him lah. bluff me de. and i BELIEVED him!! hahas~ how stupid am i... LOL! and yah.. i'm really keen to know more about him.. cos he got the mysterious feeling. maybe cos he's rather quiet.. cant wait to see him again. to question him this and that.. to find out about him.. =))

conclusion: he's cute. =p <<--

junior - jvc

2006-10-08T17:08:00.000+08:00

first time talking to him today. grins* he seems not to talk alot.. when he talks, he abit lame.. haha! his name is unique.. very unique. first time heard of.. =)) emm.. dunno what's his impression of me? LOL!

i'm dreaming. lalalaa~

2006-10-04T01:18:00.000+08:00

i always hate to post pictures at blogger. cos almost 70% of the times will fail. but i will jus keep trying!! LOL. yah.. i trying to post some HK pics we took together~ grins*

ARGH! i only managed to post five pictures. For the rest, perhaps you can refer to my friend's blog, SENGKWANG~ He post more pictures than i have.. I tried for quite a few times. and yah... gave up! LOL~ emmm.. i really hate blogger posting of pictures!!

And yah, since i was back from HK. I have been enjoying myself. going out almost everyday. to meet friend. and yah.. eat good food. sing ktv. watch movies. but... it's not going to last... COS no money!! HAHA! and now, i am doing a very challenging thing...

which is. to work in Changi Airport from 7am to 3pm. Imagine... i am staying in bukit batok.. and i got to reach the Airport at 7am. First train is my only hope! BUT... there's still possibility of being late. =x I gotta run to change my pass. and run to store and punch my card! Racing with time!!! hahahas~ challenging huh.. LOL!

And yah, saw someone which makes me think of the past. Well, it is not him. But... ... the hairstyle and 'seh' or style... reminds me of him.. AHHH. please STOP! stop looking at him!! LOL~ Get my eyes off him!!!! omg. Well, anyway... he is only for display.. also not for sale. HAHA! just like me.. ONLY FOR DISPLAY. =))

HK trip Year2006

2006-10-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

back from HONGKONG~ was away from home from 23sept to 27sept. remember i say initially we were going to BANGKOK, THAILAND. BUt due to the military riots in BANGKOK, we changed plan to hongkong instead. We have already bought the air tickets to bangkok, using AirAsia plane. But due to the military riots, we wanted a refund. BUT couldnt, only can have the credit share. MEANING: we still got to fly their aircraft. AirAsia dont have a flight from SG to HK. the nearest they have is.... Kuala Lumpur to Macau. Our only choice...... !!

And, we then bought air ticket from JETSTAR, flying HK back to SG on the 27sept. the decision of changing our destination was just TWO days before our departure!! It is soo sudden loh! our transportation plan was to....

1. take a bus to Johor Bahru
2. take a coach to Kuala Lumpur
3. take AirAsia plane to Macau
4. take a ferry to HongKong
5. then finally take Jetstar back to Singapore.

Now, i will write about my itinenary of my memorable trip. I did wrote a diary then, okay!! LOL.

Day 1, 23 Sept.
- meet at kranji at 8am. as usual, we are late. 8.30am then we all reached.
- took bus 170 and enter Johor Bahru.
- bought coach ticket to Kuala Lumpur at Ringgit $30, Super Nice bus.
- went to eat Chicken Rice. the stupid shop got COCKROACH!! Yucks! and the waitress still so rudely say me: " What is there to be scare about? " Liews. i am her customer leh!! But anyway, the Chix rice is not bad.
- went to "report" to the counter to take us to sit the coach. surprised that the person allowed us to take a cab to the coach terminal instead of taking a van. The usual way is to take a van there.
- search for the counter to report at the terminal, then board the SuperNice Bus. set off at 11am!! =)) KL, here we come~~
- reach KL at 4.30pm. Yawns. Sleep alot.
- eat A&W, which is no longer available in SG! curly fries and root beer float! yummy.
- went Chinatown and bought perfume with shan. at Ringgit $20. Of cos, fake de lah. But how often will i use it?
- eat fried kuay tiao. =)) but not very nice leh.
- took a cab to KLCC to take the airbus to Low Cost Carrier Terminal(LCCT), as told by the idiot AirAsia guy. after we alighted the cab, then we realised we supposed to go KLC, not KLCC. Stupid AirAsia guy, bluff us or give us wrong Information. SHIT HIM.
- lost our way there. and took another cab to the LCCT directly at 730pm. Rush our way there.
- reached there at 845pm. No money left. due to the cab fare. LOL.
- Check-in at the counter. went in the Transit area and wait for the plane. the seatings is first-come-first-serve basis. Got to rush in!! Haha! Kiasu trademark. but elderly and children got privilege to get in first. So considerate. emm.. the plane is soo COOL. =)) flying at 1030pm.
- sleep in plane. neck super tired. the smell of the food is soo tempting. other pax bought food onboard. we didnt. cos no more ringgit!!LOL. see thru' the window. the nightview.. is WAH.. cannot see anything. dark dark de. got stars! =))

Day 2, 24 Sept.
- Macau at 2.15am. Customs very strict. took a long time to check the passports and blah.. finally went thru'. tried looking for brochures. But found NOTHING. information counter not very useful. and the staff disappear after a while.
- Ask the security guard instead. Realised that Macau International Airport is not at Macau. took a cab of HK$60 to get to a curry noodle store. While, in the store, saw many teenagers walking on the streets. seems as though after clubbing. Later got two butch with one pretty girl. Their faces red red de.. think after clubbing also.
- After we left the mee store, immediate at the side is one club. LOL. look rather modern. =)) we went to walk around. exploring around before getting to the ferry terminal. Took alot of pics. The casinos damn beautiful lah!! went to some tourist attraction. Got roman empire and tang dynasty and so on.. BEAUITFUL~
- around 5am lerh. walk our way to the ferry terminal. Look kinda like an airport. bought tickets and took 6.30am boat. Again, we kiasu. see people queue for the entrance, we went to queue as well. =p
- the boat is so dizzy lah. shaky. that my writing in my diary.. is YUCKs. ugly. haha~
-reached HONGKONG at 730am. =)) grins* we walked for hours in search for hotels. difficult to find loh. finally found one. standford hotel. Expensive. but alright to us. Cos we, 4 people shared a room for TWO!! =x we smuggle in. hahhaa~ OMG.

we then walked around Mongkok area. Lalala~ after that, didnt write anymore diary. NO TIME! shop. eat. and sleep. WOOHOO~ time is never enough. and the people are ah... like rushing here and there~ and most importantly. there have ALOT OF HANDSOME BOIS. CUTE BOIS. AHHHHH~~ LENG ZAI ALOT ALOT~ LOL. LENG LUI also alot!! haha~ GOOD SHOES huh, shan. LOL!! inside joke. =P

and yah. we saw posters of Edison at the pillar in the MTR!!! AHHH.. i couldnt take it. SOO EXCITED and HAPPY. went to take pictures with 'HIM'. =)) though, not the real edison, but the poster is enough to make me happy. GRINS*

and we saw a star there. as in MING XING. the one acted in the VAMPIRE show de.. exactly as how he look in the drama series. and yah.. we went to EEG. the music company TWINS worked in. cos SK need to collect something in behalf for his friend. WOO. the view from the office is soo beautiful lah.

went a few streets to find the TWINS new album. cos they got two type of cover. One of the cover is nicer. and they got two free posters. So i went to find many CD stores for it. Many places either have the CD cover i wanted, but no more posters. or have posters, but no CD cover i wanted. Some even dont have anymore posters or CDs left. finally found it on the last day! PHEW. it is meant for Baobei de. though, i also dunno if SG came out already or not. cos if come out lerh, she sure buy lerh loh. BUT i bought it anyway, if she already have it, then i keep it for myself loh.
Luckily SG have yet to have the new album. =)) its title is 'HO HOO TAN'. =))

actually, to think of it. i not really bought alot of stuff lah. but i spent alot of money on food. the dessert is damn nice~! 'XU LIU SHAN' is the shop. super delicious! =)) and the 'DOU JIANG YOU TIAO' also very nice. we ate at a cafe near our hotel. the 'DOU JIANG' is thick and nice~ yummy. and on the last day, shan's HK friend brought us to a tim sum restaurant to eat. some of the dishes are yummy yummy nice! However, thru' out the whole trip, i didnt managed to eat delicious 'CHEE CHEONG FAN'.. sian. i still think the BEST 'chee cheong fan' i have eaten, is in GENTING~ i mish it alot.

the most EXPENSIVE thing i have spent on, is a LEVIS jacket. omg. bought that and i have no more money left. that i have to withdraw money.. SIAN. it is really very nice. worth the money, i think. considered quite long before buying it. And, it is not for myself. for myself, think i wouldnt bear to spend that amount of money. it is bought for someone. =)) as a present. birthday prezzie.

and yah.. alot of things happened. shan's boi, derek was been stopped by police there. and got checked. Luckily, got bring passports out. else, we gotta be locked up. the police there, like nothing to do.. walk here and there. scary. and we saw a vendor with no license de that kind. roadside stall.. selling bags. saw police, and he immediately push his cart away. LOL. scare kanna caught. hahas. interesting.

and yah.. on our last day, we saw police in another room on the same level as us. dunno what happened there. shan ask the manager or smthg. then he just talk her that someone faint.. it is like... -.-"" so fake lah. if it is only someone faint, how come when we go down, only got so many police cars. and no ambulance. LOL!

and yah.. we still shopped on the last day. and rushed our way to the airport. phew! lucky not late. i dont like Jetstar plane. smaller. more uncomfortable. and the stewardess are not all friendly. overall, still AirAsia better. but if gg to HK, no choice, only got Jetstar. LOL. for budget planes lah. lols~

after we touched down in SG at about 11.50pm. i bought vodka again. =)) using SK name. cos i still cannot buy liquor. i not yet 18!!! sian. but lucky SK not buying. LOL. i bought the vodka peach. new flavor. still got another one. vodka grapefruit. but guess got to wait till the next trip bah! =))

went to stayover at derek's place with SHAN. me being lightbulb again. sian. and yah.. couldnt find my wallet. thought lost. then i paranoid. saded. but luckily, it is with SK. PHEW! =))

thats all i can remembered. =)) i enjoyed my trip. i mish HK. i want to go back. so do my friends. LOL! we all mish HK. but pocket.. no more money. LOL. in total, we each have spent 1000++. we got to save again, to go another trip. perhaps to somewhere nearer.. cos no money. haha!

many days

2006-09-23T02:30:00.000+08:00

Many days since i updated my blog. Tried typing and couldnt finish, thus saved as draft. Then now, guess i shall just briefly talk about my past few days, though i couldnt rmb which date is it. LOL.

went to meet devon and yani they all, after my IMF work. instead of dinner, we went to upub, devon's aunt pub. however, yani didnt go.. cos she had smthg on. so left with me, devon, jari and cheryl.

devon isnt in good mood. thus she kept drinking. we accompanied her drink. somehow or rather, due to a game of pool, she got to know new friends. the new friends are soo enthusiatic that they kept treating us drink. not beer or what. but martell! -.-" of cos i didnt take much. but devon did. she drank so much that she couldnt walk straight.

we offered to send her home, but she insist to go home herself. after which, halfway to gg home, we realised that she didnt go home, instead went to club momo to find jo. sighs. we u-turn back to find her, worrying about her. luckily, we could. then heartbroken devon was so sad that that's the first time i see her like that. jari tried to console her and stuff like that. while me and cheryl decides to stay quiet and let them two talk.

till about 4am like that, two policemen walked past us. phew! lucky didnt check IC.. though i will not be caught for kids loitering at night, but will be caught for underage drinking! sign of relief for me. then finally, they finish their talk and we all went home.

i dunno what i could do to console her. to comfort her or what. it really pains my heart when i see her soo heartbroken over jo. yet, i cant do anything about it. what a failure am i. what i can do is to pray hard that she get over jo soon and be back to herself.

IMF is finally over!! I mish the people there. The people i worked with and lalalalaa~ but if u ask me, so what have you learnt in this IMF event? I would reply, " i dunno ". or perhaps i could say i learnt how to put ice into ice box? putting tongs? or running here and there helping other departments.. LOL! AH-HA! i know what i learnt!! I learnt to multi-task~ LOL. not at one time, but in a day. hahas~

Suntec held a thank-you party for us. And, i was freaking late that i am soooo embarassed to enter the theatre. but i did. =x The food served was nice. alot to eat. and yah.. i'm hungry thats why. Collected my certificate that i been waiting for! and left after some photo-taking.. =)) grins* i loves my team. we are the ICE TEAM! we ROCKs. ha!

and yah. we even went for bowling and arcade-ing together! Benjamin was the funniest of the bowling game. while Joch was the most pro one! hahas! Linus was the one keep pekcheking that how come Ben will win him, even with his funny pose. HA! I really mish them. And alot alot more.. to be mention later? hahahas!

and LASTLY, i am going off soon lerh. not to THAILAND, but to HONGKONG instead. what a big change of destination. it is all because of the THAILAND PM, military laws thingy. riots. AIYAH. spoiler. but.. luckily, we still manage to go somewhere. but somewhere is more EXPENSIVE! omg. i am leaving SINGAPORE soon, in hours time. and when i am back, will update on my exciting backpacking trip! =)) GRINS*

photos.

2006-09-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

Pictures! Finally able to post it up! =)) grins.

Amy and Sk! taken at Sentosa Cove. Forbes Event.

Amy and Me! with the Black Black Uniform. Look professional? hee.

Me! hee. Look at the yacht behind me! Isnt it beautiful? Hair messy! ha!

the three of us. missing SHAN!! different breaktime from us. SIGHs.

more YACHTS! many many more~ AWW..

me after the IONIC TREATMENT. smiles.

Poor Wenna. hairclips SPREE! by SHAN! hahas~

Monday, 11 sept. went for IMF training again. the stupid suntec was like SEALed! not with a kiss, but with many security measures. i meet hwee chin to go to suntec together. the stupid security guard at the bridge, told us to walk a big round. even though i have SHOWED him the IMF PASS!! fine. never did we realise that.. the big round was really that BIG. that i got tired from walking. wth.

when i reached the security entrance of suntec, i found out i spent almost 30mins from walking. liews. and the most... angry thing is.... i found that the others are ALLOWED to WALK THRU' the BRIDGE! wth. see me not happy is it? or too childish looking that i didnt seem to be a staff for the stupid IMF event. ARGH.

lucky, we wasnt late. PHEW! today training was kinda slack. boring? emm.. the Canteen Food is better today! =)) i meant the RICE. the UNCOOKED rice has been cooked better this time round. good job! keep it up. hahas~ though i doubt i will eat alot of rice.

tmr need to report at suntec at 5.45am. it meant that i got to reach suntec at 5.15am to give half an hour allowance for the security checks and collection of uniform. and leave house at 4.30am! (counting counting...) meaning, i got to wake up at about 3.45am!! GOSH. so early huh? haha!

I hope to sleep at 8pm today. so that i can get about 7 and a half hour of sleep. that would be the earliest record of my sleeping time! HA! and the more amazing thing is... i got to do that for the rest of the ten days. till IMF is over! =))

5days entries

2006-09-10T18:23:00.000+08:00

updated. as requested by lex. =)) was busy these days with work and videos. thus, no time to blog.. off day today, thus blog. hee.

tuesday, 05 sept. as mentioned, went to Forbes. AWW.. the more i see the site, it is soo beautiful! =)) smiles. taken pictures again, this time with amy and sk. =)) shan not around, cos she came late, thus in different grp from us. sighs.

the yachts at the sea, was soo beautiful. if only i could own them.. =)) keke! and what if our DnD for final year could be held like this.. AHH!! and yah.. but sometimes, will think it isnt so fantastic about the event.. the empty white plates on the table kept collecting dust.. EeeEEe! and the iced water also collected dust easily.

the rich people came in finally and crowd around the table like nobody business. kept exchanging namecards and introducing themselves. -.-"" some even go to the extent of booking the 'good view' seats before all guests came in. (so kiasu!!) cos they got a cocktail party outside first. omg. the food served seems very delicious.. yummy! but not for us. LOL. some of the guests are very nice, some of them soo attitude! rich people... -.-"" hmph.

though there are some mistakes here and there, but overall.. it went well.. the rich people also keep wanna drink drink drink wine.. -.-" kept asking if can put the whole bottle of wine there!!! liews. back in the kitchen, while waiting to be lead out... the chefs gave some of the food for us to eat! mostly the dessert. =)) cos got extras mahs. yummy! nice wor. =) then waited for the bus to come and fetch us out of there! got our pay and left sentosa!! had our supper at mac before gg back. =))

wednesday, 06 sept. had IMF training. wasnt late. =)) pleased with it. time passed quite quickly. but the staff canteen food is not nice loh. the rice seems like it isnt cooked. very hard. then the food served, isnt nice. it is the mixed rice kind, has 4 types of dishes. though edible. but due to my fussiness in my choice of food, i only ate two dishes only. working there, think i can cut some weight. haha!

training, was like hot. but not tiring.. =)) went home after training. guai right? hahas~

thursday, 07 sept. was at home the whole day till night time then meet shirley. accompanied here to bring her niece to the concert. at cuppage plaza. saw jiaqi as well. her secondary school fren. saw her last december at christmas or new year if not wrong. changed a lil' maybe cos of her complexion. =x

the concert is a church event. hopekids, i think. not sure about it, but shirley is go there for service or what de. not too sure as well. i'm not into all these. never ask her much also, cos not interested to know. =x the concert was kinda.. eh... boring for adults lah. but fun for kids. soo.. it turns out average for me. haha! as a result, met her church friends. rather friendly. =))

then ate at s11 before going back home. took the train, and realised that shirley might be late home. she has to reach home by 12mn. so me and shirley and her niece, alighted the train and took a cab back. phew! lucky she isn't late, but still get scolding anyway. hahas! poor thing.

friday, 08 sept. met sk and shan they all to do passport thingy. need to change photo!!was kanna complain twice before, to change my photo cos it doesnt look like me anymore. LOL. that's was my primary 4 photo i think. or primary 3. haha! which is like.. 8 to 9 years ago. haha!

seriously, i hate taking passport photo!! cos i never look good in it. -.-" yah.. i am ugly. thats why photo turns out ugly. cos it is me. LOL! forget it. took the photo and queued to change my photo. then later shan needs to go to IMF to work. sk meeting amy they all to sing karaoke. me?

i went to far east and walk here and there... to find a salon to do treatment for my hair. well, find that it is damn dry and yah.. i wanna improve the condition of it. was thinking if wanna go back Monsoon to find Jasper to do my hair.. but.. perhaps just try see other places first. if i dont like it, then go back Monsoon loh. dont mind to spend the money, as long as my hair is okay~ =))

yah.. i am a spendthrift. i am tired of walking already. stupid far east got so many salon.. i also dunno which one to choose. sighs. so i finally stopped at one salon, and decided to do my hair there. since they say they has the latest Ionic treatment.. so just do it bah! =)) somemore, got discount. LOL. talk to the hairstylist, she seems very honest. she tried to explain to me why she cut my hair this way and what treatment is what. and blah.. i tried my best to understand it.. dunno i also 'orh'. LOL.

after the treatment is done, i quite like it. well, hair seems blacker. and look nicer. then she tried to sell the Ionic shampoo to me.. so i bought it. in total, i spend 116 dollars. for the treatment, haircut and shampoo. OMG. ahh.. forget it. it is for my hair... so it wil be worth it right? =x

went home after and i think my hair ends are still dry. sighs. was kinda disappointed.

saturday, 09 sept. has to work for IMF. training again. tiring. sighs. cos of the stupid IMf, that i couldnt go zoo with mongling they all. LIEWs. i came to dislike IMF, so mafan. so irritating that i will hear it everywhere! on news, and people mentioning it. ARGh! went to support amy for her superstar audition!! at toa payoh. but we couldnt see her sing lah. cos she will be in a room and blah..

so we walked around while waiting for her. finally, she's out. as in, out of the audition room, and out from the audition. sighs. amy said that she was too nervous that she instead of singing the chorus part, she rapped it! LOL. the song supposed to be a slow song loh.. and she RAPPEd it. hahas~ but nevermind, she will always be our superstar! haha!

huimin got IN! she got confidence!! =)) hope she will continue and get thru' the 2nd audition!! keke! and yah... shan they all was asking me, "ehh. thought you go for hair treatment. " well, cos it doesnt look liek i got go for treatment. SADED! spend soo much, in the end.. it look the same. ARGH. guess i better stick to Monsoon. serve me right for gg to elsewhere. a lesson learnt?

got time, might go back to that salon and ask the hairstylist, why like that.. LOL. and yah. the whole day, i was soo KUKU looking in the black attire. for IMF event, cos thought we couldnt bring bag. then couldnt get changed into my clothes. -.-" and my FEET HURTS like shit lah. i cant stand wearing heels all day long. fcuk. luckily, next time i could bring bag. keke! =))

Initially, i couldnt take it that i wanna buy slippers and changed into it. went to cineleisure. to find slippers. but dont have my size. -.-"" pengs. all BIG sizes. those that got my sizes, really dont match with my formal outfit loh. ARGH. so gave up and 'ren' my way thru'. walked all the way to Plaza Sing to play arcade.

while waiting for the lift, got a group of guys at the lift there.. then cos the lift was like very full, so they decided to take the escalators. and walked away. shan then told me, the guy in black quite cute. then out of impulse, i kinda said quite loudly, "Ehh.. wear black tee one.. ". Lucky he and his friends nvr hear. so Embarassing. LOL. think i am crazy to do that lerh loh.

then we was like saying "got fate, sure get to see again". cos i nvr see his face mahs. wanna see how he look like, that shan commented that he's cute. LOL. then went to the arcade, while waiting for change the coins to play Mario Racing. saw the guy again. but.. again, i nvr get to see his face. then i shouted the same lines again, " Eh.. Black tee one.." but, the arcade too noisy lerh. cos he couldnt hear me. " PHEW. i guess i am out of my mind. LOL.

played Mario Racing and went to eat. went to Thai Express. ARGH. never will i get in there again. got the spicy powder. yuck. i wonder, how am i gg to survive in Thailand in that 5days. omg. i will only eat International Buffet, as PROMISED by sk they all. =)) i went crazy in Thai Express again. i dunno why that i couldnt control myself that i kept laughing that.. i cant eat anything, cos the food will be 'spill' out of my mouth. POOR shan who is sitting in front of me. =x

went home afterwards, as i really couldnt walk anymore. my legs are killing me.. AHH.. so even for my legs, i took the red line. cos i didnt wanna walk and change the green line and blah. at home, mummy help me apply ointment on my legs. for muscle ache. hee! THANKS mummy! =)) hee.

and yah. these days, i also have been watching FULL HOUSE on youtube. AHH... nice nice! rain is soo cute lah.. when he is so embarassed and shy.. and couldnt express himself.. AHHH.. cant stand him. keke. then 'song hui qiao' is soo pretty and AIYA. the show is nice lah.. hehe. finally completed the whole show yesterday. =)) soo touching at times. adn the ending is... GOOD! hee.

sunday, 10 sept. i woke up at 3.30pm. O.O! freak! i slept for almost 12hours. cos i slept at 4am last night, due to watching Full House. keke. then ate my brunch and use the comp. to blog. =)) sian. monday working again.. and for the whole week. MUS GAMBATTE-NE! hehe.

** wanted to post some pictures up de! but the freaking blogger. dunno what's wrong. cant post! ARGH** pissed off with it. ARGH.

JAY- still fantasy

2006-09-05T12:48:00.000+08:00

I'M BORED! leaving house soon.. for the forbes event. SIAN. DREAD going. why did i wanna go in the first place? cos of SENTOSA COVE. but it also meant serving rich people. no mistakes! no flaws allowed! sighs.

Early in the morning, recieved a msg. ' wanna meet us at 6pm? we'll be at harbourfront office till 6pm. ' I wanna go meet them! i mish them! but i couldnt. DUE TO FORBES! argh. why so sway de.. sian.

INDULGED in JAY new songs! STILL FANTASY. it really seems like bringing me to the fantasy world.. AWW.. so nice! I loved the songs he sang. =)) SUPPORT JAY! ZHOU JIE LUN! muacks*
-never fail to bring beautiful songs to his fans.- =))

Forbes Sentosa Cove

2006-09-05T01:16:00.000+08:00

went for forbes training today. the most 'digust' guy was there again. LOL! briefing was long and hot and tiring. but... the view is marvellous! the event is held at Sentosa Cove. and you see.. no one is allowed in except for the owners of the Sentosa Cove. and security staff all that. normal people like me... are NOT ALLOWED in!

Lucky people, we are! =)) smiles. now.. do feel blessed that i am sharing the pictures of Sentosa Cove area here. well, they are the pictures of the site we are going to work. for tmr! =))

the temporary 'tent' they built for the billionaires.

wow! isn't it beautiful?

can you see the yacht behind?!?! "if i could own one.. emm.. LOL!"

well, the training is like -.-". so lengthy. and scary! i am scare~ cos we are going to serve tables of millionaires! or rather, billionaires! rich people. emm.. thinking* ( if manage to hook any of them, wah! blessful life for me. =p ) hahas! hope everything will goes well tmr. =)) no blurness of service sequence. no breakages. thats what i praying for! hah!

holidays.

2006-09-04T02:00:00.000+08:00

went to orchard with baobei today. accompanied her to buy prezzie for her friend. kept walking for the whole day. had a movie, frostbite. which is not worthy of the $9.50. ate pepper lunch. we shared a meal. yet still cant finish. walk around here and there and final stop at nydc before heading home.

and yah. we took a neoprint. a long time since i have taken one, the last neoprint i taken with baobei was on valentines day. LOL. 7mths loh! omg. at nydc, she helped me cut my split-ends. =)) thanks bb. the staffs mus be wondering what are we doing there. LOL!

on the way home, to kill the boringness. we took photos, using hp. =p zi lian abit lah. LOL. not well-taken anyway. i am not a good photographer. ha!

at raffles place. waiting for train.

in train.

manage to see the earring i am wearing? baobei bought for me de. she lied to me that she wanna get a pair of earrings for her friend's b'day. so ask me to choose. so i told her that pair is nice. then she says okay and then gave it to me instead. in other words, she tricked me. -.-" but anyway, i love that pair of earrings alot. =)) it is purchased from my friend's website, http://www.xanga.com/featherhailtree. the link can be found in my 'exits'.

some zi lian pictures, taken at home. LOL.

without specs.

with specs.

with specs. what a pose! -.-" i'm mad.

okay. had enough of phototaking already. sighs. sometimes i wonder, what will i do when i graduate? how will my life be, facing the society? am i able to get a job? what if i cant? all this questions pop out today. and i have no answers to them. sighs. life's so difficult. can i just keep studying? though i hate it as well. argh.. what am i thinking?!?!?! crazy lerh me.

yearning for smthg. unobtainable.

exams are over!

2006-09-02T12:31:00.000+08:00

AHHH~ exams are over! YEAH! so happie about it. been slogging hard these days. it's so tough. soo tough to stay awake. to be in the right mind. to absorb information fast. but.... it's over! i did my best already. =))

lemme start with study week. i ended my last entry on 23 aug thingy. the rest of my study week. what have i done? i studied alone in mac near to my house. and as usual, always rushing back home to watch my lovely samsoon at 10pm.

one fine night, i tried searching for 'my lovely samsoon' in youtube again. to my suprise, i found it! instead of studying, i have the audacity to watch the entire show thru' out the night. managed to finish it at 10am the next day. cried thru' the night as well, at some of the touching or sad scene. my mum woke up and thought i was so hardworking that i STUDIED thru' the night. instead, i am watching the whole show. LOL. then finally went to sleep.

slept till at night. and i kept thinking of samsoon that i couldnt study. couldnt focus. omg. so i spent my time watching tv. ha! i am sooo smart right? study week still chiong watch show. LOL!

on monday, Accounting for Hospitality and Tourism paper. it was sucky lah! i hate the theory part. sure fail at that part. was kinda sad for the paper. was initally thinking that is only paper i can score, but seems that i cant score well for it. there goes my A. sian.

it ended at 4.30pm. went home immediately to study for Applied Research for Hospitality and Tourism paper. i studied thru' out the night. slept for barely a few hours, if not wrong only 2 hours.

on tuesday, went to take the paper. another disaster. but anyway, i know i am bad at Applied Research. it is a stupid subject. =X so.. its okay. then relax, eat in school and went home to sleep. yawns. slept for the whole day. didnt study.

on wednesday, its sengkwang b'day! also our one and only break during the exam period. and since thursday paper is at afternoon, we can go out celebrate for him. =)) wanted to give him surprise. but.. he wasnt surprised. LOL! due to some miscommunication somewhere. =x not to be mentioned. haha! we ate marche. yummy. the mashed potato is the BEST ah!

took a few photos there. and cut the cake shan bought. chocolate cake! =)) fattening. ha! then later went to mac to study. guai right? the 6 of us, occupy 3 tables. LOL. as in 3 tables of 4 those kind. haha! then started studying.. sk's girlgirl came. soon, sk left with his girlgirl. then amy left with wenna. then left the 3 of us, studying hard. LOL. afterwhich, i left shan and shulay.. to rush home watch my lovely samsoon. =p

after watching, then continue to study. AHH.. at first thought marketing easy to study. but wah. realise that it is difficult lah. so.. again, spent the night studying. till morning 6am then sleep for a few hours before going to school.

thursday, Marketing for Hospitality and Tourism paper. it is okay lah. i think the paper is quite easy. though got some i dunno how to do lah. but.. so far, the BEST paper i have taken. LOL. then later went home. to study for the last paper of the semester. wanted to sleep at first. cos the paper is in the early morning. so i know i no need to sleep again. so wanted to sleep a few hours before studying. but i dunno why, i couldnt get into sleep.

so i watch tv. and bathe. and went to mac to study, in fear that i might fall asleep at home. club resort spa isnt easy. tough tough tough. and with lack of sleep, make it worse. i studied hard then. and till 5am like that, i couldnt take it anymore. i really wanna sleep and i jus couldnt study anymore. so left mac to head for home.

to my horror, i walk out of mac and realised that it is raining heavily! SHIT. how to get home. no shelter to my house de loh! then i am too paiseh to go back mac again. so.. i used my jacket as raincoat and walk my way home. drenched! i was caught in the rain a little. but lucky i have my jacket. =))

slept. for an hour and shocked! AHH! 7am. my paper at 930am. going to be late. sk's msg woke me up. LOL. thanks to his msg. otherwise, i might just have to skip the paper and get a mc. rushed to school and.. phew! wasnt late, instead was early. ha! in the train that time, got seat to sit. but i didnt want to, scare that i might just fall asleep in the train. LOL. and yah.. last minute, tried to memorise as much as i can. but i keep forgeting.

went into the exam hall at 920am. Club Resort and Spa Business paper. read the paper. wasnt very tough, at the section A, short answer. but the Essay Question, section B is the killer! omg. i just crap my way thru'. hopefully can pass. then.. our clique went to suntec cos the few of them need to go for IMF training. then later, the rest of us slack slack.. walk here and there. yawns. sleepy wor. wasnt in the mood to shop. then later went to borders. shan's friend, grace need to get some books or smthg. then the rest of us, didnt want to see anymore of books.

went up to see Apple store. pass back a golf shop and thought of asking the sale asst, a female. if she knows what is a 'Birdie', as tested in the exam hours ago. thinking that she a girl and just a sales asst, she shld be dunno lah. and somemore, exam is over lerh. who cares about what is a birdie.

after walking in Apple store, we went to find shan to tell her, we really cant take it.. wanna sleep. then walk past the golf shop again, got a male person inside, back facing us. that i said to sk they all, eh. got male sales asst inside lerh. can ask wor.. higher chance he may know. but say for fun nia lah.

then later, walk past the shop. look thru' the transparent glass wall of the store, and then look at the male asst. and take another look of him before going down the escalator. if didnt see wrongly, he seems to be Ryan, my ex. Is it i see wrongly? But doubt so. to think of it, heng never go into the shop and ask.. seeing him, brought back bad memories to my mind.

but didnt have the energy to think about it, cos too tired lerh. and sleepy somemore. went home and wanted to sleep de. but again, cant sleep. omg. what's wrong with my system. so.. watch tv and use computer. then slept at 12am. =)) early night for me. grins.

woke up at 12pm. thinking.. no more studying. no more! yeah. but... got to work. saded life. haha! but at least i got two days of rest. but would be going out. lalalaa~

study week

2006-08-24T03:20:00.000+08:00

life's been tough. 4 main exam papers. omg. unable to finish study loh. on sunday, 20Aug'o6, went to downtown chalet meant for peifen's b'day celebration and for our enjoyment before the terror of studying begins. had fun playing the arcade there. emm.. really quite some time nvr go enjoy arcade lerh loh. =))

then we had dinner at fisherman village. the bus 403 passed by my ex pasir ris home. AWWW.. i mish my home. sighs. anyway, enjoyed the food though. back to chalet, surprised peifen with the b'day cake when she's about to enter the room to use the washroom. then when open the door, sing the b'day song. hope she's really surprised with it. =))

yummy, the cake shan bought was delicious. =)) good choice, papa! LOL. then we slacked and play games. ha! the "hai-dai" game. damn funny lah.. LOL. then later all of us got tired and slept. LOL! nothing to do jiu sleep loh. hahas. then next morning kanna bluff by shulay that it's 10am lerh! then mus quickly wake up and bathe. cos check-out time latest is 10.30am. but the actual time she woke me up is about 8.30am to 9am loh! pengs. yawns.

then we packed up. and left the room at 930am or 10am, i think. went to macdonalds to have our breakfast. =)) then all headed home. then arranged to meet at 2pm to study. pangseh they all, cos i fell asleep and woke up at 5pm! which is like.. no need to go down lerh loh. LOL. then i wasted one day of studying. -.-" left me with 6 more days to my first paper.

tuesday, 22aug'o6. met terry aka ku xiao pang to study. supposed to meet at yishun, but cos i was extreme late. so make it at city hall instead. but i wasnt late due to sleep. but cos i went to beeyan's hosue which is at bedok to borrow notes to zap. =)) then eat mac and study. wah.. sian. the table so shaky loh. not stable de. pengs. then everytime terry ku write hor, the table shake. i read my notes also blur. LOL. then decided to hold the notes myself. LOL!

finished studying and went to find something to eat. walk up and down suntec and in the end, chose carl's junior. ordered fries! saw matoot there. surprised* ha! so long never see him lerh loh. he used to work at marina square branch of carl's junior. ha! he gave free drink. =)) thanks, matoot. then terry ku after filling the water, use the cap to close the top of the cup. then wanted to try a straw. instead he took a stirrer. told him is a stirrer, but he insist is a straw! pengs. where got so thin de straw. it is just a stirrer which shaped similar to a straw.

in order to continue with his stand, he used the stirrer as the 'straw' for that cup of gassy drink. LOL! definitely he had a hard time sucking the water out of the stirrer lah! LOL!

then went home to rush for 'my lovely samsoon'. missed the first few minutes. duh. but its okay lah. not alot. less than 5mins. LOL! then enjoyed the show and then relax.. and sleep.

wednesday, 23aug'06. meet sk, amy and wenna to study in tp. was late for half an hour. but worst is not me! is sk. LOL. at 12pm, he's still sleeping. LOL. haha! then we ate at mensa. AWWW.. mish the food in tp. then photocopyed the past year papers and wanted to study in tp. but.. no place. as in, the library has too much people. then the other places are like in the hot air. weather was hot, you see. emm.. so in the end, went to amy's house.

AHHH!! her puppies are cute. the puppies are given by her neighbour. how i wish i could have one. emm.. but also doubt my mum would allow. she would keep saying, i cant even take care of myself, let alone taking care of a pet. sighs. then started studying. but kinda cant absorb. what's wrong with me! omg. if this goes on, i'm dead meat. not enough time to study loh. sighs. tried to study as much as i could. then we order pizza and eat!

yummy yummy. delicious. was filling also. =)) then later slack abit and went home. to catch my favourite show again! 'my lovely samsoon'. this time round, i am late for 1 or 2mins for the show. =)) improvement. hah! after that, catch the 'project runway' and then slack... till 12mn and tried to do accounting past year paper. but using references- which is my notes! haha! haben study them mahs. LOL.

anyway, it's getting late. 3.45am. i need to sleep. tmr wants to get up early to study. hope i can absorb more tmr! i mean today! =)) 24 Aug'06. one more day nearer to exam. sighs.

17aug and 18aug

2006-08-19T02:18:00.000+08:00

On thursday, 17 August 2006. Went to school just to attend a lecture. Applied Research. -.-" Didnt want to go initially, but since i have already pre-ordered food from my friends, I need to go eat it. LOL! On the whole, with comments from others... the food didnt seems very nice. =X oops. though i like the peach merigue or smthg like that de.

then later went back home and later meet shirley. Finally, i can return her her hp. Lent to me for months. Thank you, shirley! =)) The red line from here to Orchard is damn far loh! it is almost to an hour! omg. i hate red line, in short.

we two decided to alight at somerset, but both blur blur alight at orchard instead. didnt want to go back to the same train, very paiseh. and was lazy to wait for another one. thus, we exit from orchard mrt and go to buy my hp screen protector, of brand MartinField. As far as i know, it can only be found in Far East Plaza. That particular brand is good, and expensive! I used to help my brother to find that bloody shop for hours can. I still can rmb. Cried in front my friends. omg.

Bought that and the salesperson recommend me to buy a dunno crystal what case lah. to protect the whole handphone. Saying that in case if i drop my phone, then it will 'save' my phone from scratches as it will be the casing that gets 'injuried'. So, i bought it anyway. Then later we went to cineleisure to buy movie tickets for Tokyo Drift. I cant resist anymore temptation to watch the show. LOL! which results me in pangseh shan they all, sorry papa.

went to timberland for a while and then went to hong kong cafe to eat. the one in Cineleisure. Yummy yummy. the porridge is very delicious. The cup they use are like metal tins with handle. which gives me a impression of like go jail use de. LOL! eat till very very de full loh.

Tokyo Drift is nice! Very nice. Ahh... i like drifting.. LOL. So cool loh. haha. The leading actress is pretty as well. Seductive too. =X ha! Then later slack a while and went back home. =))

18 August 2006. Friday, my last day of deployment and last day of the semester. reach just in time for deployment. started helping out in operations. and did that almost can say for the whole day. =)) no sending us to other place to distribute brochures! hee. Initially, time pass slowly. then later mr bosco, the manager asked if i could stayed back for about an hour or so to help him out as he has some VIPs coming at about 4.30pm. And, i should actually end my work at 4pm.

Thought that it wouldnt take much time, so agreed anyway. Was given instructions to regards with the VIP's visit. As these VIPs are Phillipines dunno what Minister, they have bodyguards with them around. big shot leh. Then we got to seperate the usual guests from them. Though we are very busy for the few hours before the VIPs, due to the running full house and cos of making sure that the VIPs will get to see the show immediately w/o waiting.

They came and mr bosco usher them in. While i go to get the VIP glasses. Red in colour, made of better quality i think. Presented the glasses in a tray to him, the minister. and the rest of the VIPs and bodyguards. So proud to do that. LOL. Getting in touch with these big shots. Think IMF should also be smthg like that. Fun and fulfilling to see these big shots happy with your service. actually, it is good enough with just normal guests being happy with my service. with big shots, feel even better! LOL.

They left and we got to rush to prepare for the next show. then after that, i realised that it is going to be 5pm, which is the deadline for my Learning Portfolio to be handed in. Asked mr bosco for my appraisal form and ran my way back to TAS to hand it in. Thanks Cynthia for helping me to print the rest of the Portfolio, else i might not be able to hand in. But anyway, i was late in submittion but... heng ms daga have yet to finish her de-brief session. then so she haven collect all the portfolios.

After which, i waited for bus line bus to go back to 4D Magix to enjoy a treat from mr bosco. =)) for our assistance abt the VIPs thingy. while waiting for the bus, i was soo freaking tired and perspiring from the whole day of rushing shows and running from 4D Magix to TAS. then i wanted to use my phone and then slide my hand into the hp accessory(for putting hand de). somehow or rather, i thought i have put my hand through it already, thus i let go my grip of my hp. and 'BOOM'!!!! my hp drop head down to the floor. WTF!

my heart damn pain sia. just a few days old. newly bought casing and hp. WTH* and i freaking dropped it. stupid jeanie. as mentioned by the salesperson the day before, 'just in case i drop the phone...' WHAT A CURSE! yesterday say... today drop liao. LIEWS! WARNING to myself-- this will be the first and last time i will drop my hp ever again. $400 bucks phone leh... wah damn heart pain. hope my hp is strong enough to withstand the blow and able to function as well as it is firstly bought.

then later reached 4D Magix and continued to help them a while more and finally went off to meet shan they all for dinner. Sorry guys, i made you guys waited so long for me. wah. waited damn fcuking long for a table loh. for a idiot man who eat damn.... slow! QI SI WO! or rather qi si all of us. lemme tell the story.

The man was eating with his family. All the rest of the family had finish and was getting ready to go off. Only left him eating alone. okay.. understandable that he might be come late.. therefore, last one to eat. But, with us standing there.. he should take the initiative to at least eat a little faster lah. Instead, he eat as slow as a tortoise, picking every single stalk of vegetables he could barely find on the plate. and it is really picking and eating in slow motion.

It is as though i am doing a 'slow play' of a movie. that every single action and inches he moves is of 2 second long. LOL. abit exaggerating lah i know.. but like really slow till we cant stand him loh. then after a long wait, he finally put down his pair of chopsticks and leave with his family. I cant stand him that i sacastically says thank you very much to him. he didnt reply a welcome or even to look back and smile. he just went off as though he is hearing-impaired. after we sat down, sk told us that he saw the man's daughter just now, look back and pointed a middle finger at us. as the saying goes, 'like father, like daughter.' same attitude.

Anyway, got over with them.. and we started to enjoy the food. So-so i think. Perhaps it lack of some essential things like.. stingray.. hotplate tofu.. thats why! LOL. my favourite leh. LOL. then went to town and played arcade. AHHH... the mario racing very cute leh!! sooo ke ai version of racing. even better than daytona. ha! must play more often. LOL. and saw some experts.. well at least to us lah. he use those cards to accumulate points or what. smthg like rpg game like that. got stage de.

the race track he rode on was like damn nice lah!! rainbow colour de leh!! lols. pretty pretty.. hee. anyway, the guy is also not bad-looking. ha! =X and then he left. me and jasmine and janice three raced together. =)) fun fun. keke. enjoy the game. then later went home. with sk and his gerger. use comp since then. =))

i am freaking tired for the entire day. sleepy as well. cos i rush to do the final reflection last night till 4am then sleep. not enough sleep! and, i was happy for the appraisal marks mr bosco gave me. =)) was least expected loh. cos i heard from friends who been there in the first batch. that he is very strict and stingy with marks. as in, if he dont think you deserve it, he wouldnt give you the mark. so for the marks i got, it is encouraging enough. consider a good grade. keke! =))

wanna sleep now. nights my nonsense book. hee. end my entry with some pictures. keke.

what if competitors or nasty customers come to make trouble (by throwing alot of the fruits into the bin)?

For the sake of taking photo, what a smile we had. LOL! me and jianli. so ugly me.

jasmine, me and janice. 3Js. i look so weird. on bus to town. =)) 18augo6

new phone, k800i

2006-08-17T02:24:00.000+08:00

i finally changed phone lerh! so happie. emm.. done it on monday night. =)) wee! was intending to get Sony Ericsson w810i, in the end.. i got k800i instead. a better phone for a better price! i supposed. ha! well, i was surprised that the price of k800i actually drop so much! from $559 about a week ago.. to the price i bought for, $426! even cheaper than w810i which is priced at $468! =)) good news for me. ha!

i am still a little idiot towards my new phone. still not quite sure on all the features and blah.. emm.. need time to explore it! =)) and i need to take good care of it. cos i am a damn careless person! better dont drop the phone, else will slap myself. =X oops.

and yup. didnt go school on tuesday due to overslept! but for the stupid attendance sake, i attended vanessa tan's class today. at 3pm to 5pm. their class was rather fun. interactive bah i shall say. can even comment that it seems more lively than my class. =X but anyway, lesson was boring.

went to meet shan, amy and shulay they all at bugis to shop for prezzies. then later shulay left and sk came. omg! i realise that i very long nvr go shopping lerh wor. i didnt know that the bugis street changed so much! felt so outdated. LOL. due to projects deadline, havent been going out and enjoy. after projects, exams. and after exams, work. what a life i have! LOL.

BESE quiz was rather tough, as in tricky. sighs. jus pick any one! try my luck then. anyway, i also nvr study for it. =X bad bad girl. exams are nearing and i still haben study. heard that some of my friends started ler loh. wah! super guai sia. what to do!!! please study, jeanie! LOL.

as for coursework grade, i am actually quite pleased with my results. emm.. unexpected bah. or maybe is my expectation too high. as in, i think that my work is not sufficient. i got to learn to be confident of my work. which i am quite lacking at. emm.. however, i shall not be complacent of my grades and shld study even harder for exam! =)) i wanna get good grades~ lalalaa. i dont want to disappoint my parents. i wanna be a good ger. so... please study smart and hard, jeanie! jiayou! =)) (words of encouragement for myself. ha!)

and yah. most prob after IMF event, might be going with shan they all to go to thailand for holiday trip. sometimes i do feel lucky for having my parents. to allow me to travel with my friends. who trusted me that i can take care of myself. though they will check on me when i am at overseas. to make sure i am okay. the KL trip last semester was fun. i hope this trip will be as fun, or even better! also, i hope more people who be able to join us for the trip. Otherwise, i dont mind going to m'sia for those who cant go thailand. =))

anyway, post some pictures of the view from my room in the PASIR RIS home..

[day view]

[night view]

Ain't beautiful? well, at least to me. i have been seeing that scenery for more than 10 years. since i am in k2. =))